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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 42m

Oh, so I'm not entirely alone on how I have my criticisms with the show, but the characters still resonate with me regardless? Knowing that I can share my love for Helluva Boss without judgement makes me feel much more comfortable with loving this series.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 1h

I've been diagnosed with autism, ADHD, and C-PTSD. No wonder I'm so screwed up and have difficulties functioning. I'm trying my hardest to move on, but it's like there's something within me preventing that.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 8h

Even after I made all those negative posts about how much I absolutely loathed the Hellaverse during my dark period, the series' fans were more forgiving toward me than any anti ever was, even when I gave up a part of my identity for them. I'm never forgiving the hatedom for what they did to me.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 8h

I still feel shitty that some people here want to continue to be my friend. I've made several mistakes, I'm always expecting my friends to just leave and abandon me like everybody else in life. I trust you, but I can't forgive myself for initially not trusting anypony here.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 8h

What's piece of media you like more for the characters than the actual plot? Confession time, I was never really all that interested in the plot for Helluva Boss, but I adore the characters. I guess no matter how flawed the writing can get, its cast will always mean a lot to me.

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Loona from Helluva Boss Waving

Alt: Loona waving hello; GIF from Helluva Boss (2019).

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 9h

I got around to finishing Detroit: Become Human again; considering how there are about 80 different endings to achieve in this game, I don't think I'll ever be able to 100% it. I appreciate the replay value, but there's other stuff in my backlog, I can't dedicate too much time on a single game.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 11h

I played more Detroit: Become Human this evening, I'm almost done with this playthrough. Initially, I purchased D:BH solely for Connor, and that remains true for all subsequent playthroughs. Don't get me wrong, the rest of the characters are great, but Connor's mostly what I'm here for.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 15h

I rewatched a couple of episodes of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, one of which being 'Luna Eclipsed', which stars Princess Luna. What's interesting about Luna is that she's a minor character, yet is one of the most popular in the series. One of My Little Pony's many ensemble dark horses.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 20h

You don't need to apologize, I just feel upset as a result of being reminded of how I've acted recently, and the friendships I almost lost. I really don't want to screw up any potential friendships, but I'm scared that might happen if I make the wrong choices.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 20h

"We need more complex and multi-dimensional female characters." My brother in Christ, you weren't even able to handle any of these women.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 21h

Jesus, I am really fumbling Connor's relationship with Hank Anderson in my current playthrough of Detroit: Become Human. When I got to 'The Bridge' chapter, Hank shot Connor out of hostility. I find myself relating immensely to both characters in this playthrough, it really hurts.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 21h

Good morning Kazuki, I'm hoping you have a fantastic day as well.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 21h

Thanks Toby, and if it makes you feel more comfortable with me talking about the series, Loona, a character you previously said you liked, is very similar to Roxanne Wolf from Five Nights at Freddy's: Security Breach. Loona's my favorite Hellaverse character, so you might enjoy my posts on her.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I know that some of my followers dislike the Hellaverse. I hate to ask this, but, for those who have a low opinion on the series, would you think of me less as a person for loving it? I don't want to ruin anyone else's day.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

As much as I love My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, I don't think I've ever talked about it critically. I rewatched the series premiere, I still remember when I first saw Fluttershy. The moment she was introduced, I instantly fell in love with her, she's so adorable.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Thank you, I'm doing this because I want to explore more of My Little Pony outside of G4. I don't know why, but some of the more vocal members of the brony community love to bash anything that isn't Friendship is Magic. It's a shame, I really liked G3, so I'll likely enjoy the others.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Thanks, it's good to see that you've gotten better.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

From my experience on BlueSky, outside of a handful of users, it seems like this platform is at least okay with the Hellaverse. I mean, it's not like I've had any haters make mean replies to my public posts.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I rewatched the Pilot episodes for Ninjago: Masters of Spinjitzu. It's really weird to hear that Ninjago was originally going to be a one-off thing, considering the massive franchise it would eventually spawn.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I still see people bring up Loona kicking her dad in the groin as proof that she's a bad person, but that completely ignores how her response came from a dislike of being touched. Considering from what we've seen, and Blitzø's actions earlier in the episode, Loona's reaction was 100% understandable.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I was accompanied by my Loona plushie and Queen Beelzebub dakimakura tonight. Without them for the past few nights, I had nightmares. This night, however, I slept much better, not perfectly, but it was an improvement. My comfort doesn't hurt anypony, me and other people should realize that.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I just don't understand why they're so obsessed over the morals of others for liking fictional characters, that they don't care to check their own. I have done a lot of bad stuff throughout my life, but I'd never harass someone over feelings about a piece of fiction, doing that is just evil.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

And finally, it culminated with me getting assaulted, three times. And since then, the hatedom has only gotten more vitriolic. All this is because of me, I allowed the hatedom to feel more comfortable in hurting other people. I have no right to rejoin the Hellaverse fandom or enjoy the shows.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I was gaslighted, manipulated, and abused by the hatedom, and for what? All because I happened to love a show they thought was problematic, a neurodivergent teenager should be dehumanized? Do any of you know just how much this fucked up my psyche?

