real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 2hslogans and shirts and stickers aren't enough. Cis white people need to actually DO SOMETHING. Other than trying to kill me in the libbest way possible, to be clear. 000
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 2hthis was done by the libbedt f libs. organizers of abq fatties for one detail (the one dykr playing cop is an MD, ofc, medicine is all nazis). kkkonfederate nazi scum. disgusting country. god. 000
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 2hthe situation here is so ridiculous and insane. my stuff is trashed by she put it in boxes and gave away/threw away stuff she felt entitled to bc of course. i'm definitely broken by it and wail when i go in there bc WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO A PERSON 100
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 14hjust don't argue with autistic transexuals, we're right all the time 000
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 14hshe left and i didn't press charges. was weong about everything -- never trust a doctor! i'm getting a lil justice, the opportunity to ameliorate the mess and leave on my terms :))))) 100
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 17hshocking! this lady just put her hands on me and is racing to try to get me sectioned since i immediately called 911 to report the assault 110
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 19hthe car you drive to put a trans woman on the street with an hour to find survival supplies after going through and boxing all her stuff 000
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 11/10/2026how do i signal to ppl to leave me alone? just let me be! i an thinking! i do not exist for you. let me fricking think!!!! 010
Reposted by real janalysisedeath @edithcharles.bsky.social · 11/10/2026There has never been a single legitimate trans panic murder in all of human history. 06812
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 11/10/2026sportsball politics at its best. who tf is tipper gore? hard not to doom when this is the stat of ppls rotted brains. 100
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 11/10/2026buying groceries & accosted inappropriately by security guard to homeless pipeline 000
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 11/10/2026all i did was stay in my room as much as possible ftr 100
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 11/10/2026so depressing that my summer of intense ptsd-issues has resulted in my "safe" friend putting me on the street entirely unexpectedly and making things extra difficult.. i'm out of ctc and on my own today. no great options rn except to remember i'm a baddie and i can figure this out :/ 100
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 10/10/2026i guess i should set up some sort of crowdfunding/ma campaign. still dealing with my brain oh well 010
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 09/10/2026hmm.. bike-homeless and grindr couchsurfing or have absolutely nothing but my phone at a shelter in an overwhelmingly conservative xtian walmart town in bfe idk options are limited 000
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 09/10/2026i really truly don't understand how i blew up my life so incredibly. i keep hurting my new friend and i really don't want to. i try to be kind and generous and understanding but i'm actually awful?? i hate this life. AND my heart's fucked up now??? 110
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 09/10/2026i don't know how i became such a terrible person but i've destroyed every relationship in my life. i don't understand. now i'm gonna be trapped alone somewhere i don't know anyone without anything. should i just fly somewhere and be unhoused somewhere where i have a better chance of finding care? 110
Reposted by real janalysis🌒💀 evelynn 💀🌘 @ladyartaud.bsky.social · 05/10/2026i miss bitdizzy and cassie. both of them would have had important things to say right now 34211
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 03/10/2026It was my handwritten letter that broke through. I imagine that a handwritten letter is more powerful in today's execrable LLM-era. 030
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 03/10/2026While the unit is doing what it can internally, the issue is also being escalated through UNM. The job is not finished but the CTC is already doing much better! I might also get to speak with the muckity-mucks. I've suggested I should be compensated for that time ;) 130
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Gosh, it's been a week. After a business-week's worth of institutional medical transphobia, I got the attending (who partially addressed my concerns on Day 3) to reach out to colleagues and start figuring out how to help us properly. 130
Reposted by real janalysisKjell Anderson @kjellanderson.bsky.social · 01/10/2026West Papua is rarely spoken about in international fora. We must not forget the struggle of West Papuans. Extrajudicial killings, torture, arbitrary detention, and the denial of West Papuans' rights to self-determination through Indonesia's extractive colonial occupation.twitter.com 044
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 30/09/2026great news, if you end up at the UNM CTC they might not be so negligently ignorant and abusive abt your HRT in the future. 48 hrs and some new nightmares later I broke through. Completely unnecessary smh 110
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 29/09/2026someone wanna drop off a usbc and lightning charger at unm ctc? a gilette venus cuz of my fucking chin regrowth? supposedly i coulda brought my hrt so uh a mL of ec and prog would go a long way too but lol. just gimme my meds you psychopaths 031
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 29/09/2026MDs should get hooked up to the scifi torture chair with the video screens of death and chaotic destruction but it's nazi medi... not buts lol they NEED the torture chair. give me my hrt wtaf 010
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 29/09/2026solidarity from one bullshit life-liver to another. the two mds that admitted me said some of the most delusional stuff i've heard in a long time smfh. 020
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 28/09/2026love 2 have forced detransition and beaten in the hospital nightmares thanks to bitch nurses 020
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 28/09/2026hey cool thanks i'm sure i'll sleep well in this cia black site (they don't have the key to close my blinds) 010
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 28/09/2026love 2b punished for getting better the wrong way WHOOPS 010
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 28/09/2026yeah im in "ctc" and i can't leave or i am on the street for two days but they are refusing to give me my estradiol and prog. idk i am kind up shit creek i wish i had injected before being dragged here. @repstansbury.bsky.social idk who my state rep is srry ur my congresslady ilu 020
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 27/09/2026goin on a grippy sock vacation ig. they won't actually three day me, i haven't done anything. probably a shelter after that. ugh 140
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 27/09/2026I'm a poor standin for everyone lol but for autistic & cptstd/ptsd trans ppl maybe 🥴 120
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 27/09/2026i would like out of this cycle of help turning into forceful enmeshment, at which point i am "ungrateful" and "hostile" for trying to be myself tbh 130
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 27/09/2026mothers shouldn't yell contemptuous abuse at their children for 15 years while occasionally hurting them. brothers shouldn't try to kill you regularly, into middle-age. a good father does not assume "you'll figure it out on your own." 010
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 27/09/2026i haven't really been able to communicate properly for like 3.5 years, and before that the effectiveness of my verbal skills were iffy. i had a lot of potential, once. i wish i had gotten a fairer shot at life. every child deserves a fair shot, and every adult deserves a safe, stable place to live 111
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 27/09/2026white cis people stop living in a narcissistic delusion challenge 062
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 27/09/2026my housemate violated some boundaries and i didn't take it quietly so now i'm abt to be homeless again. im really fucked and i expect i'm gonna lose everything this time. this town doesn't work for me tho so maybe showin up somewhere that will is what's necessary 100
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 27/09/2026unlocked the outrageous death-wailing pete walker talks about if im alone but it doesn't feel better i just really resent ever being alive 000
real janalysis @jaina.bsky.social · 27/09/2026alright ive made myself miserable im still fucked and i don't really have to the strength to pull these bootstraps when does it start working 000
Reposted by real janalysisc̷a̷r̷r̷i̷e̷ w̷h̷i̷t̷e̷ @carrie.goblinsinc.net · 26/09/2026drugs are cool. you should do drugs, especially if you have serious mental health issues 0103
Reposted by real janalysissoup_ @estroclysm.neocities.org · 26/09/2026 cant believe i let some people treat me like nothing for so long 1241
Reposted by real janalysisXodanix3 @xodanix3.bsky.social · 25/09/2026The "financial literacy" myth downplays the families that navigate poverty intergenerationally. Whether rural or urban. 1123
Reposted by real janalysisbalenciaga mcdonalds @femalerespecter69.bsky.social · 25/09/2026i ride my bike in the car lanes because when i use the bike lanes i get nearly hit all the time anyway so at least when im in the car lanes they have no choice but to notice me 5433
