stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 18/09/2024amigo eu deixo uma cartela de ondansetrona do lado da minha cama recomento muito 110
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 16/09/2024getting home nearly TWO HOURS after i was supposed to which means i fucking missed my therapy appointment when i’m thinking about suicide the most is just the cherry on top 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 13/09/2024crying so bad at work that i can barely see my phone 100
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 13/09/2024does everything suck or is my mental illness worse (both) 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 13/09/2024watching a horror movie and reading smut fic at the same time so my brain has no room to think 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 11/09/2024reminder to myself to never make another playlist for anyone ever 000
Reposted by stef 🗡️Arakni @arakni666.bsky.social · 09/09/2024Omegaverse, Lovecraft, and sexual tension, oh my! "But stranger still is Lost Carcosa" is my first fic for the Omega Will Fest by the Will Graham's Ass server - come give it a read: archiveofourown.org/works/57358360 3115
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 09/09/2024tell me why my work day started 14 minutes ago and there are 9 patients to see me 010
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 08/09/2024writing is literal survival to me. sometimes it's fun and sometimes it's not. sometimes it hurts like hell and sometimes it heals. it doesn't matter. it will never be just a hobby or something i can sideline. i will either be a professional writer or i will live my entire life bleeding out 040
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 08/09/2024my dad also often goes "you can be a successful doctor AND a successful writer" no i can't. i work 70h/week. how am i supposed to dedicate ANY energy to writing professionally when what's left of it goes to minimal self care tasks 020
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 08/09/2024people just DON'T understand that i can't see writing as just a hobby cause it's the only consistent thing in my life and it's my only outlet for feelings my family and environment have always suppressed 030
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 08/09/2024do i want to date someone or do i just want someone to cook for me 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 07/09/2024but!!! omega will fest!!! finally!!! i feel so thoroughly blessed and indulged!!! 240
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 06/09/2024will graham’s ass discord server thank you for the daily dopamine boost 🫶🏼 020
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 04/09/2024i should’ve gone home over an hour ago but nobody cares for healthcare providers health lol 100
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 03/09/2024my girl crush is engaged and my boy crush doesn’t seem to care about me 🤡 110
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 03/09/2024good morning! hannibal is cooking will breakfast somewhere while he cuddles with the dogs 1164
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 02/09/2024IT IS THE UTMOST DISGUSTING THING OF THE ENTIRE SERIES 120
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 02/09/2024stef spotted crying at work (likely thing for her to do) 200
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 02/09/2024it’s raining outside and the wind is howling like crazy and i have to leave my cozy house to go to work!!! this is criminal!!! 010
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 02/09/2024holy shit i miss twitter so bad 😭 picking up my phone is like opening the fridge when you know there’s nothing to eat 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 02/09/2024do we think hannibal pets will’s hair at night until his nightmares go away and that he feels guilty for knowing he caused them 241
Reposted by stef 🗡️raph @claraphbow.bsky.social · 01/09/2024heartbreaking: your twitter mutuals didn’t drop everything to migrate with you to a new basically unknown platform they do not need 12948270
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 01/09/2024tw suicide / mental illness at this point i’m just waiting for the least worst time to kill myself without hurting my dad too much lol i can’t wait to disappear forever 000
Reposted by stef 🗡️Purple watermelon @purplewatermelon.bsky.social · 07/03/2024Didn't post this sweet boy here yet, time to fix it <3 #hannibal 0208
