Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025If they are poly then I hope things get more intense with him. The level of feral between us would be unmatched. It would be nice to embrace some new parts of myself while fulfilling things I never thought would be 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025I don’t know if he’s poly (god I hope he is) but obviously for sure enm. His girlfriend is so pretty and soft femme but she definitely has a bite that I love seeing her unleash on idiot men. I don’t think I’d date her since she’s so femme but I would definitely scene and be friends with her 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025Anyway yeah I’m not only physically feral for this man but he’s encouraging behaviors without knowing it (or maybe he does know it) that have me going nuts. Anytime he mentions his research/notes on me I want to jump his bones and suck the life out of him 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025I already keep notes on him, maybe I’ll make them more in depth rather than just the little tidbits I have here and there. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025It’s not super intentional observation. I just notice things. That is, until I gain an invested interest. Then I start focusing and learning more. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025I am aware of his behavior in a multitude of ways because he’s given me access. Fet, discord (with two shared servers), and steam basically informs me how he spends his days away from work and kink events. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025I observe and study people like that all the time. I just don’t tell them about it. I usually keep that shit quiet because people don’t usually like when they are being watched like that. But he makes me want to embrace that and show him how much I enjoy observing him 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025Every time I share some insight into my behavior or talk about a kink or hell even my fucking steam wishlist / library he always says “I know. I do my research.” And when I tell you the more pinpointed and obscure the information the wetter I get 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025That’s right besties we’re romanticizing those traits for me now. I’m finally embracing them in a kinky way because I have a top who likes intently observing me and it’s triggering some wild feelings 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 15/02/2025I both love and hate that I’m obsessive and possessive 100 1
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Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025Also I have no fucking idea how I’m going to hide all this bruising from my family and people at school. Like it extends down my arms and up my neck. I’ll need to wear long sleeves and keep my hair down 000 0
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025I think I’m craving connection more than anything tbh 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025As I’m writing this I’m realizing that I’m not insane for needing support. A new level of damage and pain inflicted upon my body has been reached. I’ve never gotten anywhere this much before. Of course I’m shocked and struggling 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025For some reason a fact that is comforting me is that the body cannot tell the difference between consensual and nonconsensual trauma so it will react the same regardless. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025What I didn’t expect though was to have “what have I done?” Thoughts when looking in the mirror. I love marks and bruising. But this is the first time I’ve left a scene with this much damage and I think it’s shocking to me. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025But the downside is this severe ass drop. The pain and swelling are certainly contributing to the crummy feelings. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025Honest to god I’ve never been more turned on in my life. There was so much about my time with him that makes me absolutely feral. Made worse by the fact that I didn’t get off during so it was essentially a massive tease 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025The scene itself was amazing. I hung out with My Biter (who has definitely earned that title now) and he spent the better part of six hours biting me all over my torso. Im covered in teeth shaped bruises and huge swathes of solid purple skin. I loved every second and would do it again in a heartbeat 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025It’s especially sucky because I’m honest to god not sure what I need from him to feel better. I’m not having any specific insecurities or negative thoughts. I’m just sad and want to be held and treated gently. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 03/02/2025God I fucking hate sub drop. The physical toll on my body is rough so I’m not at all surprised at my mood being low. I just hate that I feel insane for needing support. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 01/02/2025Now, do I also hope that he bites me and possibly does more ? Yes. But that would just be gravy. 000 0
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 01/02/2025Like as much as I want to jump him I also just really want to enjoy relaxing social time with people. I yearn for the intimacy of that kind of connection. I appreciate being trusted enough to be invited into someone’s private space 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 01/02/2025Im going to hang out with my Biter tomorrow and im so excited to just vibe with him. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 30/01/2025I don’t know but I’m so giddy and I want to jump his fucking bones 000 0
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 30/01/2025WHAT PURPOSE ??? What will he be writing in this book ??? What book will he choose ??? Will he finally make a move ? 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 30/01/2025He made a joke about not being sure how he’ll bring himself to write in a book since he’s never done it before. I suggested those special removable stick notes to which he replied “no, that defeats the purpose” 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 30/01/2025I’ve never had someone plan something so sweet for me. I wanted to kiss him so bad when he said that. I can’t wait until he’s done 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 30/01/2025He brought this up completely unprovoked and I assume it’s because my birthday is in two weeks. When he mentioned he’s said he wanted to ask if that was okay. He wanted to make sure it would be a gift I’d like. And when I tell I’m fucking melting 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 30/01/2025He has gifted me multiple and since we’ve he’s been the number one annotation hater. He loves to bully me for writing in my books and always is playfully dramatic when he sees me writing in one 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 30/01/2025This man that I’m afraid I’m quite literally falling in love with just told me he’ll be annotating a book for me to read as a gift 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 29/01/2025What do I need to do get bitten all over until I’m crying ? 000 0
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 27/01/2025At what point do I have to “leave the ball in their court” vs me just handing out bids for connection ? I feel like I’m nuts because I don’t understand and I’m making mistakes that no one is telling me about. 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 27/01/2025Do people want to genuinely hang out but then forget like I do ? Or are they intentionally dodging because they don’t actually want to spend time with me ? How many times can I ask / mention it before I’m annoying and not getting the hint ? 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 27/01/2025This man has whacked me in a variety of ways, had his hands all over my ass and in my hair, wrote me a handwritten letter, and bit the shit out of my neck as we hid away from people. Yet I’m still feeling crazy for flirting ? And trying to talk to him ? Or wanting to hang out ? 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 27/01/2025I realize I do not know the stages of becoming friends or having a crush. Like how much time is supposed to pass before we move forward ? Is it normal for me to ask them to hang out ? Can I tell them when I need support ? Is my crush making me clingy or am I just seeking social connection ? 100 1
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Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 26/01/2025Using Bluesky as my journal instead of Twitter feels crazy but I will power through the awkward I swear 000 0
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 26/01/2025Crazy that he’s bitten me up like this but hasn’t kissed me yet. That is certainly a first for me. If we had more time I think I definitely would have jumped him in that parking lot 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 26/01/2025I want to sit in his lap and fuck him while he bites the fuck out of me. I want to be completely covered in his bite marks 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 26/01/2025I am in need of attention from this man so fucking bad. My neck is so sore from his bites. I get horny whenever they ache 100 1
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 25/01/2025Real shit though I am so horn knee now and I need to fuck this man SOON 000 0
Your God @godkingv.bsky.social · 25/01/2025The night itself was a little rough because of some miscommunication but things are resolved ! I didn’t get to scene like I wanted but that’s okay ! 100 1
