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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 2h

everything’s gonna be okaaaayyy :) *deep breath* … *pops a beta blocker*

sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

still in denial over how bad it was, and struggling to accept the fact that they never really loved me, they really just wanted to control me. i hate that it worked. i genuinely made myself colder to cope around them, minimised myself to keep things calm, abandoned myself for their approval. grief.

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

fiending for a joint and high chats w equally insane friends about our existence

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i wish i had the room to organise n host group crafting dates hmmm

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i should be immune to headaches!!!!!!

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

bed bound for the time being. my apartment is gross and i’m in dire need of a big breakfast and a long hot shower 🫩

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

nothing better than when the fluffy baby climbs into bed next to you and you can just lay there with your arms around her, face in her fluff, taking in the beautiful lil baby cuddles…. she smells so good i feel like a mother smelling their newborn….. i just wanna scoop her up and smooch her 4eva….

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

survived the 6 hour day at the hospital being poked and prodded, it went as smoothly as it could’ve gone and everyone was so damn lovely 😮‍💨 passing out now, niiiight 💤

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

being brave n spending the day at the hospital alone tomorrow, hoping they sell sandwiches or salads in there somewhere and that i can rest somewhere comfy bc i’m gonna be there for up to five hours being poked and prodded

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Adorable Assassin Ace 🏴‍☠️ @gaythanksbye.northsky.social · 30/09/2026

queer friend groups are a type of mycelium network

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

breakfast was overnight chia + oats w matcha and oat milk, topped w a chobani strawberry yoghurt 🤤

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

it’s ridiculous that my cats health is so similar to mine, like her symptoms always seem to mimic mine at the exact same times. but the funny part is walking into the bathroom to take a dump and she’s already in there doing hers. solid poos for both of us today, calling that a win lmao

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

In a heartbreaking situation, but at least I know when to step away and that I don’t deserve to be stuck in a miserable cycle of toxicity and control labelled as love. At least I choose better for myself and still act from a place of kindness towards me and the people around me, even when I’m hurt.

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

it’s gonna be okay

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where the oleander grows @nonblnary.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

piracy is culture-building. file sharing is pro social. it is good to send your friends links and files and zips and pdfs and stuff. some of the tightest knit most incredible fighting game communities are built around pirated games and downloaded roms and this is not an accident its a feature

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I hate that I still want to run back to someone that doesn’t value me as a person and has shown that again and again.

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

well. the dishes aren’t done, but the other things i needed are sooo

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

ohhh i wasn’t depressed for nothing, i was still shrinking myself so much to keep myself small and someone else comfortable, and i’m also processing a lotta sexual repression, and i am just now realising how much kink holds a place in my life and how it ultimately ties into my creative expression….

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

this week: - clean for electrician visit tomorrow morning 🔌 - 2nd appt w new gp midday monday 🚍 - 2nd appt w new psych midday tuesday 📞 - 4 hr bone scan w injection thursday 🦴 - smoochies and company tbd… 🫶

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i’m so strong and sexy and kind and deserving, actually

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

the way i need a long shower, an orgasm, and to go back to bed, but alas, a mountain of dishes is waiting for me bc my landlords thought it would be cool to book the electrician visit for a sunday morning 😍

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

“i was just fighting for my life on the toilet before coming out on stage tonight” - ashnikko, Brisbane 2026…. SHES JUST LIKE ME FR 🥹🥹🥹

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

HOME I didn’t bleed through my pants I just had a sweaty coochie THANK GOD. The Uber driver was lovely and the show was everything you could’ve hoped for. I’m eating the rest of this cinnamon custard cruffin in bed hehehe good night friends ily all

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I am very unwell and bleeding through my brand new pants and was fighting for my life on the public toilet before but that was so amazing and beautiful and emotional

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

off to see ashnikko!!!! HOPIN N PRAYIN I don’t vom and have a good night with minimal POTS symptoms 🥲

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

curled over the sink and then almost throwing up on the toilet while simultaneously shitting all bc i had actual food and peanut butter which my body did not like :( might be running hella late to tonight not HAPPY

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

So grateful for the supportive and lovely people in my life 🥹

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I am very full of delicious nutritious vegan food and still have leftovers for later 🥰

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Haven’t been eating nearly enough, I’ve just realised I haven’t had a substantial, filling meal in actual weeks now. Due for my period today. I’m RAVENOUS. I have a live show tonight and need FUEL for shaking ass and singing my heart out and forget how fucked up this month has been.

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I feel so so much guilt that I haven’t been able to get nearly any tests or scans done for the final appointment at the end of next month, there’s so much still to do. I hope that we can reschedule it, but it’ll be quite a while before I can see him again bc he’s so popular. I feel like I’ve failed.

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

fluoxetine is probs the cause of my chronic nausea and reduced appetite. gp recommended i go up a dose bc of my severe anxiety but i don’t really want to, i wanna try something that isn’t gonna raise my blood pressure and doesn’t get dull my libido and creativity. idk just gimme a lobotomy atp

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

There’s always still so much more growing to do. I can be unhappy w how I handled something, and still hold space for myself to do better, and love myself despite my mistakes. You don’t have to hate yourself into a better person, you can just accept the issue for what it is and do better. Breatheeee

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

waking up at 4:30 in the morning and having to pop a propanalol

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i did both of these things today, i didn’t write this but i could’ve

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

first appt w my new regular gp has relieved a lot anxiety. she’s prescribed me propranolol which is what my other private doctor has recommended. she’s also recommended upping my antidepressants if i need, which my last doctor didn’t. not sure if i will but i can go up on more dose if i wanted.

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

thank you to the person that sent me $20!!!! i got everything i needed from the store. i’m now down to $13 for the rest of the week so any additional help would still be super appreciated but no pressure 💚

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i understand i’m hot but can the creepy dick pic pervs stay away from meeee. and send me $100 on the way out

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

seems like it’s a pasta kinda night

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stressica 2: electric boogaloo @moonyeyed.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

would any of my pocket friends happen to have $10 so the hag (me) can buy some pasta and sauce to make for dinner? 🥹 beem @ drools / payID: moonyafterdark@gmail.com

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parasocial activity @ben.littlefreaks.club · 21/09/2026

Once again - a little piracy and a Plex/Jellyfin server is easier than you might think. All these companies care about is money, so take it away from them

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i’m down to $35 until saturday and i’m about to head to the shop bc i need to get toilet paper, a new prescription medication, allergy meds, and menstrual products. would anyone be able to help me and my housemate out? my beem is @ mosshroom 🥲🫶

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sage (they/them) @greenteakewpie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i look good for someone that spent the night crying lmao

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