iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I've just realized I've spent my whole life looking for clovers in the grass.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

"not merely unnoticed, but in the full, clear sense of the word, unseen."

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

I like books that ramble a bit. Something that goes on side quests... even if there doesn't seem to be a specific point to it. The meandering is comfortable in a way. 🖤

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

Sometimes I come across little phrases in books that... how do you describe... are surprising? Like words I didn't expect to find together? There has to be a word for this. Anyway, today this phrase was: "Fabrergé hand grenades" to describe something purely chaotic that was made with detail and love

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

Throwing crumbs To make sure I come back Again

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

Why can we not release The lizard thinking Of Different = Bad?

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

How do I know What's real or not If you consistently Tell me What I remember Never was.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

Daggers Thrown purposefully Strike the heart Just enough For the wounds To be lovingly bandaged Again

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

Crows gifted me a dead mouse this morning. Thanks? But can you bring coins instead 😅😅😅🙃

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

This house is a mess. And it is a mess Because we have too much stuff. Why do I have such trouble Letting things go? Emotional attachment To things that will never Reciprocate. Affection For a potential That will never be. #Autistic

A charcoal drawing of a person sitting in a cage with a teddy bear peeking around, almost checking on them.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

Ok, say it with me: “I’m allowed to be gradually discovered, not immediately proven.”

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

Black, yellow, red, green Which one today Will be seen Laughing Rather than crying Makes very little sense To those Out of the know Ill humored.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

A flurry of movement And sound Unwilling and willing alike Coffee brewing For both sides

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

I just don't think I have much left in me I don't think I have Enough to keep trying I don't think I have Justifications for hope But I will anyway.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

There is a Dutch book series for kids called, "De boze hex" (translated: the angry witch), teaching about emotional intelligence, resilience and really the beginnings of shadow work. But she gets mad at the animals often for being loud and MY GOSH, with these wood pigeons, SO loud. I UNDERSTAND 😭😂

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

I think this year is going to be better. Around this time, I had to stay out of the sun in UV 1.0 and higher. But yesterday I was able to go out for a good while at 1.2 with only minor swelling and achiness. Which is great! Might be able to go out for mornings and evenings this year 😍☀️ #porphyria

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

@ghostforest.bsky.social "Cuts You Up" is so good. It's 4am and I just finished it. I don't know why I haven't heard of it before as a horror book written for us goths 🖤 the first part, I was *not* ready for as it went through my own ptsd symptoms. But it was actually really healing for me 🖤 ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

It's interesting how the sparrows seem like they are gossiping about the town but the starlings sounds like they are deep in philosophical discussion 🖤

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

Curtains drawn Safety But less life

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

Twinkling starlight As the sun rises Frosted dew On a grassy field I regret not taking my gloves A deceptive bright light

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

None of my art is for sale because I don't know how to ship without smudging it lol #ArtSky

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

Coffee. Will quitting it help my anxiety? or send me into such deep executive dysfunction that I won't be able to do anything? It's a toss up at this point. #ADHD #DarkArt

A very dark cup of coffee with steam. It might be a skull coming out of the steam? There is teeth, I think. Charcoal on textured watercolor paper because it was the first thing I grabbed.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

Found a wild hyacinth on a walk this morning 🖤 #BloomScrolling #Spring

A bright pink stalk of flowers and a dark stem surrounded by leaves, grasses, lesser celendine, dandelion greens, cleavers, and deadnettle.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

Deep in conversation With a void That will never Hold you.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

It's so weird how you can be noticing there is this one other person online. And they like your posts and you like theirs and sometimes they comment in deep understanding and you on theirs and it's like you've just known them for a while but its just been... this lol That's so weird.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Ughhhhh it took me an hour to vacuum 2 rooms to day and another 30 minutes to recover from it 😅🫠🫠🫠🥲 I have no idea how chronic pain people have clean homes. Do they? I'm a complete hermit so maybe they don't and I'm just making things up in my head lol

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

Just for reference: My connective tissue disorder makes it so if I lean back against a couch with my sweater on, The blood vessels break in my back under my skin. 🙃 #cEDS

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

Scratching Biting Gnawing Fighting The shadow needs to keep you spiting.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

I suppose, as I get older, I understand more and more, that none of us know what we are doing. Even "professionals" are guessing at best if anything is remotely off of the main script. We're all just... doing the best we can and still learning.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

The swans are at the lake today 🖤

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

I'm quite contrary to the idea of my consent to this shared consensual reality. It is simply annoying comparatively to the land of the In-Between. Think I'll stay there a while.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

Thirteen Thirteen Fridays are lucky When they land on thirteen For the witch We can dance Today is easy To slip into trance Mugwort Wormwood Fetch, fetch, fetch Fridays are lucky This is our chance!

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

I did it too! Haha www.keithcirkel.co.uk/whats-my-jnd...

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

The book is called "Reinventing Your Life" (researching Schematic Therapy) but I suppose Shoki has decided he doesn't need it.

A black cat asleep on a couch using a book as a pillow.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

Take my mind Through the fog Open my eyes to see The truth receives #Rosemary leaves Mem'ry and thought of thee #WildWalkPrompt #Herbalism

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

I think I have acclimated here. I threw open the doors to get some warmth this morning and noticed I could see my breath. And left the doors open. 😅🖤

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

Separation of: Mind and body Outside and inside Nature and humans We lost our animism to elevate humanity into destruction.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

I wish you could see how hard I'm trying... But then I start to think, Maybe you do. But you're so hurt, that my suffering brings you pleasure. But what do I do then?

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

This is my first day in solitude for weeks. I know I am supposed to be: Relaxing Spending time how I want BE-ing Instead I can't stop: Worrying Frozen THINK-ing Why is relaxing so difficult. How can I ALSO fail so hard at relaxing?

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

Tentatively, It bobbed. A rhythm unheard To the mists song Daffodil

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

How do we let go Of a past That shaped us so

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

Nowadays I have more scars Than skin

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

The lightning strikes The tower falls You can't hide Within your walls Nothing is left Safety is gone Time to rebuild Time for the dawn All your ideas Scattered on lawn. Who will you be now? That your tower is gone?

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

This is a petticoat daffodil. They grow in the green dividers in the town roads here. #BloomSky #Nature

A white doffodill with a graceful flower resembling more of a white petticoat rather than the typical loud trumpet. It has 5 little starlike petals surrounding it. Crocus size so smaller as well.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Today's book to read at the library to the kids was My Hair is as Long as a River. It is about a boy who grows his hair long because it helps him feel safe and happy. The message is that it is HIS hair. And do with it as he likes because he takes care of it. 🖤 #KidLit

A book with a boy on the cover with very long hair. The hair turns into a blue river with children playing in it and reeds and seagrass growing in the curves.
Text is white " My hair is as Long as a River". By Charlie Castle and Emma Farrarons.

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

The starlings speech While chattering to each other Seem like serious topics

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

The spring Such a history of burning Fingers on the heavy drapes #Timid, hopeful, dreading All at once Slowly it begins Light therapy #porphyria #vss365 #PMLE

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Robin @incompletecricket.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

I want freedom and independence so desperately. But I need to accept this isn't going to happen in this life. It's a grieving process for a life wanted but can't be. I'm working through this process now.

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