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Furthermore, when I tried acting like "one of the good fans" who would listen to criticism and be treated like a doormat, they still hated me. I was called a 'rapist' and 'SA supporter', even though I'm a victim of CSA.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

After reviewing all the things the Hellaverse hatedom did to me, in retrospect, I think it's safe to say that these people are acting performatively at best and harmfully at worst. For years, members of the hatedom launched a harassment campaign against me, and I was only a teenager at the time.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I think I know who this moot of yours is, I follow him as well; I'm not into Kingdom Hearts, but I can see why others are. Sorry to ask you this again, but are you absolutely sure that you won't judge me for my interests, regardless of how "cringe" they may get?

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

What angers me even more, is how these same people will demonize characters like Loona, who was locked up in a pound for her entire childhood. The double standards are absolutely frustrating.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Likewise, there are plenty of people who love the Hellaverse here who still acknowledge the shows' flaws. Scrolling through BlueSky earlier today made me feel a lot better. At least I know I won't be harassed for being into Helluva Boss or criticizing some aspects of it.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I've seen some people on BlueSky who don't care for or dislike the Hellaverse who still repost fanart related to the series and have friendly relationships with fans. Is it possible for me to be on good terms with people who don't like Hazbin/Helluva on this platform?

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Would anypony be interested in me talking about My Little Pony G1? I was thinking of binging the whole MLP franchise across all generations.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

You might be right, because until I watch the show again, I won't know why Loona and Queen Beelzebub appealed to me. As of now, the sheer hate people have for those two characters has clouded any thoughts I have on them. I can't even remember why the two became my comfort characters.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

He shouldn't apologize, I chose to go to a website that makes me upset, Reddit. As a result, I lashed out at GeoDuck, when all he wanted was to help me out with my issues. He seemed so excited too, I feel awful for ruining his night. I'm giving Geo some space for now.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I've seen a couple of posts from some Hellaverse fans I follow, about how several people in the fandom are assuming the worst out of fear of the hatedom. Some have quit watching the series, others are now saying it outright sucks. I thought I was the only one who went through this bullshit.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I don't know why, but I want to rewatch Helluva Boss with one of my friends on the week of Halloween. I'm thinking of checking out Season One. It has sentimental value for me, and 'Ozzie's' is the only HB episode I watched on the day of its release, Halloween 2021.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I'm still upset over how I blew my chance at watching Helluva Boss with a fellow friend. The truth is, I do want to watch Helluva again, and I love Loona and Queen Beelzebub, but due to what others have said, I feel like I'm in the wrong or a bad person for loving them.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

One awesome thing about replaying Detroit: Become Human, is that you get to make different choices that leave a huge impact on the story. One playthrough of the game could be totally different from the other. It adds a lot of weight to the decisions the player makes.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Read the room, this is not the right time for that, so can you please be patient for five goddamn minutes?

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I mentioned it to her a while back, and while she was upset by how the Hellaverse hatedom treated me, that didn't bring me much comfort. To tell the truth, I want to get back into Helluva Boss, but that past trauma is preventing me from doing so. I really messed it up with GeoDuck.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Yeah, I actually have read it, it's a great story, and one of my favorite Helluva Boss fanworks.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

In the few times I actually gained the courage to argue with Hellaverse-antis, I at least tried to do so as respectfully and kindly as possible. In response, I was insulted, dehumanized, and told to off myself. And apparently, we're the ones being toxic?

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Even if you don't believe it, I can guarantee that you really are a good person.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Words cannot express how grateful I am that my friends still try to help me even after the way I've acted on occasion. But it also makes me feel terrible, some of you have expressed how burnt out you've been getting. I really want to start returning the favor.

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Purple's Mental Health Healing Era💜 @inpurpleshadows.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I didn't know you liked Friday Night Funkin', I've never seen it mentioned on any of your posts.

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