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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 6h

Volunteered at Boyd Hill Nature Preserve to plant native grasses today.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

The target audience has been reached

Sulphur caterpillar on a Bahama Cassia plant

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

I don't know how to feel, how to act, how to move... All of my passion is just going through the motions. Was I truly meant to be this way? I try so hard to smile but my body does not reciprocate. An unrequited self love that has envenomed my touch and threatens those within reach. Is this the end?

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

A lifetime of beauty that will taste like ash in my eyes, for every second without you scathes my loving heart.

Florida sunset over the water between two palm trees

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I want to curl up into a ball and disappear inside myself. I want to let these pangs of misery wash over my body and carry the essence of my being out to sea. I want to fall over the rails of heaven and collapse upon the surface of dread in an instant. Deny me this endless mental torment, release me

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

It was all for nothing wasn't It?

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

It matters not how much I scream into this oblivion, the walls continue stretching out and away from the thought of my voice ever reaching back to me, denying the comfort of even being with myself in here. An endless flow of that saline solution wells at the brim where tiny needles siphon away calm.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

My mind feels like a festering landfill. The longer I stare out over the memories I've made the longer I feel as though I've discarded myself amongst them, a barren soul for the pile waiting for the final moments of putrefaction, that the sum of it all might swell up and burst, leaving only a dream.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Here came the break of another dawn. The same sun lit the same sky, warmed the same people, and clouded the same mind. Mine, you see, I was waiting for yesterday, or the day before, the time when it had never changed so suddenly that the world within me began to spin faster than without. It didn't.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I still believe there is hope in our ways. Delusions born from grief stretch their comforting hands out and hold my cheek. They test my strength to deny false hope and forge ahead. A vicious howl beckons me, that I have been marked fresh prey for Cailleach's designs. I will not give in. I will live

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Today at Weedon Island Preserve

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Ere break of day, blessed by the hallowed Sun whose scorching ray might cleanse my soul. Come come, sear off my useless flesh and engorge yourself upon my rotten despair. Let the flames emblazon me with the fate of all that ever will be.That my wistful mettle may be reforged in the night, heartless.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Now I feel all wrong. Words I've said play throughout the walls of my head. Maybe I was too harsh. Maybe I was insensitive. Maybe I was weird. Maybe I laughed at the wrong things. Maybe I should have been kinder. Maybe I should have been less open. Maybe I shouldn't have come. Am I allowed to love?

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

How do I learn to live alone again. Six years of hardship and laughter, to end with a change of the winds. We were not birds of a feather, but those who ambled around in fair weather. All my promises slain against my will. I gave this dream all and everything that I had, and now, I am alone again.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Where was the point in all we said? Where was the meaning in all we did? Why did my mind drive us so apart? That piece of me you loved for all it was, now the very thing you can no longer bear to suffer. A time I imagined you told me true when you saw my suffering in your eyes. Where have we gone?

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

My heart begins to shudder as it comes to know that it is an ephemeral clockwork that must subscribe to reality. My brain had fed it lies, teasing of forever. Who could have guessed that forever would come so soon. Maybe in the next lifetime, cycle, rebirth, layer... Destined for solitary existence.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

My heart sinks and returns to my chest. A deep breath breaks the chill of the upper atmosphere from its journey. Pieces lay there frozen in time, awaiting judgement from thy fair lady, praying it be fortune. In the shadows beyond the reach of mine own reason, lay the motivations of my executioner.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Worry slipped through my mind, eager to appease irrationality. It crawled slowly down into my throat, where its envenomed fangs burrowed into flesh and spread immobilizing fear. Helpless I lay there, as it lay seed that would soon begin the cycle anew. Is there no end to this silent tormented hell?

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Not a moment sooner does conscious thought enter my mind, than does it begin to bounce and bounce and bounce, buzzing with lies. Travelling to different realms do I follow her steps, in each traipse I find myself coated in my own blood, my hand guiding her blade toward certain destruction. Lifeless.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

How tragic that my mind would turn your defense mechanism, into a sleight against me. I am the progenitor of my own torment, but thusly dissociated from that concept, I began to beguile your motivations within myself. I realize now how these machinations have come to being. Forgive me, I unraveled.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Complete and total silence is terrifying... To see nothing, to hear nothing, to know nothing... It is an ice that seems into every pore. How cold am I now? That I know nothing? My soul will reach out to knock and find out more, but there will be no door. In this darkness, fear begins to grow. Agony.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

To take an extract of all my paranoia, heartache, and sadness; to compress it all into a smile and "have a good day". To be met with complete and utter silence. Does my shivering heart not make itself known to thee? Am I simply bound here, waiting for that executioner's blade to fall, so u can watch

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

In my pitiful desperation I would sit there for hours staring at the things we said, the things we shared. I would hope that you would be there, and rescue me from this despair. I just kept sinking, dark clouds sundered the light from the sky, and continued to strangle my gasps for air. Hopelessness

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SwiftOnSecurity @swiftonsecurity.com · 20/09/2026

Who remembers my old hijinks, back when renaming yourself didn't send you to pound town

Halo Facts Daily
(since 2005)...
You won the war against the Covenant, but lost the one with yourself.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

The greatest evil within, the capacity to have believed in the absolute truth of another. Compassion decorated so heavily with the flora and fauna of Eden. Yet when that pale nimbus cast its shadow over the display, nought but an ocean of sand-scarred remains were there.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

How can you leave me there in silence? With the monsters in the night? They holler around their infernal hearth beckoning agony, despair n' regret. Their horrid shadows played out upon my mind and soul. I begged for your ear, as the one I hold most dear, to bring my ship to harbor in your eyes again

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

A tangled knot of veins throbs within my chest. My view is dull and overcast. My fingers and toes are cold and empty. Every moment of breath I catch the tide before it leaps out of me in earnest regret. My mind is rotten with jealousy. Am I ever the fool to believe I was worth a moment of your time?

