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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

hey guys im alive sorry I haven't been doing well and also have been grieving by binging for almost a month straight im so disgusting and need to fix this

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

sorry i haven't posted in 4 days im trying not to kill myself will try to start posting again in the next week I love you guys

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

rest in peace my love. you'll forever have a special place in my heart.

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

maybe i was being a little dramatic. actually no i wasn't missing this funeral would wreck me beyond words

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

things might be working out. my liver gets to live another day possibly

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

fuck sobriety fuck rehab if I dont make it to this fucking funeral my organs will be paying the price

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

yeah so shit is falling thru left and right and I might not make it to the funeral if I dont make it im drinking myself into oblivion I genuinely dont fucking care

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

got my hands on food and ended up breaking my fast and binging 1,380 cals😭😭fuck my big fatass life. anyways 2.5 miles already walked today. 162 cals burned. walking at least 6 miles. restarted my fast an hour and a half ago

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ME I LET MYSELF SLEEP ONE FUCKING TIME FOR AN HOUR AND INSTEAD I SLEPT FOR TWO AND I MISSED MY CLASS FUUUUCCKK THIS IS WHAT I GET ISTG THIS IS WHY I SHOULDVE JUST STAYED UP INSTEAD OF TRYING TO FORCE MYSELF TO BE "HEALTHY" AUUGGHHH THIS IS WHAT I GET

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

when u too poor for groceries but also anorexic

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

had to eat a normal dinner last night and the scale went up 2LBS. what if i choke and die. what if i just fucking rot away. fuck food weight fuck water weight fuck fuck fuck aaauuuuugghhhh I feel so gross

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

im so fucking stressed. I have to get a weeks worth of work done for 6 classes by Wednesday night and I dont even know how im going to get my art project done. the project is due next monday and released to us the same Wednesday I need to have all my work done by. I literally won't be able to do 1/2

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

111.5, almost out of the 110s!!!!!!! (again)

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

cried about my intense ass cravings in rehab thanks now im #cured a relapse is calling to me like the green goblin mask

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

is it technically a relapse if I took a little more of my anxiety meds than normal and also snorted it in an attempt to scratch the itch without buying anything more dangerous or potent or can I still say im sober

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

anyways, the haul. thank god im an⁰r³x¹c and dont need groceries too bad

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Just had to drop like $300 solely on materials for my drawing class shoot my frontal lobe into a million pieces please im so mad I didn't already have SOME stuff (except ONE sketchbook that was the right brand & paper) I forgot i only really have painting supplies in stock at home

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

tuna and rice omad. overestimating 250 for the rice (likely closer to 180 but idk) and ik the tuna is 80 cals. someone else made the rice so eating like a cat tdy idk

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

food assortment today! passion fruit konjac jelly - 4 cal tuna mayo triangle kimbap - 175 cal 2 tricolor dango - 207 cal white chocolate strawberry mochi ice cream - 170 cal day total - 556 cal fast broken at just under 25hrs and restarted at 3:45pm (37 mins ago)

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

saw r⁰b z⁰mb!ə & m4r1lyⁿ m4ns⁰ⁿ today it was fucking magical

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

do we all eat out of the same bowl and drink out of the same mug for literally everything or is that just me

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

guys do I break my fast with tuna, lobster, a snack bar, or keep going at/after 24hrs?

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

HI MY LOVELIES GOOD MORNINGG!!! how is everyone?!

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

if this might happen im going to ⭐️ve the fuck out of myself before I get forced into treatment and refuse treatment as long as i possibly can. t minus 5 days before my appointment and if anything happens there's no way in hell I'll be compliant

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

florida peeps or anyone who might know at what point can you, as an adult, be forced into treatment for an 3d? my labs are starting to reflect my actions and I am worried to say the least because in the least su1c1d4L way possible id rather put a bullet thru my skull than go to another program rn

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

describe your musical taste in three artists, no genres: acid bath static-x ratrace90210

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

binged I want to #die spending all night on my walking pad to make up for it

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

sweet tooth breakfast, mini birthday cake rice cakes 28g/120cals

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Gio // nonshedsky dni @gior3xia.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

good morning little people in my phone!!! how's everyones morning so far? all ive done so far this morning is weigh myself but im down almost another full pound so its been a great morning !

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