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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 21h

heard my mom’s phone go off and had a moment of panic thinking it was my brother’s aids calling with an emergency... remembered he’s gone. urgh.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

got an estimate to have my brother's name added to my dad's headstone (it's like a whole plot)........... $2800

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I like how they gave all the enemies in silent hill censorship panties. I’m okay with a mutilated person running around with a sheet of metal bisecting their head, but I draw the line at bare ass.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

me and gillian anderson have matching eye freckles you’re all so jealous

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

there’s also a kind of goat that stores all its fat in its ass but I forget what it’s called. Looks ridiculous though.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

sometimes I see a picture of a bactrian camel and my first thoughts are always “I forgot these animals exist” and “there’s no way that’s a real animal” in that order.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I've been feeling vaguely ill lately and it's annoying. no fever, no cough, no chills, no sneezing, not headache... but everything hurts. think I'm just tired and stressed and my body is threatening to take me out if it doesn't get some reprieve soon.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

in a thousand years after I am long gone and future archaeologists have learned how to excavate data from mid-00's computer drives, I hope they find the ship art my sister and I made of gordon ramsay and kimahri ronso from final fantasy x

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

my local historical society is auctioning off the most perplexing collection of goods this morning. there is signed football. there is an ammonite fossil. there are 68 rolls of pennies. there are vintage playboys. a mr. magoo doll. a 19th century singer sewing machine. plastic cups.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

sometimes I feel like I’m being punished and that there’s some secret ritual to do or mindset that I can achieve to make the punishment stop but it’s constantly just beyond the scope of my understanding

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I’ve been rewatching breaking bad with my mom for the first time… it is *crazy* to watch something like this and compare it to how you used to see it when you are nearly 15 years older and wiser lmao

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I have dreams about water all the time (cisterns, tidal waves, rapids, etc) but lately I've been having a lot of dreams about walls of fish tanks full of the weirdest shit you could possibly imagine... I have no idea where any of it is coming from or what it's supposed to mean

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I have to wait a month and a half for some reason even though it's apparently Bad??? and I told the dentist I'm allergic to penicillin so they gave me amoxicillin-- you know, amoxicillin of the penicillin family-- so now I have a cool rash too. I can't stop winning

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

overcome by the urge to draw wolfwood

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

guess who has to get a root canal and whose insurance wont cover it

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

going to the emergency dentist today. I love my life

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I think it should be illegal to advertise “up to 80% off” your store and then make me slog through a hundred pop-ups begging for my email just to tell me that the only thing that’s even remotely under $40 (shipping not included) is a pair of socks.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I'm not allowed to think about the stargaze finale too much or else my brain will not let it go until I publicly crash out about it

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

ate my weight in tzatziki and cucumbers six hours ago and am still paying for it

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

we should be blaming henry ford for more of our problems

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

I think dolly parton might be the first celebrity death I’ve ever cried over lol. She really makes me want to be a better person.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I'm 99.99% sure that I'm going to have to give up on grad school for now and I'm having a /really/ hard time with it bc I've spent the last nine months planning my life around it, and my family's kinda acting like I just have a teenage attitude problem or something

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I'm glad I took the time to write such a professional email

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I woke up at 4am this morning so I could get some work done before driving all the way down to Delaware to pick up a used saddle that would fit Castle on the recommendation of my trainer's saddle fitter. I called the tack shop to make sure they Definitely Really Had It In Stock (bc tack shops are-

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

the people I'm petsitting for have cable so out of pure sloth I have just been leaving the american ninja warrior channel on. it's incredible to see how fun it was in the beginning and watching the athletes grow increasingly more egomaniacal and callous as the years go on.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

btw I'm petsitting this week which means walking/running/hiking like 6 miles/day for the next four days. I have made a grave mistake

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

watching the admin unravel is nice but can we hurry it up? I need someone to fall down the front steps at the white house and die at least

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I woke up this morning with some kind of bug bite or sting on my ass (back of my hip) and it’s like the size of a baseball and itches so bad 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I'm taking the phrase "morally gray" out of everyone's lexicon today. you can't use it anymore.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

did a bunch of deadlifts for the first time in a while and was like "heh. that was easy." set my equipment down and tried to walk away and my legs went

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

I need to continue my mission of getting turbo shredded. nobody will tell me not to snack when I am beefcake woman master of the universe.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

best friend came over with her new puppy and for two hours I was normal but now they’re gone and I’m sad and evil again

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Every night for the past few weeks it’s cooled down just enough that the AC stops kicking on, but the humidity is so high that it’s just as hot and stuffy if I try opening the windows.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

and i know it doesn't really work this way but i am also so frustrated that they spent time and money on inventing doppleganger roberto and including the insipid fact that meryl had a butler etc etc etc when they could have uhhhhhhhhh put efforts towards more important things such as

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

can't believe they were like "this singular concept was our guide and goal through the entirety of the project" and then stargaze just like..... forgor

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

there's no way to share a screenshot without doxing myself but Castle's vet started using one of his coggins photos as a header for all their emails to me and it is the most School Picture Day photo of him on the planet and it kills me lmao

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

i need an exorcism. like it's probably pms, but I need a priest.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Whenever I’m not churning out a ton of art I feel exactly like I’ve just lost my job o(-(

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I’m in such a piss ass mood today it’s embarrassing lol

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

I feel like it should be so illegal that a money app is suggesting that I gamble. like does my bank want to do a line together? jesus christ

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

welp. vitals are good and the chest xray was clear. they do think it *might* be cushings, though... SIGH. another thing to test for with his regular vet, I guess. glad that they didn't see any masses or anything like that, at least.

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

Ended up taking him to the ER. can’t stand watching him stress for another five days 🫠 waiting…

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

I am anxious about my dog 😞 the thyroid meds have done wonders for him mental— he’s actually present and engaged with life again— but he’s drinking SO much water lately and breathing kind of fast… we already lowered his dosage once, but now it’s worse. Vet wants to do an xray at his follow-up

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

feeling vaguely uneasy today and idk why

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

got a wild hair this morning and trimmed the hedges with shears gor an hour and then did bodywork stuff with castle at the barn, and then I went riding, and now I’m home and have no grip strength whatsoever 💀 my fingers are shaking as I type this lol

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HC lite @hollysquaring.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

idk what it is but every barrel racer I've met over the last 10-ish years has been on the spectrum of mean to downright cruel. that can't be how everyone is but like...... what on earth is the deal. what about clover patterns has made you so angry

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