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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 1h

(imagine do no harm sora voice) "I did it, jamie I found your pages but Nothing Ever happened, will you finally let me in on your Little Secret?"

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 2h

learned about this phrase people throw around called "male socialization" just now and... what? what are you talking about "you must unlearn your male socialization" does that even mean anything or are you just saying shit to sound smart while ultimately saying nothing at all

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 4h

I love my girlfriend so much, she's so kind and sweet... 🥺💖 I wish I was able to spend more time with her... like physically and stuff... we always talk about wanting to cuddle each other but we just never get to because of scheduling... despite how theoretically close we are (25 minutes away)

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 13h

I'm always forced awake at a very specific time, it's straight up not even something in my own control it just... kinda does that? it's probably a carry over from high school where I had to be there at 7AM or so, and because of 2020 related reasons I straight up never got rid of this instinct

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 17h

sometimes you just go onto twitter and look into the replies of any given tweet and it's just either full of blue checkmark accounts saying nothing of value or people being the most ghoulish fuckers on the planet there are people on the internet who are both cruel and uncritically thinking, wow

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 21h

for a ZATO themed account I really do not talk about the game very much... I think I just kinda ended up saying everything I wanted to a long while ago and I just haven't really brought it up again... I mean I have like, stupid little text post edits I make, if you want them, idk

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 21h

how do you unlock the jamie paige unlockable songs... I did what this guide told me to and it didn't like... unlock or anything? did I do something wrong, was it bc I failed the last song before retrying and THEN clearing it, do I need to clear it all in a row without game over(?) I don't know 😭

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 23h

never really thought I'd hear shayy's name again but apparently they're trying to come back to youtube and it's honestly pretty disappointing kind of hoped they decided to make an exit to try and sort themself out and improve but to come out with this sadly demonstrates something different

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

how do I do this on a controller 😰😭 HELP

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

this is about a lot of people but I'm watching a video about ethan klein right now and like it's so crazy how much of a shitbag he is people make fun of him or rightfully call him out on shit and his response is like a hilariously overdramatic response or just a flat out lawsuit

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

for some reason that we as a society cannot explain, big internet personalities are incapable of admitting to faults and making the effort to change ...I lied we do know the reason, it's because of ego and money, that's usually why

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I need everyone to see this god I love video games 💖🥰 youtu.be/rgUqQMal0Uo?...

youtu.be

SNAPTIC - KICKSTARTER TRAILER

YouTube video by snaptic

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

UNBEATABLE has been pulling a really interesting variety of sources to pull together it's collaborative songlist and I think it's really inspiring how it's basically "this is here because I am making the game and I want this to be here and that is your problem now" lol

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I did not know you could do that with the double notes, did they change the functionality or was that always possible? 🤔 I always just assumed it wouldn't work because it seemed like if you hit the other lane at any point you'd hit the double with a BARELY timing

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I will find UNBEATABLE bluesky... I know they're out there... yes I know I am Ira Grachevskaya but I must make it clear I am also UNBEATABLE too I forget to post UNBEATABLE stuff a lot so here's my proper rhythm FC (yay)

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

if I ever do get to make video games I'm going to make them have an all-girl cast every time and then maybe include like a single guy or two who are practically irrelevant it'd also all be yuri

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

do transphobic people who say "troon" actually think it does anything, that word is too goofy to be taken seriously you just look like you're 12 like I can't even consider it an insult, let alone a slur what are they expecting me to do? "oh nooo I'm sooo hurt that you uh... sound really stupid?"

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

dream so utterly incomprehensible and nonsensical, yet still real enough that I woke up not actually knowing what happened and yet feeling so disoriented and losing my place in objective reality for a moment

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

it's so funny how toby fox very blatantly, self-admittedly, steals a lot of ideas from other video games but the interesting part about all that is that he also has such a strong personal creative vision for undertale/deltarune that everything circles back around to being original

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

my girlfriend is so sweet... I wish I could physically be with her instead of being stuck where I am I want to be around people who actually care about me so badly but I don't have the means and it's like, an eternal mental torture apartment or something

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I miss minecraft so much, but microsoft is a real piece of shit company that likes holding the game hostage unless you create an account for THEIR services and when you do do that they can just smite you down and remove your access to the game even when all I did was LOG IN kinda pisses me off tbh

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

hey does anyone know if there is a way to completely skip microsoft's bullshit login screen for minecraft dungeons because when I DID try to log in with an account they decided to lock my microsoft account under "violation of terms" and I do not know why they have not allowed me to recover it

