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Zappshot but Monstrous @zappshot.live · 05/10/2026

reminder to y'all that it's now Seasonal Affective Disorder season take extra vitamin D, get some sunlight lamps, and most importantly be kind to yourself when you're feeling down 💙

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I'M GETTING OVER MY SOCIAL ANXIETY ONE WAY OR ANOTHER !!!!!!!!

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

If I start tagging random vtubers for gaming sessions, do you think they'll respond kindly?

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

It's not an inmyidolera stream if they're not sick/injured and streaming anyways.. Charity is still on, by the way, sorry for the extended pause. www.twitch.tv/inmyidolera

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Praying for my European friends rn because this heat is fucking unbelievable, holy moly.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Going through the brainworms again. I wish I had an easier time fighting them off, but sometimes they get me. I want to reach out and network or just chat with other artists but it feels like I'm putting on a show for them instead of just having a normal conversation. Transactions and such.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

I'm getting back into animating, oh god.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

100$: Playing Centipede Horror Game (Idols of Ash) 250$: Playing Tattletale (This game scares the shit out of me) 500$: Alien Isolation 750$ FNAF Help Wanted 1000$: Eating a spoonful of hot sauce, horseradish or cinnamon whenever I die in Elden Ring.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

I'm sorry this is so last second but I have started a livestream campaign with Direct Relief to help with the Venezuelan Earthquake relief. Incentives: Sketching Character Busts for 25$ Making a short song for 25$ 32x32 pixel art from our co-host, SpikeTheSpino This will last as long as needed.

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Spike R. Monster 🇻🇪 HELP VENEZUELA @spikermonster.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

informative thread i made for instagram but i thought i'd share it here too 🆘🆘🆘PLEASE REPOST IF YOU CAN'T DONATE!!! we are DESPERATELY trying to get more people to talk about this!! venezuelans, please share useful links in the replies ⬇️

PLEASE STOP SCROLLING
just one minute, please.
i’m begging you. i’m serious.

VENEZUELA NEEDS URGENT HELP AFTER BACK-TO-BACK 7.2+7.5 EARTHQUAKES, AND YOU CAN HELP US.

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Haus of Decline @hausofdecline.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

I am not made for Capitalism. Every relationship I have feels cheapened and dehumanized by the exchange of money. Everything becomes a hollow experience because it is meted out by an arbitrary quantification of worth. It makes me feel as if the only true emotion or relational value is exploitation

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Drew one of my friend's FFXIV characters on stream. #Art #FFXIV

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Me: Mm, I dunno, the track I just spent time making still is missing a floor and sounds airy and like it's still missing some substance and I think if I tweak it a little more, I need to be better and keep editing until it's perfect— Someone else: "Dude, this is sick, holy shit." Me: .... 😳😳🥰😊😍

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I wanna make remixes of songs by vtubers...

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

You wanna be friends with content creators because of personal gain, I just want to have chill conversations with the people I watch because I think we would be friends in a non weird way. We are NOT the same.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

I won't lie, sometimes I don't really feel like I'm a "good" vtuber because I don't do collabs, or perform a character with lore and stuff and it highkey bums me out because I do want to hang out with more people but I don't wanna come off as like, idk fake or something.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

#Deltarune in two hours. Stream in five. (That's 2:00pm EST, in case you were wondering.)

Oh boy.

In front of you is a picture of Era wearing a large shirt that says: "Media literate enough to know that this is usually the point of the story where something that will change everything happens but still isn't mentally prepared for anything bad to happen to their favorite character(s)" shirt"

Around them are text boxes that read"
"Hey! I've seen these before!"
"Does anyone hear that ominous bell tolling or is that JUST me lol???"
and "I'm so fucking scared!"

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

It is actually so unbearably hot outside right now.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

I suck at platformers but one of my friends really wants me to play this so I´ll do it for them. (I'm so fucking scared dawg..)

The Eralings are playing Mina The Hollower!!!

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Can you believe it guys? Four hundred MILLION followers on Twitch? God, that's awesome :3

An image of Twitch User inmyidolera finally hitting four hundred followers. Congratulations 🎉 (confetti emoji)

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Abby Sails is disappointed in you for not tuning into the stream. #minecraft #roleplay #smp #live

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

We fucking up anyone who's rooting for the Spurs.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 25/05/2026

Is this all it ever is? This overwhelming feeling of knowing you could be better even when people think you're already good enough. It feels like everyone's just telling lies to keep things right. It hurts so bad I can't even express it properly.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

🫧 Schedule for the week of May 4th - May 10th !! #vtuber

Schedule (May 4th - May 10th):

Monday:
Editing Day!! Working through the clips in ⁠⌨stream_clips and posting vods!!

