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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Here's an update that's actually good... I GOT A JOB!!! 🥳 Throw back to my pizza delivery days, when I at least had some stability. Downside is I'm really tired on my first day bc I haven't adjusted my schedule yet. 😴 But at least I'm employed. And I'm on my way to my first day now. Yay...zzzz. 😆

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

So I guess I have a week to earn like $1100 more, then on the 11th they file for eviction court and that's like an extra $300 in fees... I'll make what I can as fast as I can, but if you wish to donate to my help fund, you know where to go. This fucking sucks. I hate this. 😭😤😞

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

This is why I can't have nice things I act got enough for the 1st payment. There it is in my account Unfortunately, since I've been out of work the last few months (& they won't let me link PayPal) I am "not a fit" Oh and a 90 day banishment too? Even when I start earning? #livble is such a joke.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I should be able to stop asking for help soon. Having a car is a game changer. I am very much tired of being down on my luck all the time. Now I have the means to change that.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I can't overstate how relieved I am to finally have a car I can work with! But I'm not out of the woods just yet I don't have enough time to make the $150 I need to pay rent w/ split pay. I'm working on it now but if I cant split pay then it's all due at once. HELP!🙏 Paypal jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Therefore, to avoid having to ask for a lot more for rent ($1200+) if I can get like $150 now it will allow me to get rent paid and then keep up with the smaller, weekly bill! If you're a kind friend who is able to help on short notice, thank you so much! 😁🙏🥹 Paypal: jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I'm now able to work/Doordash but I don't have enough time to make the $150 I still need (I have like $180). If the split pay option isn't paid by 5pm, the apt complex will charge a late fee, which will make me ineligible to use split pay this month. At that point all $1342 +late fee would be due.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Hello friends! I have good news and bad news. Good news, I HAVE A CAR AND IT'S LEGAL! My Mom/sister & I went through hell so she could sell it (long story) but it's finally mine! Bad news: timing. Car registered yesterday, rent due in 1.5 hours. My split pay just allowed me to reapply to pay $336.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

And ofc if you'd like to donate to help me and my wife, my PayPal is jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com Otherwise, what of the aforementioned things would you be interested in from me? I do music too. Just trying to find something I can do on the side to make life a bit easier.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

I'm almost back on the road but I need a lil help.. Things I offer- Furry art commissions Graphic design (sports logos/jerseys) Motion graphics/Video Editing Starting an OF as a trans woman. I can offer hot pics/videos now. DM me for pricing. 😉 Also Twitch streaming games w/ my wife 😁 (time TBA)

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

I had no choice but to sign up for pricey car insurance w/ all the money I had. Now I need a bit of help to get over the finish line & get my car legal to work. Once I get on the road I can at least Doordash to get back on my feet. If you'd like to help- PayPal: jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

I'm almost there! It's finally almost over... I almost have a car again! Thanks to my Mom. 🥹 She upgraded to a smaller, newer car and gave me her minivan. I can almost work again! One problem. Car insurance is very expensive after an accident. 😔 Registration/Title costs are likely ~$200.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

The world is literally melting with record highs everywhere, and I, as a 41 year old trans woman with only a bicycle and no car, have to decide if what I need to go do that day is worth risking heat stroke over. How am I supposed to get to a job or do anything in this heat? 🥵😭🫠

Weather forecast screenshot showing temperatures in the 90's and as high as 102F with a chance of thunderstorms over next 6 days.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Also, I will accept tips to find a legit work frm home j0b bc I have been looking. I can't pay to take courses or anything even though I wish I could. Keep thinking maybe streaming or OF or even AI training... I just don't fucking know. I am so bad at existing. Life is not fun for me right now

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Long rambling depression-fueled post below about how shit things have been for me lately due to my financial situation & the crash that took my car & job in May No money from insurance, haven't found a new job that doesn't require a car Need help to survive plz PayPal - jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com 🙏😞

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Please, if you can help please donate to my PayPal Or Cash@pp (jaynitigerpaw). Anything helps... Please, if you are able to help... Thank you. I hope I can get past this. I hope things will get better It's just...hard to see that they will. I have to keep trying...

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

I have to put this out there, I'm sorry. I have to ask for help I don't have a GoFundMe. I have a Paypal. It's jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com I can do furry art commissions. I can do logo design/graphic design. There's things I can do... But no car, no job. Surviving on almost nothing. Rent coming up-

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

I am just... really struggling. That's not even counting all the political nightmare fuel I get to read every day I am not ok I'm trying but I'm failing. My idea of renting a car to work or making money to buy a cheap car (less than $1000) isn't working I'm running out of time to figure it out

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

I don't know what to do. My mental health is going to shit. Not having a car is making things very hard. 3 places to try to contact about work today but I haven't slept. I have a meeting w/ my surgeon today too, a revision that was supposed to happen in May but my crash & brain injury derailed that

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

My art, music, other goals seem so hollow when I don't care about anything I had a car lined up to rent. Someone w/ a lil car renting business. Waited over a week for them but didn't get a car. Had to use the money I wanted to stream games on twitch w/ my wife but it's always so late & I'm too sad

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

I have another month of rent coming up... still haven't made any money. Cannot land a job. Can't do much without a car. Feelings of utter helplessness, drowning, failing... Feelings of not wanting to be here. Everything seems so pointless. I need structure. Money. A reason to exist Bc I'm losing

