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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

yeah im fucked but at least I lost weight today

jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

ok im relapsing and im about to hit a vein to see if it makes me feel better !! after this im done for a while hopefully

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

im moderately drunk off wine,, i wanna get liquor now

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

looking fat as shit is genuinely the only thing keeping me from going to the hospital rn. i NEED stitches but i would probably cry if someone else saw how much I weigh

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𝒮𖦹 ⋆｡°✩ @timidlamb.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

the urge to go buy binge food and just keep it around is so high rn

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i don’t think i will, i’ve been distracting myself the last couple of days so I don’t do anything drastic and its been working so far <33

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i know its probably a bad idea, but I think I need to have something drastic happen so that i’m motivated to get better. like accidentally hit an artery or something but just enough to scare me really bad and not kill me yk

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i want to get back on meds but i cant because every psychiatrist is insanely expensive and i have no insurance

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

finally losing the weight i gained these last few weeks! 104.8

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

wish i could have more wine tonight but i dont wanna be bloated tomorrow

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

impulsive urge to kms right now is insane. not gonna do it though but wow alcohol makes it so bad

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yves @amiprettyyet.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I've been drinking so much i don't even feel when it comes right back

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i feel like im gonna have a huge meltdown this weekend im scared

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i hate how lazy ive been the last week, i have done NOTHING productive except starve. im about to binge too so thats gonna be ruined :(

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

weighed myself and gained like 7 pounds <\3 its ok though since im sure some of that is just food weight. took a lax and fasting for a day to hopefully drop all of it

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

once i lose this fat around my hips my life will be perfect

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

lowkey terrified to weigh myself bc i know I’ve gained since I ate way more than usual this week, i would guess im around 104-105 now :’(

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

okay im officially done being fat locking in starts tomorrow. i’m gonna aim for 800 cals a day + gym 5 days a week

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

the bottles are so pretty to me, i always keep the empty ones longer than I should bc they look so cool

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

the blue one is sooo good! its probably my second favorite after the pink moscato

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

omg ive never had the bubbly before but i always see it in the store, is it good?

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

barefoot is so good, it makes me feel like shit the next day but its worth it

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

for 6 dollars this wine is actually really good

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

think i’m gonna up my calories to about 1000 a day and go back to strength training 5x a week… i know i’ll lose wayy slower but i saw myself in a photo yesterday and it looked like I had literally zero muscle

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✿evil angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

i’ll be like “i’d do anything for this” then like.. not do the very reasonable steps i could actually take rn

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

im getting one of kyubey from madoka magica ^_^

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

fuck it im done im having an everything relapse tonight

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

i can barely move and i keep yawning,, i hope im not getting sick

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

im so miserable today wtf is going on

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

i might eat at maintenance today bc i woke up feeling awful :( my heart palpitations kept waking me up throughout the night but I wasn’t dehydrated so idk whats going on

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

was feeling super dizzy and broke my fast </3 ate about 600 cals so thats it for the day

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

feeling what might be the start of a manic episode lmao please no

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

going home just to make some laxative tea then coming back to campus to study!

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

the humidity is ruining my hair rn omg

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i hate my brain sometimes bc how did i manage to get up super early, get dressed, put makeup on, get to campus, sit directly in front of my classroom, then instantly started panicking and had to hide in the bathroom ??????

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

you still made it a full two days!! don’t be too hard on yourself <33

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

also drinking that on a completely empty stomach made me puke an hour later and it lowkey made me miss purging

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jelly ^ - ^ @jellyfuko.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

day three!! i drank an entire bottle of kefir when i got home yesterday (at least i stuck to liquids) :’) gonna keep going though so I don’t destroy all of the progress!!