iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

After accomplishing every dream, which seemed impossible, but it is they that made my life better, is there anything else to strive for ? Bc finally I can start living a life YES, there are more dreams: I want to become a movie director and write a book about myself 🩵🩷🤍

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

What do I plan to do to get rid of self-hatred (idk if it's the same as gender dysphoria) once and forever: surgeries and getting local docs with new name and gender

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

Living as a trans girl who is also a migrant (I wasn't born in Europe, US or any other first-world country) And how do I intend to raise money for more transition changes than just HRT

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

Did I make some friends in Spain ? Well... No :/ Language barrier issues (and I am used to finding friends on Twitter rather than dating apps)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

4y ago I left Russia. 9m ago I moved to Spain. Almost 4m ago I started HRT. When I wrote such a post last year, I was on my mental bottom as I couldn't live openly as a true self. Can I say that a year later, my life has become way better ? YES ! 🏳️‍⚧️ docs.google.com/document/d/1... 🧵

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

Just another lazy saturday and I have been thinking about playing Terraria again, but... A 4 year anniversary since I left Russia is in a few days, and I didn't write anything about my life in detail for more than 6 months So if I'll be missing off socials, ya know why ✌️🩷

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

on my way to a meeting in a trans organization hoping to find some friends there :)

ignore blood spots, I had struggles with shaving

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

can you advise me how to shave myself without causing blood ? (look closely at my chin) 🪒🩸

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

it's been so long since I was active here and I kinda forgot how is it to be here but one thing I am certain about is that comparing to the last trans day of visibility, I finally feel in harmony as I have achieved so much after 3 months of HRT 🩵🩷

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

I never had an artbook to understand your happiness 🥺😭 Overall, I just see any merch as something overpriced that is worth to buy only if it matters a lot for you personally (not just for one time) My plushies are the type of merch I enjoy having infinitely bc they are special to my personality

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 01/02/2026

I almost forgot to write that it's my first birthday as a true trans girl 🎂 also it's been a while since I've been here, but after 5 weeks of HRT I noticed my first changes

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

2025 is over, I accomplished my key goals — moved to Spain and started HRT 🏳️‍⚧️ but... now what ? strive for another goal ? I don't think I have any for 2026 People say to make small steps, but I don't know what to do to make my dreams close to happen 😮‍💨

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

finally it's real ! 🏳️‍⚧️ but at what cost ? 😮‍💨💔

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

Doing some stuff for you before Christmas, will tell you where I have been missing I don't want to ruin a surprise 🫢

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

I was referred to a specialist endocrinologist and told to get some tests done. The appointment is in June. I'm hoping they'll move it up a notch, but it's better than nothing. happy #transgenderawarenessweek btw ! 🏳️‍⚧️

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

did you miss me ? 🏳️‍⚧️ I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

I am so proud to be queer 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

guess who is silly enough to wear broken sunglasses 😜

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

finally feel pretty as I don't have to hide anymore 😌 no makeup btw

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 09/07/2025

it's been a few days since I arrived in Spain I passed the interview for the asylum, I was allowed through the border, I applied for the return of my luggage and checked into the hotel for refugees :)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

I HAD TO BE SILENT FOR 3 FUCKING WEEKS, IT WAS THE MOST STRESSFUL TIME IN MY LIFE BUT I'M FINALLY DOING IT ON THE SECOND ATTEMPT, I AM FINALLY HEADING TO SPAIN TO ASK FOR ASYLUM AS A RUSSIAN TRANS GIRL !!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT 🩵🩷🏳️‍⚧️

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 17/04/2025

I thank everyone for the support ! 🩷🩵 I didn't expect much from this round, and I did my best to boost my fundraising, but at least when I finish all my preparings in several months, the rest of the goal will be successfully covered from my own money :)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

3 years ago I left Russia 🇷🇺, and I'm still broken. 6,5 months ago I started fundraising money for a moving to a safe country following the ban on any LGBTQ+ activity in Georgia 🇬🇪 where I moved to. docs.google.com/document/d/1... gofund.me/7182b3ee Here's what I went through. (1/

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

A year ago, I've been so positive and full of hope that I could achieve my dream of start transition here now I am not, not until I'll move to a safe country

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

I don't think I have a mood to celebrate Trans Day of Visibility after what happened in 2024 Broken, scared, hiding, depressed, almost out of hope — everything has become worse in my life since then, I've been forced to revert all the progress bc of the local anti-trans laws 😞

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

I should've been sad (and I am), but tonight, some people donated to me a lot of money, though I stopped promoting my fundraising These donations covered 10% of my goal (it was 62% before), and so now, I have to earn less money than I needed before ! (2/2)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

just received that @sharkstunes.com T-shirt on Valentine's day this is the only T-shirt which I'll be glad to wear

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

and so I am in the club of 23 I thought about this day as an opportunity to open my Telegram blog for Russian people, maybe this will motivate me to stay publicly online here's the link: t.me/iamirisia

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

Just to quote to make clear why it's not safe for me to return. Translation from the original investigation by Meduza (it's not translated in English yet). storage.googleapis.com/gsc-link/7c8...

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 23/01/2025

I couldn't resist not ordering a merch piece from one of my top favorite musicians, before it's too late @sharkstunes.com it's been a great journey to follow, so I want it to be a strong memory by having something personal from you 🩵

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

my salary has been withheld for the second day and I don't have money to fix my glasses so here's how I fixed them kinda 😬

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

I just received a yearly Nitro Basic whaaaat

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

The main reason why I wrote this Rewind: I have a wild self-hatred

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

Though I promised to not promote it for a while, I can't deny that what I will be focused on in 2025 on became closer to me real thanks to all of you. So I will be really touched if you support my fundraising: gofund.me/73257f31 docs.google.com/document/d/1...

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

2024 Rewind: the year of broken hopes 🧵 docs.google.com/document/d/1... (sorry for the late posting here, been recovering after NY celebrating)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

before Monstercat Best of 2024 release, I want to share my votes don't judge me strictly, I wasn't invested into discovering new music a lot this year special mentions: @danidemand.bsky.social @nuphory.com @sharkstunes.com @skybreakedm.bsky.social 🩵

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

it's only the 13th of December, and we just got snow? that early?

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

yeah, SkyNotify is a browser addon that forced me to always hold it open to make it work well, but with BlueNotify, I don't feel a need to hold my browser open besides, 2 days left before beta testing stage ends, and then, I think, the app gets public for everyone

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

the job takes most of my free time, and I'm not exactly sure what to do with the 2-4 hours that I have left every day for the next 6 months: learn Spanish, keep in touch with friends I have here and on Twitter or start SWing bc what I do rn is that I waste my time by watching YT and following news

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

top 5 artists according to Spotify Wrapped (just to show, how incorrect they are) (3)

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Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @irisia.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

also a little comparison to the previous results of the year: 2020-2023 top 25 artists (1) someone definitely fell out of #1 this year after a 3-year streak

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