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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 53m

I can't wait for something that doesn't exist. A temporary mirage without reflection The question is: Can I destroy the illusion build something new with the pieces something real but very different? Or has the mirage put a stamp on my heart Too much ink to wipe away. #poetry

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 10h

Writing letters I'll never send Cause no words will change How things are The only Reasonable Action: Doing nothing Standing still Waiting For something Without a name Im so very bad at Doing nothing Against my nature Maybe My nature Is against What I Long for #poetry

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 23h

Started to put up my Halloween decorations! 🧡🎃🧡🎃🖤

Fake spiderweb with spiders across a window.

Plastic skeleton amd skeleton dog sitting next to a record player. Three small decoration pumpkins.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I need a detox from myself. Im so fckn tierd of feeling things.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

A friend asked me a question today that was a bit of an eye opener; If people get scared away when you show them who u really are do u really want those people in your life? I've been a rebel my whole life, but I've also been tremendously scared of rejection, trying soo hard to be liked.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Sometimes when I try to listen For my inner voice Its just Quiet Not still Not tranquil Just empty A halt in the air Before you Fall down The ravine Maybe it's cause Im not still often enough I've forgotten To search for myself before I ask others to find me #poetry #shadowwork

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Whats a thing you do that gives you comfort even though u think its slightly embarrassing? Mine is rewatching the cheesy but adorable queer romantic christmas movie "single all the way" no matter which month it is... 😉❤️

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Had a great time yesterday! It was so much fun going out with somebody who likes to dance and who dont give a fck how they look while doing it. Felt like 20 something again. 🤘 Looking forward to more concerts and clubbing @rikardfvs.bsky.social 💋

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

To go out between 6 pm and 10:30 pm is fantastic. Back in my flat and bed just after 11 pm and very pleased with the evening. Got to drink beer, dance, hang out wirh a dear friend and enjoy great music. 😊

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Don't really know if I've got the audience for it 😉🖤💜🖤 but if you like what I do, it would be an honor if u would like to be a monthly subscriber. Every member will get a custom made digital collage and early access to new art pieces. If you have the possibility, please consider it. 💋💋 #art

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What I create: I make physical and digital collages. Both abstract and figurative. I love working with old archive material, a very niche theme or to do illustrations for articles or book covers.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

My tangled innards A ravel of thoughts A rumble not humble Of memorys caught My tangled innards A mess of one kind A heart's just a muscle infecting the mind My tangled innards A strange path of hope There's things to discover In a hearts messy loop #witchsky #poetry #folkpoetry

Tangled lump of yarn, wool and fabric. Stitched and crocheted together. Hanging by a window. Blue skies seen trough the glass.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I try to tell myself that I don't really long for romance. That Im ok with friendship, laughter, great sex. But I can't help it. I really long to be swept away. To feel that and know that the other person feels the same.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Some pictures from my late night walk. Can you see the scary pareidolia in one of them? 😁🖤💜🖤

Shadow of bushes, lit up fasades . A streetlight

Fallen leafs on the ground. Trees partly lit up by streetlight. A path with trees on each side seen in the background.

Trees, an apartment building and a small street. Shadows and streetlights

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Rikard Friberg von Sydow @rikardfvs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I am on this fun compilation, released today. camembertelectrique.bandcamp.com/album/va-46-...

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[VA #46] – SOURCE UNKNOWN, by Various Artists

74 track album

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Weekend! Tomorrow me and @rikardfvs.bsky.social are going to a local HC/punk show at an independent culture house. Really looking forward to just hang out, dance, have a few pints and maybe get lost in a moshpit. 😉

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Finally October! Im gonna try to post a favorite Horror books each day during the month, all the way to Samhain/Halloween. I'll pin this post and create a tread of great books for us horror lovers. 🎃🎃🎃📚📚📚

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Made a mini poetry-zine of my lastest stream of consciousness poetry. One original (cut out pieces and glue) and a few copies on regular and mint green paper. Feels good but a bit nervous. But feels great to just do something and not overthink it. #poetry #witchsky #shadowwork

Inside of poetry zine. Cut out printed poems with small pictures by each.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Just a librarian sending texts to their lover when the library is closed. 😉 2 h left of work. 2 book trolleys with books to reshelf. Mails to answer. Plans to plan. Then, hopefully I can get home and call him. Got some alone time at home, 2 h this afternoon. 2+2+2 💋☺️

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Morning mind Full of yesterdays and Now All is The Same thing Making sense of everything at once Is too much Every Given second Times floating Changing What happend Could have been Ages ago A weeks absence A year A decade #poetry #streamofconsciousness

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Sometimes I wish I could see myself Trough your eyes Understand what you see What you Don't And maybe understand That the don'ts are ok If what's seen makes all the difference #poetry #poetrysky

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Spent some time rearranging and replanting a few of my potplants today. Put away the mini- greenhouse and got lots of new space on the windowsill. Taking care of my plants always clears my head. And its a way for me to acknowledge the changing of seasons. #plantsky #witchsky #planttherapy

