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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 8h

they're doing this to me at work tomorrow

Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

hey guys im alive sorry I haven't been doing well and also have been grieving by binging for almost a month straight im so disgusting and need to fix this

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

sorry i haven't posted in 4 days im trying not to kill myself will try to start posting again in the next week I love you guys

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

rest in peace my love. you'll forever have a special place in my heart.

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

my liver gets to live another day things worked out🔥

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

maybe i was being a little dramatic. actually no i wasn't missing this funeral would wreck me beyond words

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

things might be working out. my liver gets to live another day possibly

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

fuck sobriety fuck rehab if I dont make it to this fucking funeral my organs will be paying the price

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

yeah so shit is falling thru left and right and I might not make it to the funeral if I dont make it im drinking myself into oblivion I genuinely dont fucking care

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

got my hands on food and ended up breaking my fast and binging 1,380 cals😭😭fuck my big fatass life. anyways 2.5 miles already walked today. 162 cals burned. walking at least 6 miles. restarted my fast an hour and a half ago

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

ON TOP OF THIS BECAUSE I WAS RUNNING OUT THE HOUSE LATE TO CATCH MY SDCOND CLASS I FORGOT TO TAKE MY MEDS OH MY GODD I hate everything rn absolutely everything

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ME I LET MYSELF SLEEP ONE FUCKING TIME FOR AN HOUR AND INSTEAD I SLEPT FOR TWO AND I MISSED MY CLASS FUUUUCCKK THIS IS WHAT I GET ISTG THIS IS WHY I SHOULDVE JUST STAYED UP INSTEAD OF TRYING TO FORCE MYSELF TO BE "HEALTHY" AUUGGHHH THIS IS WHAT I GET

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

when u too poor for groceries but also anorexic

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

had to eat a normal dinner last night and the scale went up 2LBS. what if i choke and die. what if i just fucking rot away. fuck food weight fuck water weight fuck fuck fuck aaauuuuugghhhh I feel so gross

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I gotta try this!! u have me so curious now haha

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

(art prof was first to reply and was very helpful!)

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

unfortunately there is none (i checked after seeing this comment), but im getting in contact with all my professors to see what can be done about potentially extending deadlines/removing late penalties. the ones who have replied have been very understanding so far, which im super grateful for :,)

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I still need to try white gummy bear!! what does it taste like??

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

theyre so good!! what's your favorite flavor? I guess mine is orange creamsicle, but they have/had a lychee flavor i havent seen around in YEARS- that one is my true favorite

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

any of my work because im driving 14-16 hours to a funeral. guys pray I have an understanding drawing professor i guess

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

im so fucking stressed. I have to get a weeks worth of work done for 6 classes by Wednesday night and I dont even know how im going to get my art project done. the project is due next monday and released to us the same Wednesday I need to have all my work done by. I literally won't be able to do 1/2

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

staying safe, promise🫡🫡and ill prob eat tmrw ! at this rate I'll be back to my lw maybe by the end of next month😛

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

111.5, almost out of the 110s!!!!!!! (again)

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

at least im forced to just sit here and think about my actions until November I guess

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

cried about my intense ass cravings in rehab thanks now im #cured a relapse is calling to me like the green goblin mask

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

WHATT?? this post is how im finding out there's no way 😭

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

thank you:,) I've always been such a "tough it out" and "never ask for help" person irl that all the dbt stuff plus the overcommunucating your thoughts and feelings in recovery is so foreign to me

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

need something less reliant on others for emergency situations too. and youre absolutely right about accountability, not holding myself accountable is going to make me complacent and thats the last thing I need rn

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

thank you for all of this<3 I definitely need to find some emergency coping skill or something- it only got this bad because my usuals just weren't helping no matter what and no one was picking up the phone (my main distraction/coping skill is calling or hanging out with sober people) I definitely-

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

im so mad at myself I feel so guilty and paranoid now bc I want to say something about this at rehab but i can already feel im gonna get ripped a new one for this if I do

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

is it technically a relapse if I took a little more of my anxiety meds than normal and also snorted it in an attempt to scratch the itch without buying anything more dangerous or potent or can I still say im sober

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

the way i know exactly who you're talking about is killing me😭

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

this excludes the one sketchbook I already had

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

anyways, the haul. thank god im an⁰r³x¹c and dont need groceries too bad

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Just had to drop like $300 solely on materials for my drawing class shoot my frontal lobe into a million pieces please im so mad I didn't already have SOME stuff (except ONE sketchbook that was the right brand & paper) I forgot i only really have painting supplies in stock at home

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

OH MY GOODNESS MY LITTLE MAN!!! I LOVE THIS SO MUCH THANK YOU HEHE I will always accept vinnie fanart feel free to use him as your muse whenever🫶

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

she's the type of person that couldnt understand why I couldnt "just eat more/eat healthier" so I think it came from a mix of care and ignorance tbh. everyone besides my ex just beats around the bush and never acknowledges it which I don't mind

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I dont tell anyone but I also dont hide it. no one has ever said it bothers them or anything but im pretty sure my ex disliked it

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

ugh ur right, new ugw is .00000000000000000000000000001oz, maybe my fat tummy will be a little less flabby by then 😞

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

may i ask if you could reply to this if anyone gives solid advice please? im in a similar position unfortunately

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