iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

literally knocking on wood but it's probably way too late sorry

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i will still be proud of you when you make it, i believe in u 🖤💜

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ah fuck I'm sorry, good luck, hope to see u on the other side 🖤

*winds her watch backwards really quick*

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kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 27/12/2025

it was hard, but you made it to 2026 and i'm proud of you 🖤

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down to two keyboards again and i think i've made the problem worse, not better D':

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anyway, back to being indefatigable and hot af

kaylee sitting on the floor in front of a christmas tree and fireplace

kaylee smiling in front of a christmas tree and fireplace

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(i've also made very, *very* clear now that further contact is unwelcome even if they do know other ways to reach me)

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i tried to give them a chance to ask, listen and apologize, before months of silence. thought they didn't care, turns out i was right. now the conversation is forever muted, so it won't surface again unless i look for it. effectively the same as blocking, but preserves evidence just in case 🙃

kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 17/12/2025

i hope everyone is having a lovely holiday, except this fucking guy, who knows who he is and ought to know why i hope he's having the day he deserves.

[a text exchange between kaylee and her ex]

ex: "Happy Holidays and Happy New year 🎊❄️❤️"
kaylee" "happy most traumatic holiday of the fucking year to you too. stop messaging me. we aren't friends. we aren't getting back together. you clearly didn't listen to me when we were, so fuck off. unless forcing me to relive that trauma is the aim, in which case, congratulations, you're a monster, fuck off and choke on a sandwich."

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i made it all work and i didn't need a flowchart 🤓

kaylee's desk, now with 200% more video inputs 100% more audio inputs, a 4ch mixer and a bonus pc 😼 (on top of the ridiculous PC with 3 displays, rgb everything, stream deck, mic arm, big headphones, etc etc)

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3 pcs, 5 keyboards, all confusion because i don't know WHICH ONES CONNECT TO WHAT

why am i like this? how did i end up with 5 keyboards on my desk?

especially if she's not asking you to do anything but listen

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kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 13/12/2025

maybe just believe her when she says someone hurt her

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before today i've never looked at a problem and said "i think i need a flowchart" and i am beginning to realize i may be in over my head 🙃

kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 12/12/2025

was having a really bad dysphoria day, went out in frumpy clothes and no makeup, so when the guy who at the dry cleaners smiled and called me "ma'am" anyway... that was rly rly nice. 😊🥰

oh my gosh thanks!! i kinda love how it came out today 🖤

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breaking: local trans girl, still confident in the face of adversity, is found to be unstoppable 💅

kaylee in dark makeup, a maroon top and pink hoodie, sitting in her car. she is taking a selfie and smiling, her green eyes looking directly into the camera. her hair is dyed magenta and she is wearing a brown toque. a heart tag and a skull and crossbones tag both hang from a silicone collar around her neck.

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ah, no, apparently this means my position has been filled in my absence.

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um, boss, if you have trainees waiting at home for a job, that means you can cover my fucking shift, right?

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what — and i can't stress this enough — the fuck?!!!?! ew

kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 08/12/2025

hate going to hospital 😤 even just to visit. she's worth it but fuck i hate it here 😒

kaylee making an annoyed face in a hospital hallway, holding a cup of coffee in front of a bank of elevators. she's wearing a purple, blue and white zippered hoodie, a collar on her neck and sunglasses on her head.

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there was a fan on in another room 🙃 turned it off and it's fine now. lol why am i like this 🤦‍♀️

kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 08/12/2025

can't get warm, inside, fully dressed under blankets — still shivering. it's plenty warm in here and i don't have a fever, i dislike this 😔

Josh Colletta ($18 / $8,000), professional loudmouth @joshcolletta.bsky.social · 08/12/2025

Reposted by kayl.ee 🖤

My site, e-mail, and calendars are all down because I haven't been able to pay the bills. I'm recently disabled, recently unemployed, and these things are vitally necessary. I need $250 to get them functioning again. Can you please help? And please share around. Thank you!

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kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 07/12/2025

hehe mission accomplished :3

kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 07/12/2025

being a distraction is fun >:3

torso shot of kaylee in a tan, low cut & buttoned crop top and black bikini

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kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 07/12/2025

i am become squirrel, destroyer of focus

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kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 04/12/2025

rescheduled surgery because even when things r falling apart i am in charge 💃 also falling apart someone pls mommy i mean mommy i mean mommy i mean SHUT UP KAYLEE

kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 02/12/2025

aaand the verdict is everything but the eyeliner survived my ugly-crying but none survived the pillowcase

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kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 02/12/2025

one company i know still includes this caution in their training materials for all their new drivers, and they only operate within ontario. the apology act passed 16 years ago. 🙃

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held up surprisingly well so far

tried & failed so i guess we're moving on to testing how waterproof all this makeup really is

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just asking for no reason at all 🤷‍♀️

kaylee in dark makeup, a grey sweater dress and a long purple cardigan standing outside in front of a snow bank. she's wearing a collar with several tags, the one in front is shaped like a kitty and says "KAYLEE". her hair is straightened, dyed a bluish-purple and shaved on one side.

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didn't even own a tv and one came at me for owning a pc that was connected to multiple displays. it belonged to my employer. i worked in IT. from home. i didn't own the chair or the desk either. same one hit me with "you look pretty well fed". i was 6', 110lbs, and had lost 50lbs that month. 🫨

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ever have one of those mornings where you do your makeup really nice solely to force yourself not to cry all day?

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aaaand just noticed i've scheduled photoshoot for the day after surgery, perfect 😂😭

kayl.ee 🖤 @kayl.ee · 29/11/2025

cried all morning, dropped all the coffee filters in the dog bowl, slipped on ice walking to the car, spilled the coffee i did make all over myself, now i'm soaked and hurt and freezing. can it be time to go back to bed now? i'm done

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NO SLEEP TILL... ... idk, maybe tomorrow. fucking insomnia.