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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

I wrote the following to help Keira Alexandra K She needs financial help getting to Copenhagen to continue trying to get her daughter Zammi home I know you probably don't use IG but I've added the PayPal name in the photos open.substack.com/pub/keepitra...

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

@gay.and.lgbt You're using coercive control manipulation guilt tripping & reactionary abuse Disguised in the form of pretty words, to shame others into following you back or be labeled homophobic Pinning the equivalent of shaming the reaction you caused & denying ability to defend themselves

"A certified brat" says "Not following back a gay person, like myself, is considered homophobic." in his bio

That dudebro just started following me, obviously I take a gander at who they are... Turns out to be the equivalent of a gay Alpha male, I expect better from the gay community

"A certified brat" pinned the following
"Tearing someone apart because they wronged you doesn't exactly make you a good person"

This depends in general
But given repeating behavior patterns, he is intentionally using the post to deflect and redirect so as to avoid accountability for using reactionary abuse
Which is the action of purposefully triggering others to illicit a reaction, avoid accountability and blame those being reactive

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

Saw a friend post this & honestly... Let's call it EXACTLY what it is that Diaper Genie is doing He is literally victim blaming While also grooming his twatwaffle lemmings brigade into believing his narrative Trying to keep a grip on their main solo functioning braincell

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

If you see people expressing their sufferance Don't be like this "well meaning" but harmful individual I saw their comment on a BBC post about a woman in Scotland who's struggling to get legal help and rejected/ignored 116 times The deeper one suffers The more like daggers empty platitudes become

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

Dear handicapped community Can we PLEASE take our power back from the trauma associated with the R word Repurpose it, use correctly (etymology), apply it to those who WILLFULLY CHOOSE to be R while forcing us all to be "held back" with them, as they destroy global society

Etymology of retardant by etymoline.com
Examples of French and Latin definition to prove my point of how bloody stupid toxic humanity has willfully chosen to be and force others to be

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 23/01/2025

Day 98 till May 1st Used up my words Will try again tomorrow Overwhelmed processing emo rollercoaster of CPTSD and more rejection

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 23/01/2025

The original photo for day 99 Camera can take multiple pics at once and automatically randomly edits them

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 23/01/2025

Many do the 100 Days Art challenge of some sort I'm doing it to try to keep my sanity & humanity Counting down towards freedom or ☠️ There's a fork in the road & we're getting down to the wire but we need help 1/

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

Keeping an eye out on IG/FB Saw this Worth looking into Nothing with my accounts but I'm a US citizen in France So far they have not fiddled with my overseas account but that might change No idea if they are changing military folks accounts who are stationed overseas

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 20/01/2025

Fastest I've been blocked in a while Worth it Fucker had 26 posts, all retweet with no thought of their own And being a dick to the OP

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

Eww it's cold My cat Lil Crow is doing his King Julian impersonation Cat food left out over night is frozen Have to wait for the sun to warm it up before I can add hot/fresh food to mix it with Supposedly -2°C with real feel of -6 I call bs Way colder with heavy humidity

2 cats, gravel driveway slowly being reclaimed by nature, eww frost and cold... Rural France

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

The LA fires Has the juvenile correctional facility been evacuated yet Is anyone aware of them I only just heard about these kids on IG I've seen nothing anywhere else

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 28/12/2024

I've had a hangover like migraine and stomach issues for most of the day No alcohol involved Purely because the barometric pressure got too high It's messing with my dental infection Finally starting to drop to ranges I can cope with & MAYBE sleep I genuinely can't remember a happy holiday season

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/12/2024

I got blocked It happens No hard feels I'm extremely serious when it comes to shadow work diving into the psychological side of healing the self & better understand humanity through it Yet I'll still be playful about it 10min after posting Synchronicities happened I got my answer 1/ music below

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

Well that was fast! Good job bluesky for removing scam trash in the amount of time it took me to edit the screenshot I am 🤬 at all the pitty me sob story scams that pull on ❤️ strings and make it next to impossible for people who ACTUALLY NEED help to get any, let alone get taken seriously

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

Yeah... Clearly shows me sitting down, during an appointment and being in a rage induced panic attack Very much not people pleasing, fawning or freezing That woman should be in jail for her level of negligence, entrapment, malpractice and violation of legal rights

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

Random fun fact To smell all pretty I massage an essential oil mix of sandalwood, lemongrass and ginger into my hair To keep the toxic motherfrickafrackaforking twatwaffle lemmings brigade out of my hair I massage in safe oil

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

Same So I knot them up into something creative

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

Think the ultimate hot pocket 🤣 And bland! The majority of the French do NOT do spicy

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

Surgery on the toy owl was successful Back and toe have been repaired I feel gross 😂 Felt toe was NOT slobber free But Bruce is happily munching and playing inside fetch with the owl Barely able to get proof, he does not like having his pic taken

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

Today is surgery day 😂 23 got my dog a new toy, his fav owl that dogo nabbed immediately from the shopping bag and ran off with happily Then Bruce promptly ripped a hole in the back and happily pulled out the suffering The slobber has dried enough overnight for me to sew up the hole Dog mom life

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

My (dark tetrad presenting) ex, the (black robe syndrome) courts and social services keep using fear mongering tactics to literally tell me my family and I are safe in France That nowhere else has schools, healthcare and social care When we are chronically victimized But look what's up now

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

Aww... How cute I just got blocked It's hilarious when the twatwafflery brigade makes assumptions Tries to pass judgements Fails at trolling & barely gets a yawn from me No tears I'm not arrogant I'm BORED They are so predictable Carbon copies of the same BS Looking to troll to feel superior

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

Huh ... Wonder if it works for my hair 🤣 Mines dull red without proper sunshine

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Saw this article by BBC on a group of younglings in Scotland Wrote the following from my FB account Random musings in the screenshots Loneliness is definitely a pandemic hitting all age groups like never before www.bbc.com/news/article...

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 30/11/2024

I see your light Scottish fog and raise you French Minecraft not finished rendering fog 😂 Taken an hour ago at 13hr

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 30/11/2024

ChatGPT AI view on how society would be if men had a menstrual cycle Fantastic observations on stuff we know at a subconscious level but don't always think about consciously Wrote the following on FB (screenshot) I 💜 food for thought www.instagram.com/reel/DC45uZG...

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 29/11/2024

Quote and post your knight 🗡️ or dragon 🐉 1 & 2 are from 2023 100days event I was using for mental health awareness 3 is proof that the elusive "Snot Nosed Dragon" exists 2021 Frozen soft looking icicle dangling off a branch, cried out for googly eyes

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 28/11/2024

Hi ... Yeah, my 3DS joins you Monster Hunter is just a touch awkward right now 🤣

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

In case anyone thinks I don't have a heart Jokes on you I've got a bit over 6kg of heart Plus the one in my chest, though that one's not going to the cats for dinner I do not tolerate bs If your 💩 stinks, I'll call you on it I'm well aware of my own 💩 Work through, care for or fling it according

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

Definitely explains why I'm exhausted, feeling too many feels and craving affection I can't wait to find people who see me, want to build with me and cuddles, lots of cuddles Being touch starved is no joke Especially when it's not just physical touch that's lacking I need people who touch my soul

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