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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 6h

My mood dropped because I saw my reflection again. I keep looking worse and worse the more I see my real self...

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 7h

KIDNEY STONES ARE UPON USSSSSSS.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

A sweet good morning picture between us.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Okay. The two Boomboom brothers are not cut out for being villains. If not for their dad, they'd be helpful allies to Johnny and Gyro after Gyro explains why they didn't trust André.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired... I'm tired...

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

How do you know when a social media is overwhelming you?

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

On an entirely different note: My knee hurts. :c

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I can't focus on a single F/O. Like... my head feels very scrambled, and I hate everything right now, but I am head over heels in love with the F/Os who are fighting over my attention.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I actually feel like shit... I was gonna type good but then my mood gave me a big "fuck you", so headaches all around, I guess...

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I am losing my mind right now. I am really once again not motivated to be on Tumblr, once again. September isn't going to get better.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Tried to get better, tried to draw. Yeah, no, it's worse than I thought...

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Curling up against Ivan while he's holding me close. Not doing good still. The days never get easier. September is getting harder.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Can't find any Kengan Ashura fan art without doubles or canon x canon ship art, so that sucks. Can't reblog shit. :'D I'll have to make my own fan art. And turn off reblogs so doubles and canon x canon shippers can't share my stuff around.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I want to lay in Ivan's lap right now. I feel like shit. September was a hard enough month for me, and my f@mily made it worse...

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Gonna be online mostly on here (even if rarely) and Discord because Tumblr is very overwhelming with its constant need to refresh. But yesterday has me so messed up.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I mean, more than anything the happiness of my fictional soulmates means everything to me. But... what if I don't make them happy?

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Beautiful man. (Ivan is created by @/mrs-goemio on tumblr)

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

One of the sketches Ivan steals from me.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Let it be known, I am Setsuna Kiryu's number 1 biggest fan ever. Okay, bye.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I do platonically love my moots, and I want them to know that their decisions are their own, but I just hope they are responsible decisions that won't cause them any harm in the long run.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Let it be known, I am Setsuna Kiryu's number 1 biggest fan ever. Okay, bye.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

1. Ribs 2. Purple 3. Cats, pandas, raccoons, can't decide 4. Buddy (not in theaters tho)

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Not to be that possessive guy, but Satoru Gojo is mine. He's my husband. I'm not ashamed. We chose each other 100%. We're absolute soulmates. That is all.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I'm super glad that Satoru Gojo chose me of all people to be his husband. I wanted to be normal gay, but he wanted to be SUPER gay. We had a huge wedding by the end of JJK, right after Sukuna's defeat.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

*blinks in the Audacity of this depression hitting again*

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Yes, Ivan and I get on each other to actually get sleep. No, neither of us get proper sleep.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

On second thought, without context, I'm just gonna say: I am STRICTLY nonsharing with Falin Touden, and I don't care.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Okay, so if you see me following you again, I didn't unfollow. I remade to this account. I can't remember why I deleted my previous account.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I'm sorry, but is it gay for a guy to yearn for his fictional husbands? Asking for a me.

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らゐち @lychee-m.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

久しぶりだな #tensura #bs11

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Eh... I really just don't feel like typing on Tumblr right now. I have no actually gushes at the moment, and I... actually feel physically like crap. I hate how sickness does this. Idk what I am sick with, but I feel blah.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Tumblr is down, so I'll gush about Ivan here, unfortunately where his creator can't see my gushes. But damn, I absolutely love my ferret racer husband. He is my universe, and every time I feel down, I run right into his arms. ♡

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Grusha is my trans man husband. We're both trans men transitioning together. And we're both married.

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Kiruko Kun ❤️‍🔥Comms Open!❤️‍🔥 @kiruko-kun.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I had so much fun drawing Grusha that I decided I would draw Piers today. I think Piers is my favourite character from any Pokemon game. I was obsessed with him when I first played Sword and Shield. #fanart #pokemon #pokemonfanart #piers #pierspokemon #pokemonswordandshield #art #artsky #pokemonart

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Kiruko Kun ❤️‍🔥Comms Open!❤️‍🔥 @kiruko-kun.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

@sadraccoon061.bsky.social said that Grusha would look good in my artstyle and I took that personally... so anyway here's some fanart of Grusha in my artstyle. I think I'll do Piers next hehe #fanart #pokemon #pokemonfanart #grusha #pokemonscarletandviolet #art #artsky #pokemonart

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

artfight.net/~Anguularan Still trying to work on revenges, and I have ideas on who else to draw. But still feel free to check out my ArtFight! #ArtFight2026 #ArtFight

artfight.net

Art Fight

An art gifting game

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

In other news, Grusha is canonically married to me, and Rika is canonically married to me, and Piers is canonically married to me, and N is canonically married to me. All separately, by the way.

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Cosmo Hawthorne @ivanstrakashusband.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

I still have to hold in my tears. I still feel like I have to hold a lot of weight on my shoulders. This hurts.

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