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

It is as though my heart and mind do not matter to this world that I professed them to. She is unkind she is cruel, she claims to be mine but gives me none of her time. I am invisible. Is this wrath? Is this vengeance? Maybe I was born to deserve this very existence. Maybe Im chosen to suffer alone.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

The rain is out today. How it rumbles and stirs along my heart. I placed my dreams unto the ground, and begged for them to be nurtured. How frail I must be, for my everything to be so swept away by my own fascination with the tempest of your being. I pray not for the sun but your gentle caress again

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

So how is love supposed to be? With fangs bared full of insidious intent, to rip your flesh and blood from the world of man; to swallow your mind and spirit wholly that you may never live without? Is this life? Where now does my heart ache that the wound does not suffer cruel mistake? Vampiric fool.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Once more, I find my chest wrapped around my mind, beating with thoughts that are unfair and unkind. Who cursed my heart to desire something more than what it has? Who dares give space to the fleeting temptation of a love that goes beyond surface excavation? Yet, it is unholy. Unrequited. Unaccepted

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

I love letting wild flowers grow.

Close up photo of an American Burnweed(?) flower head. The flower head is being shared by three different wasp species, in descending order from small to large.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

Suppose it's a sense of unconscionable despair isn't it? A couple and total derangement from the beauty of the world. My heart beats fine, my eyes still marvel at the wonder of it all, but inside, the creative inspiration has at some point in time invoked the rite of Irish departure. I don't know.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

What strange horror begins to brew within my mind. A late night rest, with screen in hand, disturbed by an assortment of yelping in the distant beyond. What creature stirs in the penumbra of my understanding? Are you in pain, do you seek to share it with some unfortunate soul who offers sanctuary?

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

Having fun with the new Paladin class, discovered a bug with one of the ability that instantly one taps you.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 09/11/2025

Where oh where, did my mind go? Is it in a prism of thoughts I envisioned some long time ago? Am I here and now, where all my feelings turn to dust scattered about where I have been? Why have I returned to primal stage, where I must continue to devour myself to be free of that blinding emptiness?

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 21/10/2025

I know it may seem crazy, I know it may seem typical, but when my heart sinks low my urge to create soars. Woven tapestries of imagined worlds spring forth, vaunting realms free from the depths of my self imposed misery. Rainbows, butterflies, cryptid rogues and forest fires. Wake me to live again.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 24/09/2025

My heart beats in the night, waiting for a sun that promises to shine. Come the day, in hopeful wonder, it had formed eyes to see the world but only met the moon. Her chilling smile a cruel reminder of what was so desired. Her machinations designed to tease the beast within. I can't blame, it's me.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 06/09/2025

In a wingless slumber I found myself bound to a voyage over treacherous waters. From eager beginnings, to an uncovered liars lair. A raft and some sticks were my escape, gliding over the alligator's nape. I chased the legacy of my family, and came up on a creek filled with spiders. Oh how they crawl

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

At Shenandoah National park

Two swallowtail butterflies, and bumblebees share what I believe to be a thistle or giant ironweed flower.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 06/08/2025

So what if we express our darkest thoughts? All that would remain is our unspoken love. I didn't want to hear those words anyways. I want to feel them by your hands, I want to see them in your eyes, taste them upon your lips. My chest bursting with the sun's inferno, yearning to be free. Do you see?

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

I used to think I would have goals I would strive for when I was older. Now that I am here, I just want to lay down. Feel the roots of trees run through me and fix my gaze to the horizon, where I will watch the splendor of stars wave over the skies from dawn until dusk, dusk until dawn. It tempts me

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

They set up near my trash can so I will have to relocate them safely somehow

A small nest packed full of some kind of wasp, hanging under the chewed leaf of a fiddle leaf twig tree

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 02/07/2025

She talks in tune, she speaks with rhythm. A melody to my ears she is the hymn of the cherubim, but my soul is deaf. The way her lips moved I knew it was beauty and I cried but those ripples could not betray the stillness within. A mountain of death an ocean of silence, around me the carrion gathers

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

Inside of me there are two wolves. One a pessimist, and the other an optimist who fell for it.

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Imthem @imthem1.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

There is sweat on my arms. Oil in my hair. Pus on my back where the young coat splits open for fresh air. My nails are feeble and cracked, chewed bare. Spare no pity, my insides are less fair. Grotesque designs of carnal intent, wrathful tempests on a sunny day, doom by night. So what if we tried.

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