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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

i'm so at peace doing things on my own in my own time. no commitment to entertain anyone, no obligation to be there for anyone. i was so productive today. my emotions were stable. i felt so pleasant all day.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

i rely too much on enrichment from ppl i want six feet under every other day. hell.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

i can tell april is almost over .... because idgaf anymore. emotional sensitivity? where. insecurity? where. empathy that isn't logical? where.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

yo why is my mom taking her sweet ass time in the bathroom does she know i have to leave for placement in 30 mins.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

went from smiling rlly fondly to throwing up girl bye

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

i also think it's a little silly that only leith and cin have checked in on me so far this month without me having to say something in advance and no one else has even bothered with like. a "hey how are you doing?" but immmm trying not to think about that bc i don't want to sound selfish.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

on odd occasions i realize how much april is beating my ass despite me not actively feeling anything and this is one of those moments where i am now incredibly self aware of all the bad habits that have reared their head this month and how in absence of feeling there are still Signs.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

also not to get a little. personal. but i also lowkey think im entering mild empathy burnout bc so many people have been coming to me with their problems Already this month and like. normally i'm fine with that, i like being there for people i care about and helping them and maybe it's selfish

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

hi again world. sorry i haven't been active much, april is predictably beating my ass and i have 0 energy. finals week is Also beating my ass. and i fear ive now entered a stage where i could not care less about anything or anyone. #slay #fuckitweball #ihavetogetupbutihighkeydgaf

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

my thought of the night is that sometimes i kind of feel bad for people that like me. like i Know that i'm hot and im fun to be around and i'm caring, i'm good at communicating, i'm supportive and gentle and selfless and loving in my own way. and 90% of the time that's enough. but that 10%

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

all i do is sleep. and sleep more. and keep sleeping.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

i miss my baseball man this game isn't the same without him.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

the one time i decide i want to watch the ball game all the way through and my man is off the lineup bc of an injury wtf 🥹

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

i think i got 10 pounds of shampoo in my eyes but i also started thinking about how rubén Also has moments like this and now im taking it out on him. god bless.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

i think moments like this Also make me miss aris bc of. all the times i would call him when i couldn't breath and he would sit with me for hours while i just. sobbed on the phone. and like considering the fact he Also never respected my boundaries, he was good at reassurance and he listened.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

hi now i'm over here before i shower bc i feel crazy.

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evil lixie @euphoniious.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

kasper is a fucking mastermind

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

i miss gannibal. i would like to rewatch gannibal for the millionth time.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

you know what i'm going to do tonight. re-analyze my attitudinal psyche. deep dive into the science Again. because i feel like i've cycled through so many and none of them Make Sense but i am feeling explicitly self-aware right now so we may have some hope.

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LཐིཋྀVE, RORO! @boinglywoingly.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

inserting the picture of not only the joypilled creature but also the joypilled hamster rn. hehehe.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

anyway. rowan and i irl if u care. ok? ok.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

yk what imma do this month. whenever it gets rlly late and quiet imma just start trauma dumping aris lore to this acct until you're all caught up.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

okay my lovers tonight's vent is about the fact that i love my friends and sometimes i Do dream of settling down and having a proper romantic partner and building a future with them but i am #alwaysletdown and i just. don't like feeling i'm competing? so fuck it we ball.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

took mydei off main just to move him here.

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LཐིཋྀVE, RORO! @boinglywoingly.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

hehehehe A WIN FOR TONTON!!

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

gonna work on theee kin thread + to watch/read thread on my dump server.

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

today i learnt that my nephew is on house arrest and has an ankle monitor annnnd my one brother has decided he's suddenly evolved into a saint and is now making his entire relationship with my other brother + his house a nightmare. 🙂‍↕️

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𝓚. ⋆ 🪼 @idiosynrsy.bsky.social · 03/04/2026