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trans.supplies @trans.supplies · 01/09/2026

Hi, we are Jana & Nika, two trans women from Germany. We started homebrewing HRT for ourselves and friends, and finally decided to make our HRT available to other people as well! More updates coming soon. :) Also, join our Discord for questions & to stay up to date: discord.gg/6hG6tFrrcr

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

funny bc it didn't hurt me after, just a relief that the pain was finally over but still 🫂🫂

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

After accomplishing every dream, which seemed impossible, but it is they that made my life better, is there anything else to strive for ? Bc finally I can start living a life YES, there are more dreams: I want to become a movie director and write a book about myself 🩵🩷🤍

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

What do I plan to do to get rid of self-hatred (idk if it's the same as gender dysphoria) once and forever: surgeries and getting local docs with new name and gender

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

Living as a trans girl who is also a migrant (I wasn't born in Europe, US or any other first-world country) And how do I intend to raise money for more transition changes than just HRT

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

Did I make some friends in Spain ? Well... No :/ Language barrier issues (and I am used to finding friends on Twitter rather than dating apps)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

This post, like my other ones, is very large, and I don't urge you to read, but if you do it till the end, my gratitude will be eternal ! There will be a few highlights below in the thread so you could learn about my life in Spain and my trans life a little :)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

4y ago I left Russia. 9m ago I moved to Spain. Almost 4m ago I started HRT. When I wrote such a post last year, I was on my mental bottom as I couldn't live openly as a true self. Can I say that a year later, my life has become way better ? YES ! 🏳️‍⚧️ docs.google.com/document/d/1... 🧵

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

I thought about splitting my post in 2 parts as I am gonna write a lot, but Imma that hell of a lazy ass to get a motivation to do it earlier so it will be the only possible way sorry in advance if there's gonna be too much water in that post

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

Just another lazy saturday and I have been thinking about playing Terraria again, but... A 4 year anniversary since I left Russia is in a few days, and I didn't write anything about my life in detail for more than 6 months So if I'll be missing off socials, ya know why ✌️🩷

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

on my way to a meeting in a trans organization hoping to find some friends there :)

ignore blood spots, I had struggles with shaving

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

well, I am definitely against AI, so we're on the same side :)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

I think I am too young to get why I should leave MS (I didn't have a PC for more than 4 years)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

can you advise me how to shave myself without causing blood ? (look closely at my chin) 🪒🩸

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

it's been so long since I was active here and I kinda forgot how is it to be here but one thing I am certain about is that comparing to the last trans day of visibility, I finally feel in harmony as I have achieved so much after 3 months of HRT 🩵🩷

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

I never had an artbook to understand your happiness 🥺😭 Overall, I just see any merch as something overpriced that is worth to buy only if it matters a lot for you personally (not just for one time) My plushies are the type of merch I enjoy having infinitely bc they are special to my personality

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

It's been 2 months since I started HRT. I had to wait 5+ years and I sacrificed a lot to make this dream real. I suppose you already know the details, bc you have heard about me more than once :) Anyway, happy transversary !

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 01/02/2026

I almost forgot to write that it's my first birthday as a true trans girl 🎂 also it's been a while since I've been here, but after 5 weeks of HRT I noticed my first changes

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

2025 is over, I accomplished my key goals — moved to Spain and started HRT 🏳️‍⚧️ but... now what ? strive for another goal ? I don't think I have any for 2026 People say to make small steps, but I don't know what to do to make my dreams close to happen 😮‍💨

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

finally it's real ! 🏳️‍⚧️ but at what cost ? 😮‍💨💔

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

Doing some stuff for you before Christmas, will tell you where I have been missing I don't want to ruin a surprise 🫢

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

I never took a ride on the big wheel I would want to, but I am scared of heights

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

I am about to start mine (DIY bc the legal one sucks). I have been dreaming about it for 5+ years and I sacrificed a lot for this, even changing 2 countries (including my country of birth) where gender transition got banned in both ways. 5 months ago I moved to Spain and applied for asylum.

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 06/12/2025

Tell me if you lost some posts bc there were too many of them I'll reply to you when you're done cleaning to confirm if your profile is clean or not

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

2,5 years ?! I wonder why you didn't have much success there

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

let me guess: from Russia? I had to do it either but I won't be able to change both my name and gender before I get a second citizenship which will happen in 6-7 years 😮‍💨

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

I was referred to a specialist endocrinologist and told to get some tests done. The appointment is in June. I'm hoping they'll move it up a notch, but it's better than nothing. happy #transgenderawarenessweek btw ! 🏳️‍⚧️

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I should be happy about it, but I am angry Angry while questioning myself why did I have to suffer all these years: fleeing my country hoping to achieve my dream only to face my fears again and being forced to flee again 😮‍💨

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

did you miss me ? 🏳️‍⚧️ I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

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