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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 14/10/2026
feeling physically weak and it’s making me so frustrated
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 14/10/2026
i wish i could ⭐️ without the physical effects
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
this upcoming week is going to make me so sleepy omg
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
also had a nightmare last night so october is going great! (she says while she is not going great) 😊
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
literally fainted the other day at like midnight for no reason. and i woke up to v*mit everywhere! i got some bad bruising on my arm. i think i have a bruise on my face and nose too… oops
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
life so far: •school •hitting my first big gw •safety planning with my psychiatrist for the fall and winter months since trauma symptoms worsen •shopping
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
1.7 lbs to go 😝
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
i’m like three/four lbs from my next little gw 🤞🤞
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
🫂🫂🫂
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
for lunch: a coke zero and a walk
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
i survived my first class back for the semester. another class tomorrow 🫪
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thea @ohdaisy.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
if only i was skinny
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
lost 1.2 over night 😛🫶
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
i hate the phase of starting classes again bc i have to buy textbooks :( i want to spend the money on other things 😞
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
i have hit my first gw!! my next goal gw is about 28-35 pounds away! no room for complacency now
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
so far ~350 cals and my cals burned are 344 right now. i think i’ll walk about twenty more minutes
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
happy birthday lovely!! 🥰
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
you are so beautiful!! 💛💛
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
like i’m finally *seeing* myself again
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
omg i haven’t been on here in forever. i’m four lbs and 5oz from my next gw :) i love seeing myself smaller. it feels like im discovering myself again
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
top two enemies: calories and humidity
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anna @annaballz.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
i keep thinking about what i would look like if i never started binging again... #edbsky
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 28/06/2026
the only thing keeping me here on this planet is coke zero, new piercings, and new tattoos. everything else can just blow up at this point i don’t care
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
“if you don’t work for it, you don’t deserve it”
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🎃George👻 @edleechboy.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
As long as I lose weight everything is okay
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
🫂🫂 i’m so sorry
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
finally lost weight again
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
i just want to see my bones
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
i’ve been stuck at the same weight for two weeks 👎👎👎👎👎
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Sophia_Nyx 🐰 @sophianyx.bsky.social · 15/05/2026
I hope you are happy. I hope you are safe. I hope you are loved. I hope you are at peace. I hope you have hope. I hope you have food. I hope you are warm. I hope you have a place to stay.
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
i added a third lobe to my curation!
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
love it when my dad doubles down on calling me evil 😝😝😃
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
every day i get smaller. i get prettier. i feel finally worthy
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
noooooooo!
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
that’s just the overall goal to see what i look like & what i need to do. i know my ana will never be happy until im in organ failure,so i want to compromise with her. anything lower will always seem better, but im happy to just lose weight as well. it’s really conflicting sometimes. anyways ily all
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
if you made it to this point, thank you for reading! it can be so hard with other people in the community to be envious of their weight, even if they hate it and it’s a normal bmi or lower. my goal is to lose enough to finally be in a normal bmi, so like another 55 pounds for my height??
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
it makes it so much harder to fully fully relapse like i had back when i was 16 (im 25 now). it’s probably for the best in the long run since i know no one ever wins truly with an ed. i don’t try to get rid of it, instead i try to work with it and think of it as a part of me like an inner child.
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
yet, i wanted to share where i am since it was such a big change. i’m not on a big dose (shit can be expensive). so, i really want to share this and voice my experience of being a larger size while experiencing atypical ana. i have been on the verge of full blown ed, but since my parents are aware..
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
i started taking tirzep (glp1) since i was eating 900 & walking with no weight loss. i just needed an boost since i wanted to cut off every inch of fat i saw. i almost did a couple of times to be completely honest. with being 214 now, i know many people in this community would rather die than be it
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
I never thought i would get that big and so medically obese when i was always just overweight growing up. it was a big shocker and sent me back into full atypical ana. i struggled with insulin resistance because i just wanted to die on each side of the extreme spectrum of eds
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
i lost a total of 50 pounds this past year thank gods. i hated starting out so big (not ana big- like actually big). i never liked sharing my hw but since i’ve made much a big change i want to talk about it! at 5’7, when i got a scale after 8 years of “recovery” (just mia turned into bed), i was 264
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
she could have helped regulate you a little bit more :(( i’m so sorry
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
net cals: 717 we are so baaacck
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
i did so good yesterday my net cal was under 800 finally back in it
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
finally back on my walking pad
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
computa: how do i start getting my steps in after being a lazy pos and not locking in
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 03/06/2026
i’m like two days late but happy pride to those who celebrate!! 💗💜💙
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 03/06/2026
so so so proud of you!!
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 01/06/2026
i really need to lock in with these last 17 pounds. it’s hard when you battle ana and bed bc you get so mad at yourself for letting yourself go just because you hate yourself. i’m down almost 50 in total so i just need to keep going
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batsy 🧛🏻‍♀️ @iwtlwn.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
ugh i need to weigh myself tomorrow morning
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