Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 05/09/2025weird feeling looking up, seeing a fedex plane, and realizing there's a decent chance it just got here from Memphis. feels like such a small world, no matter how massive it really is 010
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 03/09/2025sometimes i spend way too long searching for something only to find it in the most obvious place 030
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 01/01/2025here's to a few weeks of getting the year wrong when writing down dates 030
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 18/10/2024whoa that last row is a *lot* more intense ... or maybe it's the glass of wine I had shortly before 020
Reposted by NicoleLibera Chat @libera.chat · 01/04/2024Hello! We're excited to announce that we're going to undertake a rebrand which will more accurately reflect the community here on the network. Please take a moment to purruse our work in progress redesigned website at libera.cat !libera.catLibera CatMrr Mew-mewmeow MEW meowreow paw PURR purrmeow purrmeowmeow! 0129
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 30/12/2023i follow a "best of both worlds" approach here: take amphetamines then as they kick in immediately go for 7 hours of sleep 010
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 25/11/2023my therapist once asked if I have trust issues. I told him I don't. can't trust him to know the truth 020
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 02/09/2023tbh i bet they don't even have a sandcat mode where they avoid hoovering up sand 010
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 07/08/2023it's been too long since i last got a haircut but i'm still procrastinating on actually getting one again 😳 030
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 07/08/2023worst thing is when it starts self-reinforcing because I'm just not used to having a comfy chat with people anymore and find it increasingly difficult to keep up with friends :x I'm thinking maybe I need to just try more, and hope people think I'm "nice enough" even if I'm shy at first 000
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 07/08/2023of course, after posting this I end up talking to more people in half a day than I usually do in a week I used to be better at this (especially with conversations online) and maybe socializing less is part of why I've been feeling so out of it lately 100
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 07/08/2023you'd think the fact that everytime i dare overcome my anxiety and approach people myself leaves me feeling significantly better for days after would motivate me to do so more often, but alas that doesn't seem to be how my brain works? 110
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 07/08/2023the eternal struggle of wanting to talk more with friends and on here but also worrying about being too annoying and/or boring so i barely talk to anyone anymore unless poked directly 😶 110
Reposted by NicoleCynthia @cynthia.re · 04/07/2023ok so there is kansas and arkansas, so where is eskansas? (credit to @ilbelkyr.net for pointing this out) 153
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 24/06/2023pondering spending a night out near the mountains to try and get some nice pics of the night sky without as much light pollution, though i'm not entirely sure about the logistics yet ideally i'd also want a proper camera for this but that's for future me to figure out 020
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 15/06/2023wanna go stargazing but there's one big star just taking up the entire sky, rude 040
Reposted by NicoleLibera Chat @libera.chat · 09/06/2023can someone explain this app in rfc1459 terms 2237
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 18/05/2023the answer to "what software does this info display run on" surprisingly often boils down to a system configured to boot into a fullscreen browser tab and honestly, it's not even a bad choice in most cases 130
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 23/04/2023on the way back I took a lovely tram along the riverside, flanked by trees. I really need to explore the little towns around here a bit more 010
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 23/04/2023decided to go up a mountain today, the moment I step on the train it gets cloudy. Still a nice view though 120
Nicole @ilbelkyr.net · 17/04/2023being able to use your own domain as a username is neat but it's also making me realize I've been procrastinating on actually putting a website behind mine for many years now, whoops 050