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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 5h

The single most useless I have ever felt is the five minutes after he left I spent staring at the loaded gun I had available. Subspace can really make me actively fight against my own self interest. It hits me so hard it’s actively a problem.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 8h

I barely feel human right now. Just a sentient ball of sadness and rage and grief and frustration. I’m avoiding the people I care about so I don’t bite heads off or scream cry in their direction.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I wouldn’t let someone else talk like this. He did things I didn’t consent to and didn’t stop when I safe worded. I was raped. I’m just. Fuck I’m struggling to process and understand what happened to me.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

If I wasn’t the fucking moron that invited him to my home I’d say he raped me. I feel violated. And broken.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

After care is not fucking optional.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I had a date scheduled 630-10. Strict time for needs of the house. He showed up at 830 and is still in the shower at 9.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

So, one of the experiments finished. Still needs to age. But. My roommate took one sip and loudly proclaimed “oh that’s DANGEROUS.” It tastes like a jolly rancher. And is stronger than most beer. Need to get the color right but. Holy fuck that is good.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Getting carved up. Having her look down with hunger for a thing to carve her name into. Wearing her name on your thigh … The feeling of steel changing you. The casual “don’t flinch or I’ll seriously hurt you” before she starts. I am so fucking lost for her. And I am so much better for it.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Kkkkkkkknnnnni… kniffeeee plaaaaaaay ….

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Putting together a new batch of drinks. This one is about to be fermented. The goal is threefold: 1) Look like blood in a glass. 2) Taste sweet, like a raspberry sorbet. 3) Be strong enough that a girl with a low tolerance could do shots of it (~20% ABV.) I’m calling it “Her Blood.”

Three bottles of liquid in wine bottles about to be fermented. They are a dark red color.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

... oh I should start a horny kink t-shirt line ...

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

This is literally me holy shit I need this in my life holy shit this would make me worse in the most interesting ways …

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

“I don’t care if you have dysphoria fuckdolls are fuckdolls and I’m using you as one.” Getting a punch in the stomach if I don’t keep the rhythm … This. This sounds like an excellent night. This would fix me.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Holy fuck this is insanely hot. God I need to call that girl who wanted to do the same thing but with German commands so she could hang out and talk to her roommate and I wouldn’t start thinking I was people … She moved to California but how expensive can shipping a dog be?

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Completely and totally normal about this … Yup. Not at all watching this and pawing at myself or anything. Fuujjuuuuuuuuuck…

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

So I have a pet now. ^.^ A feral fox who has full permission to leave deep bruises. But. She’s mine. Fuck am I happy about it.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

This girl called me her handler when I was casually playing with her fox side and it Did Things. My heart legitimately glowed.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Having trouble feeling sexy today. Will return to fun intense times tomorrow.

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Heretic Raven TC @chelkashrein.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Dollgirl that age regresses to a plushy or an action figure, call that a toymoder

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Fun fact: Muscles and tissue is made by a process called hypertrophy. You rip the muscles doing a thing and make new stonger ones. More damage = more growth. So beating a trans woman’s tits is legitimately a way to encourage their growth. Would someone like to help me by beating my tits blue? ^.^

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

There is nothing hotter than someone smelling you and then immediately needing to tear into you. Like the scent of you turns them into a monster you should be a little bit afraid of. You smell like prey and they’re not interested in discussing they NEED to fucking use you hard. Instant puddle.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Turn your brain off. Become his thing. Become his urinal. Become his porn. Be a good toy.

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Queer Armorer @queerarmorer.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

You are allowed to be hurt. You are allowed to cry your eyes out. Collapse into a ball. You are allowed to be overwhelmed when things are overwhelming. Just keep going. Do not let the hateful fucks who want every queer person in a fucking coffin to see more life than we do. Keep. Fucking. Going.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Screw sweet talk. Send me messages that tell me you’ll do humiliating degrading painful things to me, and punish me more if the evidence isn’t already deleted when you show up. That’s romance to me.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Kink is therapy to me. When I have a truly atrocious week and I’m struggling with family and life stuff, it can truly help reset me to turn my brain off and become a thing for someone else. I can stop being overwhelmed with the universe and just exist as yours. A fleshlight doesn’t have trauma.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Turn your brain off. Become his thing. Become his urinal. Become his porn. Be a good toy.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Date got me an uber and then told me to wear a plug. Every. SINGLE bump is making me want to moan. And there is a driver here lol.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

1, I’m a chew toy those aren’t scary.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

To the worst people of Grindr: I have burned down every closet I’ve ever been forced into, why the FUCK would I go back in one just to get some mediocre dick game from someone who won’t touch me when he finishes and thinks handcuffsare “kinky” ? Get the actual fuck out of here please and thank you.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Throatfucking sessions are best sessions.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Throatfucking sessions are best sessions.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

And she dumped me. I’m too broken to be worth owning or something. I don’t know. I’m a lot I guess. Legitimately struggling to process all this. Gonna go fall the fuck apart.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

This was barely up a day and I already have an owner throwing it out and telling me to be her good girl. I am insanely happy about this development though. A doll needs to be owned and I had forgotten this glow.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Holy shit. So um. I have an owner now. And they have decided I’m going back on hormones. And my pronouns and going to be she/her, and personalized, I might be a doll but she wants a pretty girl doll. And I’m going to be a pretty girl for her. I am so fucking happy.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

This one really needs this. It would not be fixed by this but it would be made worse in new and wonderful ways.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

Spent last night being passed between two sadistic dominants. Some times dreams do come true.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

Youth is embracing that you're Sartha-coded and you just want to get ripped apart because it feels good. Maturity is realizing that the mental side of you that doesn't like existing still needs to get fixed no matter how fun the ripping is. Sometimes you need to just exist with a cup of tea.

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Latex Dolly Nikki @latexdollynikki.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

How to cum: Step 1 - Don't.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

Writing my limits down for a new Dom is always a reminder that I’ve borderline fucking broken. Yes I did just beg for someone I haven’t met to burn me with a cigar and train me on the hand signals his German Shepherd knows why do you ask?

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

So, chastity cages are hot. You know what's hotter? Humping someone's leg like a pathetic little fuckdoll while you suck their cock, and being so pent up that you cum and end up having to lick it off. Also stay tuned. Hot photos and videos coming this week. Possibly related.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

Holy fuck this is amazingly useful ...

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

I think this technically counts as not having adult material in it. There's no genital's showing in this image. The fact that it's down my throat shouldn't matter. It's just down a storage hole.

A drone in a storage position between a dominant's legs.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

Profile reboot. Personal reboot. This is for my Succubus Side and I'm focusing on that without apologies. I am here to make others hornier. I am here to make things worse for you in ways you'll beg for. I am a fucking force of nature and I'm here to blow through you and dedicate your life to lust.

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Hand Me Down Toy @handmedowntoy.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

"Am I actually depressed, or have I just not eaten in a day? A tale of what the fuck is wrong with you you sexually charged weirdo." - The new name of my memoir OK, back to being my sexy as fuck self. Need to devour something, even if it seems like they're the one devouring me during the act.

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