iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 4h

systems working as intended (im so stressed bc germany wants me to work) (all the available jobs kinda suck)

yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 4h

for others wondering, I've looked (have sold my soul already anyways) and yes, it is by this artist. hes also got a carrd w some info and a gallery that u dont need an account to look at: picturesidrawn.carrd.co

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Picturesidrawn

The art website for MS Paint artist, Picturesidrawn

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 8h

Also! Finally played obra dinn last month and !!! i love puzzle solving games !! a fact i technically knew (played a lot of professor layton as a kid) but for some reason just never. indulged in

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 8h

finally playing incident at galley house <3 i love puzzle solving / mystery / detective games <3

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pmamtraveller.bsky.social @pmamtraveller.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

The Taming of Sméagol Donato Giancola

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i know very little about him except he has tguy swag. since i lost the genetics lottery wrt to bear , this is the second best thing i can aspire to .. Weird Guy

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

joe hills dressing up like that for hermitmaster is very gender to me. btw.

joe hills dressed in bright green tights, green shorts, turtle shirt over bright green sleeves, inline skates, a yellow helmet for safety. five people around him are dressed boringly normal

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i did date like 2 "girls" (one of whom turned out to be non-binary and knew i wasn't a girl) and would sometimes label myself as a lesbian for convenience (never actually was one). but having had somewhat of a queer girl teenagehood doesn't really help at all wrt to missing out on queer boyhood

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

works pretty well in my experience. i often just go 'ehhhh he is fine?' to show that that i didn't expect to be asked (bc isnt it 'obvious' ?) but also theyre not wrong that i look queer and i only care a normal amount about pronouns

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i definitely have this! maybe its bc im a guy mostly as a consequence of being gay, but i dont miss having a boy childhood at all, i was a girl and that's fine, but i definitely have missing out feelings about teenagehood and cis gay sexual experiences

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themboy insomniac @riotliturgist.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

tbh it bothers me that almost the only thing allos know about asexuality is that "ace people can have sex too! ace people are often the biggest sluts you know!" & they never acknowledge or even know that like 79% of aces report being sexually assaulted but only like 2% report having voluntary sex

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

ive been so fucking horny these past days what the hell is going on

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

since learning about wh as a distinct phoneme from w in english, albeit mostly gone from contemporary English, i suddenly hear ppl use it all the time (if not consistently) i Never picked up on it even a little and now i Cannot Unhear it

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

fair, there is a logic but its really not intuitive 😅 i didn't even find part of the instructions until later and i only got there w /a lot/ of trial and error if i remember correctly lmao

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

idk if this counts as spoilers but there are clues/instructions that really help with it to be found

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

looks pretty, has a pretty name, tastes so good! what more do u want!!

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

being freed from my tits means i can now wear tighter clothes and while i still have a lot of hip dysphoria - hmnn the belly makes up for it

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

idk how to describe it and it's very small on me bc u don't really get to choose ur body type unfortunately but this! belly :)

side view of my torso in a tight-ish undershirt. belly sticking out a little, nice round-ish shape

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

the gender euphoria when your belly does the curve out shape above ur waistband :)

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

oh i really don't know honestly. i think irregular cycles I've heard of, but I'm not sure - which isn't to say much, my knowledge on hormones+menstruation is mostly anecdotal and ive not exactly talked with a ton of guys about it either

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

i wouldn't say it's common - the expected thing is that menstruation will stop - but it definitely does happen. i for one mostly still menstruate (regularly tho) six years in. i found for me its less to do w my levels and more w what kind of delivery i use (i /always/ bleed w gel)

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

that makes sense! yeah i mostly know of ppl who use it locally to grow their dick (sometimes without being on hrt elsewise) and of ppl who use blockers cuz they don't wanna go bald im sure it does more things bc of how complicated hormones are but that's the main things trans guys worry about heh

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

dht also affects body hair growth (i do think i might have had the tiniest bit of facial hair grow in?) and balding. the body always converts some t into dht, but w hrt, dht levels tend to be lower compared to endocis guys from what ive read

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

it definitely increases libido for me, tho I've already had quite a lot to begin with. im taking it bc i hoped it would give me some bottom growth. but yeah so far nothing, i dont think that's gonna change either but was worth a try

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

adding to the other suggestions, I've used tea tree oil and it worked pretty well