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

have I ever shared these ZATO miitopia miis before? I probably have but given that I have become full ZATO themed I will share them again

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

think I got it I just kinda mixed together the ideas and hopefully made a fairly simple to understand design that gives you a lot of freedom of control 🤔 I won't know if it would work nicely until I get to actually make it which would probably be in ??? years (I don't know)

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

trying to come up with video game ideas and I am having a difficult time trying to conceptualize how my character's ability to slash holes in space to warp around can be implemented in a 2D action movement as a unique attack that doesn't feel slow or clunky to perform

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I sure do loooove living in an environment that constantly makes me uncomfortable and exhausted and anxious due to factors that are entirely out of my own control 🫠 it's so fun to live in a home in which me and my feelings do not matter and I'm simply left to fend for myself 🥰 wow!

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I just ate some dried mango and for some reason it made my teeth hurt... like SPECIFICALLY just the dried mango, I'm eating something else right now and it is NOT doing that at all what... what is it about mango that did that to me... huh? 😰

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

wait has unbeatable had an update this month... I don't think it did... I wonder... what's it going to be (probably related to that image I can't comprehend)

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

the whole "yellow paint" debacle is so funny to me because like... why does it look like this? why is it just yellow markings slapped on top of the interactable object? you could've just colored the whole thing a different color and it would've been an easy indicator of it being an interactive box

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I like taking tweets that I come across on the for you page and making it ZATO, because I am very normal ...definitely

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zaphie 💜 @lookatallthed0gs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

yeah apparently we have no money in the bank account until im paid tomorrow and i'd need the paycheck to be at least $350 and i did get 17.5 hours this week but i think it'll still fall short :(

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zaphie 💜 @lookatallthed0gs.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

wish i didn't have to do this all the time but just put in a grocery order which is going to make paying rent next month quite a stretch and i've already had to miss work several times this week due to being sick... also ran out of day/nyquil and would be nice to get those ko-fi.com/caelestis523...

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I already shared this with them but I wanted to share this here because I think it is quite nice 🥰 kevyn & caty, my oomfs... ( @kevynhend.bsky.social @catydoll409.bsky.social )

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I'm so sleepy, my brain feels so brrr and I wish I could just come up to my asya at any point in time and snuggle up with her and drift to sleep in her arms and feel so nice snd comfy... I miss her so much, she means everything to me... I love her so much, just being around is so comforting...

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

genuinely after deltarune chapter 5 I have no idea how else ralsei's character is meant to progress in chapters 6 and 7 in a way that doesn't result in ralsei denouncing their role as "the prince" it's one of the most defining things the prophecy has to say about ralsei, being the "prince"

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

trapping a girl who is very physically affectionate inside an isolated space in which she is not able to be around anyone she loves is actually torture on a cosmic scale and they are putting me through this every hour of the day

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

saw an outfit and decided to put my oomfie in it because I think she'd look pretty great in it actually 🥰😋 ...I don't know if she still checks this site (or socials in general) anymore but yeah 👍 (@lucilestarlight.insidevgi.com )

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

so like, being poly is REALLY difficult and can really explode if you aren't like, exceptionally on top of things and really understand yourself, fundementally it's something you as the poly person need to deeply consider when entering relationships

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

if anything ever were to happen to asmongold, I would not miss him. the world might just get the tiniest bit better, even I'm so tired of seeing him and hearing his voice, he's like ear gratingly annoying and says nothing of value, absolutely abysmal attitude

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

thinking about whether or not it is okay for me to post a picture of beat unbeatable's sister because seeing her is technically a spoiler bc it only happens at the end of the game but her visible appearance also only lasts for a grand total of like, 2 seconds so I don't know if it really spoils much

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

people are drawing wumpus from discord being put through every single execution method and a number of contraptions and it's so funny to me don't know who in the social media team thought it was a good idea to claim everyone was looking forward to age verification but the public response is golden

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

does any one of my 183 followers actually like seeing me make 3 post (or more) long threads all the time or like do people just kind of ignore me and walk on by I mean I understand, there'd barely much discussion for there to be had but I'm just curious as to how I'm percieved...

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Ira Grachevskaya @grachevskaya.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

there's a lot of foods that I've been really missing... pumpkin pie, spam musubi, snickerdoodle cookies... ...cheese, salami and crackers- yes I am still fixated on this I need it so badly

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