Tuesday @ 04:30 PM :
Date Everything
You thought I forgot, didn't you????? NOPE!!

Wednesday @ 04:30 PM :
Idols of Ash // Lucid Blocks
Dude, I'm so fucking scared....

Thursday @ 04:30 PM :
Cyberpunk 2077: Phantom Liberty

Friday @ 01:00 PM :
Final Fantasy XIV* /w Karaoke

Saturday @ 01:00 PM
Final Fantasy XIV

Sunday @ 04:30 PM :
Movie Night: Weapons (2025) // Bugonia (2025)
Yes, we will actually watch a movie this time..

*During the FFXIV streams, please don't spoil anything but backseating IS allowed!

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

Taking today to edit down the backlog of vods into highlights then export them. If anyone wants to see the vods in full, I have a second channel here: (The Expedition 33 vods shall be public soon!!) youtube.com/@inmyidolera...

youtube.com

EraOctaviaVODS

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

WE´VE SWAPPED OVER TO REPO!!! I HAVEN´T PLAYED IN MONTHS!!! WHAT THE HELL IS IN THIS NEW UPDATE??????

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

SAVE A HORSE, RIDE A COWBOY!!!!! YEEEEEEHAWWWWWWWW!!! #farfarwest

FANCY ERA PLAYING FAR FAR WEST ON TWITCH WOW WHAT A FUNNY VTUBERRRRRRRR

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

I have a feeling some insane vtuber news is about to hit the timeline and it's going to be inescapable for the next week or so... Like, my gut is CLENCHING, right now.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

Wake up, wake up, wake up it's the first of the month!!!!

we're live playing #ffxiv #ff14 on #twitch
#vtuber

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

Chat found the new command almost IMMEDIATELY.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

I left it up to the Washington to decide and he picked FFXIV over Cyberpunk 2077.. Backseaters in, and Barnacle Bums get IN here..

Era poorly photoshopped onto the final fantasy 14 background art lol

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

I wanna message creators I watch to play games offstream (bc I think we'd have fun 🥺) but oh my god, I'm so nervous I could die...

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

Oh god, we're back in the building AGAIN. #vtuber #lobotomycorporation #live www.twitch.tv/inmyidolera

Mini Era is back in containment. We're playing Lobotomy Corporation now!!

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

Everyone say hello to "Brunhilda Threat", the most powerful pugilist that ever lived for six hours. #ffxiv #ff14

Brunhilda Threat, newbie pugilist with a thirst for power.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

Okay, so I've never actually played through the story before.... #FFXIV #vtuber #twitch #blindplaythrough twitch.tv/inmyidolera

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

🫧 Schedule for the week of April 27th to May 3rd !! (Yes, you read that right!! We're gonna play FFXIV for completely blind!!!) #VTUBER #STREAMER #SCHEDULE

Schedule (April 27th - May 3rd)

Monday @ : 04:30 PM
Final Fantasy XIV*
Yeah, they got me...

Tuesday @ : 04:30 PM
Clair Obscur: Expedition 33
Hopefully, we're near the end of the game..

Wednesday @ 04:30 PM
Lobotomy Corporation // Monster Hunter Wilds
I wanna share this game with more people..

Thursday @ 04:30 PM
Cyberpunk 2077: Phantom Liberty
I MISS DOGTOWN SO MUCH AAAAAAA

Friday @ 04:30 PM
Final Fantasy XIV*

Saturday @ 01:30 PM
Monster Hunter Wilds // Final Fantasy XIV*

Sunday @ 04:00 PM :
Movie Night: Death Becomes Her (1992) // Amadeus (1984),

*During the FFXIV streams, please don't spoil anything but backseating IS allowed!

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

🫧Update: Due to health related reasons, I'm limited the amount of horror related media I interact with on stream. So the Silent Hill f, Lost in Vivo and Subnautica playthroughs are on hiatus until (hopefully October) TL;DR: I don't want to have a heart attack lol.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

🔵: It's a sick day so I'm working in the sick bay (in space station 14 teehee)!!! #spacestation14 #vtuber #vtuberen #roleplaying

A picture of a rather goofy looking sea-cyclops saying, "the horrors persist but so will I!!" Seems to be the motto these days.

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Bearer O'Thacurse 🫧💀 @inmyidolera.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

LIVE: My hungry ass could never be a real life Medical Doctor, so I'll do it in a roleplaying game! #spacestation14 #vtuber #vtuberen #roleplaying 🫧 www.twitch.tv/inmyidolera 🫧

Two shark plushies in Space Station 14 singing together with a microphone.

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