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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

sorry for the silence! i've been hard at work on a gamedev project, including the music and graphics. i won't really be active on these accounts anymore, but i'll update you once i have something to show. any support would help, you can find me on kofi! ko-fi.com/ilmutus

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

sorry for the radio silence. my health and life have changed a lot. i'm not feeling too well. it was nice knowing some of you folks. but i'm not sure if i wanna have social media at this point.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

lowk there's no actual reason for me to be alive lol. but i have an art project i want to finish and gf who would be sad if i died. but objectively i should end it.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

i feel bad that i got a small following from making video essays, when in reality i've been pivoting to music and game development. i just hope people enjoy my work in the future. i feel guilty for not tweeting about anime enough i guess

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

after 15 years of saying "yeah i'll get to it", i finally beat MOTHER 2. holy fucking shit dude. perfect game no notes.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

the knight who likes roaring

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

look at my cat his name is lenny

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

holy fuck man. what a game.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

mildly risque but hiiiiii

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

sorry for being inactive. there's been ongoing construction at my place for 2 months and i'm not really in the mood to work right now.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

finally played CRITICAL TRIAL. i've been eyeing this game for a while because i love the artstyle. it was excellent. one of the most moving games i've played in a while. super cute too.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

the source is "amnesia: a machine for pigs".

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

i've been brushing up on my voice acting skills. here's a monologue i like.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

thank you so much. i've been unable to work due to life circumstances but i'm glad you appreciate my work.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

yeah i had to lower the chorus an octave sorry lol

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

practicing vocals again. it's a little rough but i like it. this is the cinderella grey OP.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

i'm making a new album but i feel bad about releasing it. i don't think people should listen to me or care about me anymore. i think it's good but i feel like a poisoned well. unworthy of anything at all.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

sorry for not making any art in a long time, i feel guilty for calling myself an artist. but i've deteriorated to a point where i can't really make anything, i can barely think. i mostly stutter my way through conversations and spend hours sitting alone, feeling alone. sorry.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

hey good news, my psychiatrist changed my meds. hopefully this will make me feel better and i can work again :-)

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

i'll probably finish the ultraman vid in the coming month but after that i really need to talk to a medical professional.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

i haven't been able to properly sleep in like 2 months and idk what's causing it. might be the meds? but it's made working on anything nearly impossible. i feel guilty about putting the channel on hiatus but i'm really not doing well lol.

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farfin @farfin.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

her hand gets more pawlike everyday

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

hey, i relaunched my patreon as a life support page. i don't know when my channel will return. but if you want me to not die, please go here. (link below)

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

just letting y'all know that i took the patreon down. and i'm ceasing production of videos and things of that nature. i've just been dealing with a lot and after many health concerns i think i'm about ready to stop. i currently don't have a job so idk what i'm gonna do about money but yeah.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

hey, i'm not really doing okay anymore. i think i might shut down the patreon and other stuff if that's okay. i'm about ready to call it. i don't know if i can finish the next video.

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GroDIE JoDIE @grodiejodie.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

I don’t draw but I wanted to draw illya

my very simplistic drawing of Illyasviel von Einzbern from the Fate series, a short white haired girl wearing a long coat and a hat. an arrow is pointing to her labeled “Weird Bug?”

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serah @etherealserah.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Had a nice foggy walk home the other morning.

View of a grassy path next to a canal. Trees and houses fade into the dense fog.

View of a canal from above. It proceeds forward into the dense mist, overlooked by trees fading into the grey.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

im a fake fan because the only draken ive played is drakengard 3... and it's squeam

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

wish i could go back in time and teach david lynch how to use gmod. bet he would've made some crazy ass machinimas

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

teito monogatari is so good. i highly recommend the akio jissoji film.

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chin @weezerpenis.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

guy who just found some old origami paper voice: many of you would fold in this situation

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GroDIE JoDIE @grodiejodie.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

they should put saber in sonic racing and sonic rumble. I think saber and sonic would be good friends for a plethora of reasons. sega would make a saberillion dollars.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

the new video might take a while to fully edit, since i've been having trouble sleeping and working. i will try to get it out within a reasonable time, but pls be patient.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

finally got to the episode where ultraseven gets crucified

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

what the hell's going on here?

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

i've been rewatching this recently so i drew some fanart.

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serah @etherealserah.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

Sometimes someone posts "54% of US adults read below a sixth-grade level" with a snide, implicitly self-aggrandising comment attached and it really bubbles my piss juice. Low literacy is a failure of system, not personal responsibility. Nobody chooses to be illiterate.

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maria @ilmutus.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

i have not watched video essays in a long time. my FYP is old camcorder reviews, chemistry vids, and this vietnamese auntie that fixes TVs.

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