iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

not being able to describe your issue without paragraphs is the worst feeling god fuckkk

athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

i get in this mood to where i want to be creative and do something but i never know how exactly to go about it. i want someone to tell me, i want someone to care about the same thing or someone to just help

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

whenever i try drawing it reminds me of every flaw i have for some reason and its fucking Painful; i think of everything im bad at as soon as something goes remotely wrong

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

a primary care doctor would fix me 💭

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

in unrelated news ive become determined to learn the sweet little bumble bee dance to improve my mental health

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

getting to a point to where your actions annoy me is truly a wondrous feat, but it is very plainly achievable.

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

i do not like the feeling of being left out left out, like when it is specifically a group activity i rlly just Cannot join but all my friends are yknow? like the worst part about it is when it gets to that its litwerally no ones fault. i cant help im not interested and they cant help they are

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

everything testing my patience

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

i genuinely hate like feeling such a useless and pathetic human being

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

wanting private accounts is a weak mindset just be evil publically

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

i anger myself at my lack of commitment to finishing what i start

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

i did the classic ‘give up on your resolutions less than 20 days in’ because i lack motivation ofr self improvement

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

odd feelings about having hooves. so odd.

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

videos of people wearing hoof shoes fucks with the perception i have of my own gender hut im in uni so i dont got time for dat rn

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𖦹˚₊‧WHIMSY‧₊˚𖦹 @loveslegacy.etheirys.social · 05/01/2026

do u guys Also watch thomas the tank engine with ur voice chats

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

i hate to be a numbers girl but it id insane thst i KNOW the halmy art i posted last night wouldve gotten max 20 likes on twitter BUT ON BLUESKY??

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

my family would personally be better off if i wasnt here and im fully aware of that. then instead of ignoring a cousin they think is gay they can hate gay people with no repercussions. i cherish my friends and i am not suicidal in the slightest,

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 21/10/2025

i wish i was just able to offer something meaningful

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

ive come to accept that my current space and how i go about my own emotions is not the best, but i also accept that it never will be. I am doing my best to be my best self, and my best self will always simply be ‘better than how i was’; constant improvement and acknowledgment your faults is the way

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 03/09/2025

its frustrating being so average or below at everything i do

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 29/08/2025

they dont know how to talk to me, they dont know how to talk ABOUT me, they genuinely understand nothing about me and i dont think any of them really respect me aside from maybe my sister

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 29/08/2025

kinda just accepted i’ll never have a close relationship with my family despite them wanting that. i try, i really do, but j dont see a future where they are in my life and impacting my emotional state positively

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

i cant sleep when i need to and i sleep when i dont want to

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

my talent not gaf-ing, i sometimes gaf a little but when comparing how much i gaf to how immature people are or how they gaf i feel a little better about gaffing a little

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

i have a weird distaste when anything i do is a ‘transgirl thing’ possibly mainly because the only time its a ‘woman thing’ is basic mysogyny jokes

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

my emotional response make me soooo upset w myself

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 26/05/2025

when navigating my emotions i find when i actually talk about them instead of just keeping silent i cry much more often, it makes me feel very small and makes the problem feel even less important it is not a nice feeling but i cant tell if im just more sensitive than i thought or what

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

its 10x more annoying when my main issues are caused by my own head

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

receiving money from nothing but just asking feels so bad i KNOW i need it but i still feel utterly sick to my stomach accepting it

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

idk how to feel like everything i create is important or worth sharing when its always derivative of my hyper fixations; i cant be original

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

as a creative i feel drained and useless as a woman i feel insufficient and ugly as a person i feel uninportant and a failure i just dont know where i fit in in the world or whrere my life will ever go

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

i genuinely got an empathy problem, its quite concerning

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

i hate decision making, i can almost never tell what an appropriate response to something is i need to be more sure of myself

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

how i feel as someone who genuinely cannot be good at any video game for the fucking life of me but i keep trying them anyway and upsetting myself

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athena’s alt @halmablunt.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

i find some character designs/decisions so damning, idk how some people think certain things look good but at the same time; this is a very closed mindset i feel is unfair. from an artistic standpoint everything has its value but its hard to get past personal bias

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