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It’s some kind of negative feeling that all the people I’d look up to and want to be in community with would have me shunned out of it due to my history. Oh well can’t be helped.

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The best thing I can do is say the wrong I’ve done to add to the conversation, I guess. It’s either that or just die in a hole alone and idk if that’s all that,,, productive?

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rax ‘levon honkers’ king @raxkingisdead.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Bad example because I personally did not get this memo: I’d try to convince and coerce(?) people to hang out with me to the point that at the end of one of those relationships one person said they had trouble saying no and it just bounced right off of me

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a little louder for the cheap seats in the back

One of the biggest myths is that men rape by mistake. Like, "Oh, they need consent training." But research is very clear: Sexual violence is not a mistake. It is an intentionally made decision by people who know they don't have consent. They just don't prioritize consent over things like status, power, domination, and sexual gratification.
For my research, I got a certificate of confidentiality from the National Institutes of Health, so my notes couldn't be subpoenaed. One of the reasons I call them perpetrators in my work is because every single person I interviewed confessed in that context. The first question I would ask them was, "When you received that email from Title IX that you were under investigation, did you know what it was about?" Every perpetrator I interviewed said "yes." If sexual assault were a miscommunication, you would be wondering, What have I possibly done wrong? That is not the way that any of them reacted because they knew.

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Rine Yan @ghostdadd.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

My therapist’s art fucking sucks on gof

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My therapists says I shouldn’t stress so much about the skeletons in my closet cause everyone has them, but the way people move makes me think otherwise

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Max Kay @maxkayart.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

EATING WITH YOUR HANDS IS UNLADYLIKE. #metroid #samus

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Rine Yan @ghostdadd.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

8 year old me seeing this and deciding I’m gonna look at naked women online (this decision would cascade into worse ones)

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Mewtwo's Gift of Life Quote

ALT: Mewtwo's Gift of Life Quote

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Rine Yan @ghostdadd.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I could’ve seen angels egg in theaters I’m pissed the heck off

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Rine Yan @ghostdadd.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

You just know Samus’s right tricep is built like a brick

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Rine Yan @ghostdadd.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Having glasses is cool cause whenever I don’t want to make eye contact with someone I’m walking by I just push them up

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I had a former friend call me a predator and say that no matter what I think will ever change me that and I really wanted to believe they weren’t right, of course I wouldn’t.

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I didn’t always objectify my friends but also definitely didn’t not objectify them and it sucks that by the end of the those relationships I had started to like actually get what I was doing or that I could just stop doing it but it took me along time. I just didn’t get it, like the fullness of my

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I even failed at working with kids without being a fucking weirdo and I’m very grateful that that shit didn’t bite me two hard in the ass, besides loosing said job, but that’s alright in the grand scheme of things

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Anytime I map out what caused me to deceive or harm people it is enlightening but ultimately after all the reflection and hurt from owning the truth of the whole matter I come back to this image

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Cyber stalking is so hip and cool!

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I wish I could collaborate with others with out feeling completely radioactive

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I can’t wait to dream, maybe then I’ll find some answer

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Lowkenuienly wish my life turned out differently

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Liars have the best memory

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I’m better off not chasing not faking not performing. Slowly I remove those impulses from me.

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It’s like I spent years training myself to lie and existed like a venus fly trap to any girl who would give me attention, trying to develop as a person solely to be considered attractive. And then it actually worked and I got what I wanted and then I felt the weight of the rot

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