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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

THIS PIXEL ART SHIT IS SO FUCKING HARD

Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

They delayed the TFT set to move it to unreal engine only for it to be the buggiest piece of shit ever with none of the cosmetics implemented aka how TFT makes so much fucking money

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♡ lu ♡ @luluafrixell.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

For oomf @intelwar.bsky.social, art of his OC 🔥🔥🔥

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♡ lu ♡ @luluafrixell.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

[ Emergency • Help a sheltered queer person secretly move out of their family home ] #crowdfunding? #financialaid #donation Hopefully this is the last time I'll make these types of posts 🥲 because I know that everyone in the world is experiencing financial and emotional hardship.

Typing this on my notes app because I didn't want to be confined to bsky's text limit.

The relationship I have with my parents is fickle. I am housed, I am provided with food, they may not physically abuse me -- but the level of control and exhaustion has always been suffocating and unbearable.
I graduated in Psychology against their will in May 2024 (they wanted me to get into nursing; I literally had to keep lying that I was pursuing nursing so they wouldn't blow up on me) and it took me so much time after graduation to land a job. I eventually landed one in November 2024 and things were almost looking up.

My dad, ironically enough, was unemployed. He's the type to willingly leave, quit, or get himself fired over petty reasons. My mom has so much hardship with trying to be the breadwinner with an average salary -- we are extremely low middle class. Or whatever line that's under that + above poverty.
Despite working hard at my job at the time, my dad still found ways to berate me and cause issues when I'm home.
Late March of 2025, my aunt and my dad had an awful altercation -- my aunt was just merely defending me from my dad's harshness. Due to the stress, I left the scene and just started walking away. Both my mother and my aunt called the police on him -- I was so close to getting a restraining order then but due to my weakness and immense pity I had on my mom -- I just quietly left with my aunt to a different relative's house.

I was safe in Pennsylvania for 2 weeks -- but it was also quite torturous. My mom still had constant communication with me and my aunt and it caused mental turmoil. She visited a few times until she eventually brought me home under the pretense that "my dad changed, everything will be different now."
They did butter up to me but eventually things went back to how they were with me being the household maid/figuratively chained down (honestly, I got even *more* responsibilities when I returned 🥲)
It's been more than a year since I came back. I've been trying and trying so hard to land a job but I had no luck.
Until this week -- my partner helped me secure a job and I've been pretty much accepted!

This is where I require a bit of help.
I've been packing as much as I could behind their backs and I'm running out of supplies. I have a check from the government that's about to hit my account, but unfortunately I won't be getting that until 1-2 weeks later.
I basically just need at least $100 just so I could comfortably gather supplies such as bubble wrap, boxes, tape, and anything else along those lines.
I know a lot of people are iffy about donating without gaining much -- my vGen has been opened if you're interested in art commissions. Otherwise, I have my PayPal and also zelle (though I'll only hand this information to people I trust).
Thank you so much for reading, I appreciate it so much. I'm sorry for the crappy wording I've been typing everything with my brain on autopilot.

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

www.youtube.com/watch?v=1c-K... this song just made me bust out laughing i cant take attack on titan seriously at all

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DJ SHARPNEL - TITANICS MANEUVER

YouTube video by rurino tori

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I miss my car i forgot how awesome driving is

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Im gonna lose my fucking mind its like the moeshit virus creeps up on me every year and eats me whole

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Im in the ER and they got sitcoms on and i forgot how often they use laugh tracks its driving me fucking crazy

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soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

trackpad wriggle nightbug

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soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

hong meiling

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

German elections got me dooming like hell

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Ikeda’s Claudine has always broken my heart because the way he feels has resonated with me for my entire life

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Everytime i take my ssris i feel so much calmer but its mostly as a consequence of becoming duller and more apathetic in general. I should probably go to CBT or something so i can actually learn proper coping methods without relying on medication but #lol no time or money for that rn

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I really like that centipedes are Tausendfüßler in german. That is so cute

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Passed my German exam with 93/100 yay

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Saw someone on my feed dissing HK cuisine bro that shit actually pissed me off so bad i cant

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

The opportunism in militaria spaces disgusts me

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soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

#abk pinup study....

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Still destroying European noobs in tft. It’s almost sickening

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Just destroyed some European noobs in tft since i had to make an EU account to play league

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I was questioning why i dont eat at my unis foodcourt since its pretty good in germany and then i remembered. Its not even NEARLY as cheap in the us nor is it as flexible

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

I want a kinder bueno so bad that shit good as fuuuck

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soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

perfect reincarnation #abk

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soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

there should be a built-in system on every device that electrocutes you if you use the word 'sub-human' to refer to anyone or anything

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

The way this was a premonition

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

I feel like im being tortured everyday by my dreams. Why are they always about the evilest events that have transpired in the past year. I dont want to think about that

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

I tipped this guy 20% for being really nice to me and he reacted like i paid off his student loans or something

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Im excited to go to berlin this weekend FUARKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Been experiencing some satanically bad hotels while solo travelling

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Germany is satanic as fuck because theyre like Klimaschutz!!! But everyone smokes so if u open the fucking window to let the warm air out since theres no AC , all the smoker air gets into ur room and u die of Lung Cancer

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

OH MY FUCKING GOD SUEHIROS WORKS ARE BEING EXHIBITED IN BERLIN IM FUCKING GOINGGGG

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

eating german haribos and lowkey theyre not as good as i was expecting

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Kann nicht lügen ich bin so FUARKING enttäuscht mit meinem deutschkurs THIS SHIT IS SO BAD

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Im so fucking mad that im missing the phantom of the opera in america right now i kind of want to kms

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

My conclusion: Germany cannot make good matcha. That is all

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soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

some more shit i did for #artfight

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

I have to be honest i fucking hate the sparkling water shit in germany. i have never liked carbonation so the fact everything is carbonated is driving me crazy

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Seeing people make wehrmacht ocs with a scrimblo art style is so weird like okay i guess

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

I really like how people he and she me and then ask me for my pronouns its really hilarious. Like at this point i am just the ambiguous Thang

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Freaker @intelwar.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

the really bad thing that happens when i get settled and comfortable anywhere is that i inevitably ruin my sleep schedule. i predict that is going to happen very soon

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soldado @layzner.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

my thang

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