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

all my craft supplies are sorted in cool little boxes :) i now have materials so big they don't fit in my boxes :(

plastic box devided into 4x3 compartments, metal rings of different sizes sorted into them. one metal ring lies on top because its too big to fit. second smaller box has wooden rings that don't fit either

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

woahhh this is so cool!!! its just overwhelmingly pretty for one. the ainulindale are actually my favourite part of the silmarillion and they drew me in, but i don't visualise things i read, and so it's really interesting to see how one could imagine everything, especially before ardas creation

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

i hope im not being too familiar but you are hot and your being annoying is part of the appeal 😌

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

werde ich je lernen dass koffein einfach nich so gut für mich ist who knows.... like okay vllt hilfts mit kopfschmerzen (vllt auch nicht) aber so oder so macht es mich so schnell anxious 😔

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

being employed mostly does fucking suck you are right.... and doesnt even garantuee not having financial anxiety.... im glad i can work part time and jobs that have a day/evening shift and where im Okay w the work itself but still. its really not great if i easily could i would rather not

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Brett Codes @brettcodes.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

I wrote an essay about why I'm done using AI for coding, even if it costs me my job and career: brettcodes.com/im-done-usin... The basic gist is: AI made me a worse, apathetic programmer. I think it's bad for humanity, the planet, and the craft of software engineering. And I'm done using it.

brettcodes.com

I'm done using AI

Why I'm stopping using AI for coding (and anything else) after using it earnestly for a year and coming to understand the harms it causes on personal, societal, and environmental levels.

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

the other thing is (depending on circumstances) - put things you're unsure about in a box or somewhere else that requires a little effort to access, and set a "timer" for idk a few months? if u never miss the thing you can probably part with it

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

seconding the people who've said - gift/donate/sell stuff instead of throwing it away. theyre a former roommate and our live paths diverged rather than a thing easily dismissed. not a burial, just a farewell. (also feels better morally if u like me just don't like producing unnecessary garbage)

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☀Hyde Angelus☀ @ RCCC : K26 @hydeangelus.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

People did not understand his words any more, although they seemed clear enough to him, clearer than previously

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

cn genitalia tmi topical dht application day 20 no visible bottom growth, never felt anything change nor got more sensitive either. i do have a much easier time getting hard (and/or my dick feels harder to the touch). im perpetually horny (similar to the first years on t) again.

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

ive run out of the rings i need to make these and ive ordered new ones a week ago but theyve not even been posted.... its a small business run by one sweet woman so shes probably just on holidays or smth (good for her) but!! need more......

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

ive been making thread buttons again (i can't stop)

an assortment of like 30 colourful thread buttons in different sizes, my box of colourful threads in the background.

two thread buttons: one different shades of blue with yellow thread wrapped around to make a star shape, one blue with a white star wrap

6 thread buttons in a different colour each (pink, 2 purple, yellow, blue, green) made in the same style with a striped outer ring, and a light ring of lines around a dark centre

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✦ sliv ✦ @slivertooth.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

triangle spectrum theory of pup play

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

having bottom dysphoria is so humiliating like "boohoo my dick dick is so small" am i an incel or what

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

cn domestic abuse group therapy and its just a caring woman talking about her abusive partner like "how can i deal with him not understanding my problems, btw he doesn't allow me to leave the house" and everyones gotta sit there like fuck thats horrible and not be able to help

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

honestly? there is no Rule and its really subjective / circumstantial / vibes based and in itself that would be fine, ppl are different, but the insidious thing is that they (esp monogamous /+ nt ppl) often Refuse To Explicitly Talk About their expectations/needs in this regard! and then get mad

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

oh absolutely!! standing up for urself (and potentially loosing relationships over that) can be so much harder than just. resigning to / convincing yourself youre okay with eg any pronouns its so. frustrating how often you realise this only after the fact too

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

and yes i understand what u mean wrt to (maybe not so) cis people, but i personally tend to find it nice. in theory it could be an opportunity for folks to find out they might like other pronouns too, but really if ur cis and say x but any, everyones just sticking w x anyways

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yul (tired) @justprettyqueer.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

yes i see. i tbf get why people do that, because in some ways if /you/ allow people to misgender you it feels. less bad? bc you keep a sense of agency. i definitely did that for a while. but also - its not gonna make you okay with it and u just need to find ppl who respect you instead

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