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Hey so I wanted to give you guys an update. I'm not okay I am still jobless. Still carless (no car). I have been barely eating, barely surviving, and my mental health is so bad... It's mental breakdowns, feelings of strong depression. I had a therapist appt but she called out sick. I am not okay

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Ohhh absolutely! It would be an honor! If you'd like you can DM me if you need more words or info. ^^

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

This #PrideMonth is special for my wife & me. It marks 18 years of us being officially together! October will mark or 10th wedding anniversary 💕 We've been through so much together & I can't imagine life without her. She is my world, my life, my joy 🥰 I love you baby!💖 #lgbtq #transjoy #loveislove

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

I've messed around with Twitch and Streamlabs for a whole two nights. This stuff is kinda complicated but I think it's almost ready to launch! Or at least attempt to. X3 I still have a lot to learn about streaming but I'm excited! This is further than I've ever gotten on this stuff before. #soon

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

It's #PrideMonth and I'm very proud to be who I am, a trans woman with an amazing wife and a supportive family. :) It took a bit to get to the point where I was truly comfortable as myself. Luckily, almost 6 years of HRT and some surgeries have helped. I never thought I would pass. I'm thankful. ^^

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

I have until 6/5 to pay rent before the late fee. I'm anticipating some help from a friend, but I will still need $800 in just a few days. I will draw commissions, send sexy photos, build an AI database, whatever I can do to earn money. But I will still need help. Paypal- jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

I'm still looking for jobs but options are kinda limited w/ no car & only fast food & warehouses around I'm not even trying to get a car yet until I at least get some money coming in & can save for it even tho it'd help me work Rent is now due again, and I don't think I can split it this time.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

Accident Update: I'm basically healed from my injuries (I think) but I still have no car and no job (and now no money). I've been walking if I need to go anywhere to save on Uber rides, even lugging groceries by foot. We basically have no food & I stretched what cash I had to the limit.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

*ATTN FURRIES* Want Pride Month art of your fursona? Or want to own a pic of adult Simba barfing a rainbow in a string bikini? I mean, I'm not here to judge, but I'd love to take a few FURRY/LGBTQ PRIDE art commissions! I'm a trans furry artist who just lost her car/job & needs help to live PLZ! 🙏

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

Happy Pride Month to all of my LGBTQ+ friends in the world wherever you are! It's def scary to be who you are, but we're strong, we're resilient, we have always been here & we will persist to exist as ourselves regardless! Love to all & Stay Safe! Protect the dolls & each other! 🏳️‍🌈 #pridemonth #lgbtq

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

I'd consider streaming video games tonight in an effort to raise money to live if theres a point in trying that. It's been an idea my wife Kat and I have wanted to do to entertain ppl and maybe make rent or even enough to get food. Not sure my wit is up to par w/ a concussion but I gotta do somethin

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

And yeah I may need to talk to a lawyer bc I feel I shouldn't be liable & once again lose everything I built up but universe is saying no more food delivery for me. So I pick up the pieces, move on best I can again. It could've been a lot worse I'm grateful it wasn't but I just cant do this anymore

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Here's a couple other things, the amount I still have to pay rent (I have about $730 left which I tried to use to split rent in May but they declined me now I need $1404 total before court fees hit, then I have to earn money to pay other bills I owe. Can't get a car rn so no doordash. Paypal listed😔

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

My brain won't let me rest until I put out this plea for help. My PayPal is jaynitigerpaw@gmail.com ca$happ jaynitigerpaw I need to first pay rent I need rn $650 I will need more tho bc we are almost out of food & I need to pay some important bills but first things first if I can get May covered plz

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

I can't afford anymore stress or bad luck but I'm at a loss for what to do while it's the weekend & almost mother's day & mama almost lost her daughter. I'm in trouble again & still need a new car/job and need to still find a way to make money tho I'm still injured & can't do much of anything rn.

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

I now have to pay rent all at once. I got some help from friends/family along with what I made pre-crash, but since I can't split rent now and I had essential bills, I'm about $650-700 short & other debts are late & adding up & I need help. Monday morning is when they file at court + 100s in fees

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

I can't rest bc this is weighing heavy on me and bc I was in the trauma unit with my head on backwards for a few days, barely cognizant but yet I am declined from using livble app to split rent bc they no longer approve me, I wasn't able to set it up in time tho just after midnight on due date still

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Just got it fixed & legal & registered & title transfer everything is great now it's gone and I'm back to square one with no way to make money though I guess I will try WFH but I can barely think let alone work & I need to sleep and recover but I'm stressed about everything now I cant pay rent -

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

So I have no car or job now but I'm very lucky to be alive and not paralyzed tho I did have a brain bleed and was in trauma unit for days. I don't recall the crash but the person who owns the driveway I used to turn around in says I wasn't at fault it's a bad road but I had this car like 6 months -

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

This was my car now here's all that's left & technically that now belongs to th tow yard even tho I was unconscious from the wreck & couldn't consent to them takin my car & putting it in their yard while I'm in hospital then charging over $1200 to get it back like no thks guys I guess it's yours now

RIP my car I loved now it's destroyed from being t-boned

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

*double checking and counting* one two three... Yep got all my fingers and toes... A couple less piercings... That part was already gone... Yep, I think I'm mostly still in one piece ^^

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Jayni Tigerpaw 🌹🏳️‍⚧️ @jaynitigerpaw.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Thanks hun... I don't remember any of it but I do have video. I'm thankful to still be here.

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