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

To think about How you should Stop Thinking About the things You dont want to Think of Body and mind aching of abstinence Missing what was only A shimmering Delusion To know part of it can be Retrieved Rebuilt But the picture Painted Was Never Really there. #poetry

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Its almost 7 years since I met my close friend Per for the last time. I obviously didn't knew that then. A few months later, spring 2020, he passed away from hearfailure, 37 yrs old. I still think of him all the time. Today when listening to a new album, I though, Per would love this. 💜💜💜

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I love reading @theswampwytch.bsky.social posts about the wild nature around her home. There's so many amazing birds, mushrooms and plants that I've never known of, if it wasn't for these posts.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

First print sold! 😍 Big thanks to sweet @homosatanis.bsky.social who could easy have gotten one for free. 💋💋💋 Now carefully packed and ready to send tomorrow. If anyone else is interested you can order one via ko-fi.com/idgieheather More prints of other collages coming soon. 🙂

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Got to hang out with the cutest dog today. Mia, dog of cute friend @verklighetsflykt.bsky.social

Cute, curly grey dog sitting in sofa next to androgynous person with short curly hair, glasses and black t-shirt.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I enjoy going to pubs alone, studying people. Sometimes I don't feel like socialising in person, but I like to be in a crowded room, with no social obligations.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Looks tierd, but at least I feel rather stylish. Prideparty in my hometown tonight, but haven't decided if Im gonna go. Don't know if I've got energy enough to be in a big crowd of people. Might stay home, finishing my collage and watch a good queer classic movie instead.

Slightly worn queer person with short messy brown hair. Turquoise jacket, shirt and glasses.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Having honest and respectful conversations are a fckn beautiful thing. I want to send out a huge thanx to friends here and irl for talking with me when my brain and heart creates a mess. And for all the support in general. You know who you are. ❤️

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

In a way almost everyone has a connection to the magic of nursery rhymes. I remember when my father used to sing the Swedish folk song "vyssan lull" for me. I then sang it for my son. I still get calm today when I sing it. For me, music and singing has a special kind of magic in its own right.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

After an emotionally challenging week your allowed to eat a cheese platter for dinner. That damn hope has started to spiralling again though, and even if it softens the worst anxiety, its not worth to let it grow. Is there a word for hope that's less dreamy and more logical and realistic?

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Poetry allows you to stare in to yourself and get something back Sometimes a loud scream But sometimes A tap on the shoulder A reminder that People Have been trough The same Things As you Stay. #poetry #brokenheart #mentalhealth

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

This is not The end But I dont know What the opposite is Can I choose To stand Absolutely still Let the forest Grow around me Can I rest Before I run To deep

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Hope is not a promise But if somebody lights a match in an abyss You will reach for it If you wait long enough will the flame fade or will dawn replace the fire #poetry #witchsky #brokenheart

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

You know the feeling when the worst panic has faded and somebody asks you if you've ever read about attachment theory? 😅

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I got trough today. Thats enough. Friends tell me that its good that I have emotions, that I can cry. Maybe that's true, but sometimes I really wish that I could just be somebody else. Don't know who though.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I need to keep myself busy. Do things instead of thinking. Would you like to have a poster of one of my artworks? I print them on good paper and send them carefully wrapped. Name a price that works for you and I'll try to work out the cheapest postage price. A3 or A4 or postcard size.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Yarrow leafes to heal the hurt. Rosehip to see that what withered may grow again. Honey as a reminder that there's sweetness left. Sage to se beyond the smoke Basil 💚 For me to read my heart and see what's right and not make hastily decisions. To be patient and listen. To rest. #witchsky

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

"She once had a name" Digital collage of old portrait photograph from early 1900's, forgotten in a book at the local library. September 2026. #photography #artsky

Digital Collage made of several copies of the same photograph, placed above eachother with different transparency and directions.

Original photography from the early 1900s. A young woman in white high collar dress, leaning her hand at her chin, smiling. Hair put up.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Im sorry for venting so much here. You dont have to read if these kind of posts trigger more sadness in you. 💜 I survived the RPG- course for librarians during the morning. It was actually a lot fun and great to focus on something else. Im still shaky though. Like im having an anxiety hangover.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Im so tierd of sadness and anxiety. I try really hard to focus on the good things I have in my life, but sometimes it feels like Im just not meant to be happy. Tomorrow might be slightly better. Just need to get trough today.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Dear #witchsky and other close bluesky friends. Need some advice on how to acknowledge sorrow without having a meltdown. If you to are a person with a lot of strong feelings, how do you handle those without falling apart?

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

My life will not fall to pieces. I can handle this. Im still here. He, and the rest of my friends are still here. Im not alone. Im not abandoned. Im just a silly, foolish, romantic old queer who's dreams are to big.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Sometimes dreams makes you very irrational.

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

In a few hours Im finally on the train to see my lover again. ❤️

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Idgie Heather @idgieheather.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Gonna give this a try. If you feel like supporting my art, please feel free to leave a small tip. I would love to do more collages for special purposes, like an album cover or more illustrations for articles. ☺️. If your interested, please give me a shout! ko-fi.com/idgieheather

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