stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 16/09/2024getting home nearly TWO HOURS after i was supposed to which means i fucking missed my therapy appointment when i’m thinking about suicide the most is just the cherry on top 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 13/09/2024crying so bad at work that i can barely see my phone 100
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 13/09/2024does everything suck or is my mental illness worse (both) 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 13/09/2024watching a horror movie and reading smut fic at the same time so my brain has no room to think 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 11/09/2024reminder to myself to never make another playlist for anyone ever 000
Reposted by stef 🗡️Arakni @arakni666.bsky.social · 09/09/2024Omegaverse, Lovecraft, and sexual tension, oh my! "But stranger still is Lost Carcosa" is my first fic for the Omega Will Fest by the Will Graham's Ass server - come give it a read: archiveofourown.org/works/57358360 3115
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 09/09/2024tell me why my work day started 14 minutes ago and there are 9 patients to see me 010
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 08/09/2024writing is literal survival to me. sometimes it's fun and sometimes it's not. sometimes it hurts like hell and sometimes it heals. it doesn't matter. it will never be just a hobby or something i can sideline. i will either be a professional writer or i will live my entire life bleeding out 040
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 08/09/2024my dad also often goes "you can be a successful doctor AND a successful writer" no i can't. i work 70h/week. how am i supposed to dedicate ANY energy to writing professionally when what's left of it goes to minimal self care tasks 020
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 08/09/2024people just DON'T understand that i can't see writing as just a hobby cause it's the only consistent thing in my life and it's my only outlet for feelings my family and environment have always suppressed 030
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 08/09/2024do i want to date someone or do i just want someone to cook for me 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 07/09/2024but!!! omega will fest!!! finally!!! i feel so thoroughly blessed and indulged!!! 240
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 06/09/2024will graham’s ass discord server thank you for the daily dopamine boost 🫶🏼 020
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 04/09/2024i should’ve gone home over an hour ago but nobody cares for healthcare providers health lol 100
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 03/09/2024my girl crush is engaged and my boy crush doesn’t seem to care about me 🤡 110
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 03/09/2024good morning! hannibal is cooking will breakfast somewhere while he cuddles with the dogs 1164
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 02/09/2024stef spotted crying at work (likely thing for her to do) 200
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 02/09/2024it’s raining outside and the wind is howling like crazy and i have to leave my cozy house to go to work!!! this is criminal!!! 010
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 02/09/2024holy shit i miss twitter so bad 😭 picking up my phone is like opening the fridge when you know there’s nothing to eat 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 02/09/2024do we think hannibal pets will’s hair at night until his nightmares go away and that he feels guilty for knowing he caused them 241
Reposted by stef 🗡️raph @claraphbow.bsky.social · 01/09/2024heartbreaking: your twitter mutuals didn’t drop everything to migrate with you to a new basically unknown platform they do not need 12948270
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 01/09/2024tw suicide / mental illness at this point i’m just waiting for the least worst time to kill myself without hurting my dad too much lol i can’t wait to disappear forever 000
Reposted by stef 🗡️Purple watermelon @purplewatermelon.bsky.social · 07/03/2024Didn't post this sweet boy here yet, time to fix it <3 #hannibal 0208
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 31/08/2024i’m not home and i’m about to faint oh my god i thought my pots had gotten a bit better 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 31/08/2024top 5 best feelings! being your own fan is so important! 140
Reposted by stef 🗡️𝕭𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖚𝖎𝖙 🔞 @battlesuit.bsky.social · 14/07/2024Your psychiatrist doesn't make you take your shoes off at the door? #hannigram #crossposting 05718
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 31/08/2024gonna cry myself to sleep over NOEL GALLAGHER fuck my life 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 31/08/2024i’ve been queuing for oasis tickets for 37 minutes now. all of my hopes are mostly gone!!! ahhhhhhh 010
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 31/08/2024oh this is so sweet 💌 your art always warms my heart 000
stef 🗡️ @indigocarnation.bsky.social · 31/08/2024i deleted my instagram app, no longer have access to twitter, and ended my long distance relationship… which means i’m just on my phone for discord and music now lol 000
