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THIS PIXEL ART SHIT IS SO FUCKING HARD

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This shit is pissing me off

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They delayed the TFT set to move it to unreal engine only for it to be the buggiest piece of shit ever with none of the cosmetics implemented aka how TFT makes so much fucking money

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♡ lu ♡ @luluafrixell.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

HES SO KAWAII THANK U AGAIN OOMF

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For oomf @intelwar.bsky.social, art of his OC 🔥🔥🔥

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♡ lu ♡ @luluafrixell.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

[ Emergency • Help a sheltered queer person secretly move out of their family home ] #crowdfunding? #financialaid #donation Hopefully this is the last time I'll make these types of posts 🥲 because I know that everyone in the world is experiencing financial and emotional hardship.

Typing this on my notes app because I didn't want to be confined to bsky's text limit.

The relationship I have with my parents is fickle. I am housed, I am provided with food, they may not physically abuse me -- but the level of control and exhaustion has always been suffocating and unbearable.
I graduated in Psychology against their will in May 2024 (they wanted me to get into nursing; I literally had to keep lying that I was pursuing nursing so they wouldn't blow up on me) and it took me so much time after graduation to land a job. I eventually landed one in November 2024 and things were almost looking up.

My dad, ironically enough, was unemployed. He's the type to willingly leave, quit, or get himself fired over petty reasons. My mom has so much hardship with trying to be the breadwinner with an average salary -- we are extremely low middle class. Or whatever line that's under that + above poverty.
Despite working hard at my job at the time, my dad still found ways to berate me and cause issues when I'm home.
Late March of 2025, my aunt and my dad had an awful altercation -- my aunt was just merely defending me from my dad's harshness. Due to the stress, I left the scene and just started walking away. Both my mother and my aunt called the police on him -- I was so close to getting a restraining order then but due to my weakness and immense pity I had on my mom -- I just quietly left with my aunt to a different relative's house.

I was safe in Pennsylvania for 2 weeks -- but it was also quite torturous. My mom still had constant communication with me and my aunt and it caused mental turmoil. She visited a few times until she eventually brought me home under the pretense that "my dad changed, everything will be different now."
They did butter up to me but eventually things went back to how they were with me being the household maid/figuratively chained down (honestly, I got even *more* responsibilities when I returned 🥲)
It's been more than a year since I came back. I've been trying and trying so hard to land a job but I had no luck.
Until this week -- my partner helped me secure a job and I've been pretty much accepted!

This is where I require a bit of help.
I've been packing as much as I could behind their backs and I'm running out of supplies. I have a check from the government that's about to hit my account, but unfortunately I won't be getting that until 1-2 weeks later.
I basically just need at least $100 just so I could comfortably gather supplies such as bubble wrap, boxes, tape, and anything else along those lines.
I know a lot of people are iffy about donating without gaining much -- my vGen has been opened if you're interested in art commissions. Otherwise, I have my PayPal and also zelle (though I'll only hand this information to people I trust).
Thank you so much for reading, I appreciate it so much. I'm sorry for the crappy wording I've been typing everything with my brain on autopilot.

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

www.youtube.com/watch?v=1c-K... this song just made me bust out laughing i cant take attack on titan seriously at all

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DJ SHARPNEL - TITANICS MANEUVER

YouTube video by rurino tori

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I miss my car i forgot how awesome driving is

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Im gonna lose my fucking mind its like the moeshit virus creeps up on me every year and eats me whole

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Im in the ER and they got sitcoms on and i forgot how often they use laugh tracks its driving me fucking crazy

soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

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trackpad wriggle nightbug

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soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

hong meiling

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

German elections got me dooming like hell

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Ikeda’s Claudine has always broken my heart because the way he feels has resonated with me for my entire life

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I went like 2 weeks off my meds and remembered why i need them badly

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Everytime i take my ssris i feel so much calmer but its mostly as a consequence of becoming duller and more apathetic in general. I should probably go to CBT or something so i can actually learn proper coping methods without relying on medication but #lol no time or money for that rn

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I really like that centipedes are Tausendfüßler in german. That is so cute

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

I feel a lot better after these past two months. I was able to hold a conversation in German with my classmates and we all understood either, and i can actually write essays now. Im really happy with my progress this summer !

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Passed my German exam with 93/100 yay

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Saw someone on my feed dissing HK cuisine bro that shit actually pissed me off so bad i cant

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

The opportunism in militaria spaces disgusts me

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soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

#abk pinup study....

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Not to mention MY PING SPIKING TO 3000 like seriously THERES NO EXCUSE to not win

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I will say tho the akali strike is fucking narsty its literally boardwide DOT

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Like seriously im 19 hp left playing a B tier reroll comp where i have to hit 2star jax and akali and rolled past like 4 akalis and still went first HOW R U GUYS FUCKING UP THAT BAD if someone won against me once i wouldve died and that was literally like the end of stage 3

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I’m not in total shitlo anymore but it’s still the elo where people don’t know econ or tempo or positioning so they drop the ball midgame

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Still destroying European noobs in tft. It’s almost sickening

Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Just destroyed some European noobs in tft since i had to make an EU account to play league

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Never be sorry about venting and also Live laugh love u nat. I hope u get the time to reengage with the things u love. Ur my dmc danmei survival horror oomf for life, but also SO MUCH MORE than just that. Ur one of the funniest, artistic, kindhearted, and empathetic, and ily 😎 hang in there oomf

Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Tbh i feel you its so hard to break out of feeling shame but it is also the most liberating thing too. NEVER BE ASHAMED TO RT UR YAOI AND YURI ITS FIRE 🔥🔥🔥

Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

i ate the whole thing in a day 😭

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I was questioning why i dont eat at my unis foodcourt since its pretty good in germany and then i remembered. Its not even NEARLY as cheap in the us nor is it as flexible

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

but then like 8 people raised their hands for the salty bootyhole licorice like FUARK. YOU. ALL.