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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 18h

everything has gotten so damn expensive 😭

Mentally preparing for writing 3 months worth of invoices tomorrow 🫣 maybe I'll distract myself with some stairs-painting 😅😂

*picks up dinosaur, turns on light, points at cat and roars*

Trying to give my body some rest but I think I might cave to the "let's just go outside and move" part of my brain soon 😅😅

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Woman's Reaction: I Can't Even, Nope

i'm so tired and also so confused by people who have so much hate in them? that they just wanna spend their energy actively trying to cause problems?

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ALT: Woman's Reaction: I Can't Even, Nope

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Tim Gaedke @timgaedke.com · 26/09/2026

talent is a lie

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Soft launching my artiststore shop! Find cute stickers, keychains and more over here: artiststore.com/store/ilonka...

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such a long day yesterday, I think today will just be a rest day 😌 still feeling some anxiety in my body too but my knees are toast so I'll just have to deal with it 😅

ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I might very just as well not even tried to sleep, I woke up like every 30 minutes 💀 it's my nephews first birthday today for which I need to travel halfway across the country.. it's gonna be a long day 🫠😅

ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

New litterbox is in, let's hope this all goes well 🤞 It is quite a small one, but fearne is a pretty tiny cat and I'm kinda hoping the size might make her brother more likely to keep using the larger one 🤞🤞

ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Another hour long walk down, but I think it's time to rest for a few days again cause my knees are angry now 😅

ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Nobody thought I was actually done painting yet right? 🤣 I'm likely also finally continuing on the stairs next week unless I hear from the reno company about some issues..

First autumn nails of the year in the making 👀

Annndd we're ready! New stainless steel litterbox will be delivered tomorrow but I think this will work! It will also give fearne some walls to maybe feel more safe? + bonus fearne looking at me thinking "tf are you doing?"

Soft launching my artiststore shop! Find cute stickers, keychains and more over here: artiststore.com/store/ilonka...

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Realising just how lucky I am that if I walk 10 minutes from my house I'm in a forest

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Zennyatta is crawling into the blankets every night... they're so tangled idk how he even does it. I may need to start putting out an extra blanket for him cause he gets annoyed when i used it 🤣

ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

slowly working through some design ideas for an @artiststore.bsky.social shop and I just love this lil undead/franksteined fox so much 🥹

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

live footage of me trying to figure out how to make a 2nd litterbox work.... first is the current setup where I can only halfway open the door. Issue with the 2nd is it would be hard to reach the 2nd litterbox and the 3rd one is bad feng shui and leaves a really tight walkway 🥲

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

red panda astronaut from a couple years ago vs today!

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Resisted the urge to go for a long bikeride (which I may regret, we'll see 🤣) but did spot this heron chilling with the cows omw to get some groceries 👀

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Well... that's a nazi symbol on a wall that wasn't there before 💀

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I'm not sure where my brain is at today, but I don't think its anywhere near me 😅🤣

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figured I'd try setting up an artiststore shop, but I'm overwhelmed and also slightly disappointed by things like stickers are sold in sets of 5 or 10. I understand the production with stickers is just not ideal for 1 offs, but what is a buyer gonna do with 5 or 10 of the same sticker? 😅😅

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Throwback to me preparing for Darktow

I woke up with a single line of a song in my head and I can't find the damn song (I know what playlist it would've been on, and it's just gone). I'm so annoyed 😩

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Gosh I should've cut my hair weeks ago 🤣

Hahah the last thing I expected to read in sherlock holmes was a story of a woman cycling and being followed by a man (also on a bicycle) 😂 every Dutch woman has been in this situation surely 😂😂

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SGSOLGNDX;LFGBN I FUCKING HATE GENERATIVE AI. WHY CAN I NOT GO LOOK FOR REFERENCE PICTURES WITHOUT LITERALLY EVERYTHING BEING GENAI SLOP

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every once in a while I get a flyer from a takeout restaurant thats like "get a free meal if you spend €15" and I always fall for it 😂 tbf basically 3 large meals for about €20 is not too bad

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Fortunate to live so close to nature

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

my uncle & aunt were married x many years, so he put a beautiful wedding picture online.... oh wait, he first had to put it through a really heavy AI filter 🥲💀 There's something incredibly dystopian feeling about putting your wedding pictures through AI as if the original isn't good enough.

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Being very tired means my brain is throwing a lot of things at me 😔 crazy how a handful of people can have such a massive impact on someone's life..

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

it's almost time for halloween goodness to take over, so halloween YCH emotes are back AND I've even added a few new ones! I've also opened slots for the other non-holiday related YCHs so you can pick up even more affordable emotes if you want 🤭

Halloween emote YCHs: blind mummy, zombie with a bloody knife, witch hugging a black cat, popping out of a pumpkin saying "BOO!", vampire biting heart, and evil scheming devil.

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Made myself go outside again cause sitting at home isn't doing me any good 😅

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The Longest Johns - NEW TOUR 2026 @thelongestjohns.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

When the song says to row... Cologne TONIGHT Leuven TOMORROW Aalborg MONDAY Copenhagen TUESDAY Let's see you there! www.thelongestjohns.com/live #TheLongestJohns #SeeYouInThePit #FolkMusic #Europe

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Positive side I guess of the sads setting in: even my meds can't give me an appetite 🤣

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Just feeling quite... melancholy today (for multiple reasons). Please send pet pics or silly memes🥹

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ilonka 🌱💜 @ilonkadraws.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Idk if this was the right choice or not, but I figured it'd maybe be better to still move a little today and not just sit at home 😅

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Any cr (c4) fans - the band I went to has a song on their latest album that goes "put down your plowshares, and pick up your swords" and every time I hear that line my brain short-circuits 🤣

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I'm in so much pain, but it was worth it! Enjoy this clip of Dutch people being Dutch and crazy (yes that's a couple hundred people on the floor rowing 🤣🏴‍☠️🦜)

Gosh it's so fun going to bookshops. (Would probs be more fun if it wasn't raining so much lol)

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I guess the "I dare" card from yesterday is continuing today cause I just finally cut up my darktow shirt 😱 I've never done it before, but I'm kinda tired of "unisex" shirts that are really just re-branded mens shirts 🤣

(Deleting all my messy posts) Having chronic depression is rough, and somehow the fun moments where you have fun make it harder. All my brain wants after last night is to go to another show. But that show is tonight. I might be fine if I go, or I might be housebound for a week.