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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

the depression is a lot today. truly feels like i cannot win and man, i don’t wanna do any of *gestures wildly* this anymore

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

im sorry this is all i come on here 2 do. i got slammed with back 2 back automatic payments that wiped me out. i rely on uber to get to and from work so i am in a tough spot where i can’t afford to get to work but i cant afford to call out 💸🏳️‍⚧️💕 pp: www.paypal.me/jalvarez89 vm: jalv89 ca: $jeanalv

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

im very desperate and don’t know what to do!!!

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i am trying to catch up on past due payments from when i totally lost my income. there is never obligation but i always appreciate any shares and donations, thank you so much

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

my birthday is tomorrow!!! for bi visibility month, help a broke trans bitch Out? i would love to geta Treat for tomorrow BUT would also love to be able to afford Ubers 2 my new jorb 💸🏳️‍⚧️💕 pp: www.paypal.me/jalvarez89 vm: jalv89 ca: $jeanalv

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IVES @ventiskull.bsky.social · 01/09/2024

Hated Caped Crusader Two-Face so much I needed to do something about it.

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

not being able to find a job is fucking up the mental in a really rotten way lmfaooo i feel so outrageously fucking stupid and useless. what is the point of me!!!

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juuni @juunipupu.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

Knight under Everything [ #art | #oc | #knights ]

digital painting on knight oc Wreg from side view. His bare and his eyes are shut, looking peaceful/relaxed. Around him are all of his armor pieces sliced open, resembling cross section of all the layers on him. He's wearing undergarmets, hose and shirt with some chainmail pieces around armpits. Over them are pieces of plate armor, neckguard, and sallet with arming cap. The piece asks which part makes the knight, the man under the layers or the metal around him.

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

she was always hopeful, always “shit sucks rn but!! there is a goal!! we’ll get there!” it’s not fair. all i can think is “man i can’t wait to get back and talk to enya.”

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

i miss enya so fucking much. we often talked about how things could look for us when we were finally Away and could Finally begin transitioning and look the way we wanted and i wanted to share that with her. wanted to swap progress photos and voice notes with her

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maderhombre.bsky.social @maderhombre.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

este es mi homúnculo, debo mantenerlo en un estado de miseria perpetua o si no se rebelará contra mi tiranía freudiana

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

i think someone should take me out back and shoot me

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

“who are you rooting for in spain vs argentina?” rosalia, next question

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

they can never get rid of the internet, how else was i supposed to find out hans zimmer is a huge piece of shit

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Sleepy !! @imlooking.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

messsssmer been playing the dlc again

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

my official letterboxd review of evil dead burn

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

First FULL DAY in va and i had juice shave my head

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

despite my sister’s best efforts, i am virginia bound

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

I feel extra isolated and lonely today and my fucking internet is out with no estimated restoration time

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

i have never been this miserable in my entire fucking life lmfaooo

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

haven’t woken up this late in a while 🫩

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

i really fucking miss enya. i can’t even take my meds without hearing “mirtazipine” in her voice. i see her everywhere, she was everything. i cannot accept that someone who brought so much light and joy into my life is gone.

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

fuck i don’t want to miss her

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

my heart is shattered in a million pieces. how lucky i was to have known her and to have been loved by her. enya i wish i could tell you one more time that you were one in a million, that there will never be another like you. i wish i could tell you i love you. i will miss you forever.

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

she was such a presence and we were all so lucky to have known her, love her, and be loved by her. i’m going to miss you so much, my friend. love you 💜

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

there aren’t enough words to describe the kind of person enya was. she was bright, warm, beautiful. she was kind and funny, smart as hell, and an amazing artist (she could sing, play the trumpet, she could voice act, and do traditional art, quadruple threat in every sense).

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

whatever they want, however they want it

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

do i have uber money? no. will i use what’s left of it to be Away from my fucking mom? yes!

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pope @gloomyclock.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

My mother saying that now she’s not going anywhere is my 13th reason this was supposed to be my one day alone in this fucking house lol about to spend the entirety of my day Out

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