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The Lexorcist @lexidarlingxoxo.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I’m at the Pizza Hut. I’m at the house of leaves. I’m at the combi s n e a v t a i e o l n fo esuoh & tuh azzip

Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

The Cornell Rapists should die in prison. Everyone in the group chat, every member of Cornell's admin that helped to sweep it under the rug, & the prosecutor that declined to file charges should all be held accountable, also. None of them should ever be allowed to have a future worth worrying about.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

The past summer was one of the busiest & most enjoyable I've had in an extremely long time. An endless parade of burlesque & drag shows, birthday parties, concerts, pool parties, movies, dance parties, & gaming (board, TTRPG, & video). Some ups & downs, but largely, it could hardly have been better.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

If it ever comes to it, I will delete every account I have on every site or app I use before I submit to identify verification.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

@bsky.app Hey, your identity verification system is broken. It's saying I'm in a state that I'm not in, and it's not a VPN issue. I had to turn on a VPN just to post this. And there's no way to contact support from that page. just log out or delete your account. Absolutely horribly designed.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

True story: 'Total Eclipse of the Heart' was originally written as a love song titled 'Vampires in Love' for a Nosferatu musical that never happened before being recorded by Bonnie Tyler.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

This is literally kidnapping. Paraphrasing Cornell Law: Kidnapping is a crime consisting of an unlawful restraint of a person's liberty by force or show of force. Under modern law, this usually only requires that the victim be taken to another location or concealed.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

Also, Mitch McConnell is apparently brain-dead and hopefully days away from Final Death. Genuinely, I'm starting to get suspicious of how well things have been going, but I'm trying to enjoy it while it lasts.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

Had a fantastic three-day weekend involving dance parties, drag shows, and board games, where I was largely able to ignore the holiday. Saw OBSESSION last night with friends, and it was anxiety-inducing in the absolute best way. If you like unsettling horror movies, you absolutely need to see it.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

Recently discovered that I no longer feel like shit when I run into a former friend out in the world, found out I'm getting a bit of a raise soon, & I recently got back on something that helps my headspace a ton also. Feels weird, but it's kinda nice how things have been going lately. 🤞

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 10/02/2026

All of the negative reactions I've seen have been in regards to Mazin's involvement in s2 TLoU, but Chernobyl was supposed to be amazing & s1 of TLoU was fantastic. Really don't know what to expect.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

Choosing to be cautiously optimistic about this for now, but I am fully prepared to pretend it doesn't exist if need be.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

Very much in need of both. Thank you, friend 💜

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Anna Horroridge @anna-orridge.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

I did hear from Amal thankfully. She's been feeling unwell and her blood pressure dropped sharply. The campaign is still quite sluggish and she really needs to raise the money for Naser"s medicine soon. ❤️🙏 gofund.me/4fd2dfc05

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

Everything sucks and the best I can manage to help me deal with that is dissociating away all of my free time. I miss feeling like an actual person.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

ICE agents are state-sponsored domestic terrorists, and every single person that works for the agency must be tried for their crimes against humanity. And that's the *moderate* version of my feelings on this matter. 🙂

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 13/12/2025

Is that gofundme link working for you? It just takes me to the main gofundme site, no specific fundraiser.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

"Is it limerence? Or is it ADHD hyperfocus on a person? Or is it BPD favorite person? Or is it CPTSD trying to prove my worth through another person? Or am I pathologizing my basic need for human connection?" - rollinperry, on TikTok. www.tiktok.com/@rollinperry...

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 07/11/2025

It would be wonderful to see you again, any time. Just let me know.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

Oh! These are all beautiful, but I especially like "Amal".

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

Gods, I wish me whining about being alone was enough to take out conservatives. We never would have had to live in *this* world if that were the case.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

Sometimes you just need to scream into the void. Doesn't fix anything or make anything better, but it's nice to let it out anyway. Also, Dick Cheney is dead. That's nice.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

Forgot to come back until now, but donation sent! Appreciate you tagging me so I saw the notification!

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 27/10/2025

I've extremely tapped out until the end of the week, but I'll make a donation then!

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 20/10/2025

Local No Kings Protest was a great time. Despite the weather there was a fantastic turnout on foot & an incredible amount of supportive traffic. Ran into a bunch of friends & coworkers. Wish I'd gotten pictures of all the amazing signs I saw.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

I'm a little spoiled on the two endings, but not on any specific details. I did the Songbird ending first, and it felt right but still tragic. I have an idea of where the Reed ending goes, but not how it gets there. Excited to explore it.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

I did the Songbird ending first, because I just felt like I couldn't do otherwise. Seemed like the only choice for Streetkid V. Felt right, but bittersweet. Tragic. Currently doing a corpo run through the other ending. Only version of V that it makes sense to me to go that route.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

The Phantom Liberty DLC for Cyberpunk 2077 is without a doubt some of the best content in the game. Finished one ending already and I'm working on the other now. My heart breaks for Songbird.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 03/09/2025

Thanks to a glitch, I've enjoyed free Amazon Prime shipping for over 15 years. The feature that allowed the glitch to exist is being discontinued, so I'll be losing free shipping. Oh well. I feel really good knowing I cost Amazon even just a few thousand dollars worth of lost revenue, honestly.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

Sunday was rest & recovery, which meant hermiting at home away from other people, playing Cyberpunk 2077, working toward the Phantom Liberty DLC. Fun, but not quite as fun as some of the rest of the weekend. Much, much more peaceful though.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

Saturday night I attended a wonderfully decadent pool party at a friend's house. At the end of the night though I got stuck in an extremely unproductive conversation with a friend, due to strong feelings on the subject on both sides, but I think we worked things out before going our separate ways.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

Thankfully I got a second wind & managed to make it out to Absentia, a local goth night at @thestarlitebar.bsky.social, and had a fantastic time, despite being stood up by a friend who was supposed to join me. Danced more than I normally do & had some good conversations with friends though.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

Had a pretty fantastic weekend. For the most part. Went to lunch with a friend on Friday, which ended with them being shitty. They've since apologized, but change is the best apology, so we'll see. After that I had to waste a few hours & way more money than I'd wanted on having some car work done.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

Really enjoyed both movies. Superman a little more for the aspirational nature of it, but Fantastic Four is the most comic-booky movie I've ever seen & the kid in me who grew up with Marvel comics was hooked from the first couple minutes. They were both bright, colorful, & hopeful. Very refreshing.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

I wish I were more of a Clark Kent, but without a doubt I'm actually a Reed Richards. Good with problems, less so with people; being myself hurts people I care about in ways I would never intend; and I wouldn't wish my brain on anyone else ever.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

"This is [Name's] voicemail. I'm not available... ever. I am either on vacation, or sick, or traveling, or in a meeting. I do not check email or return phone calls. Like the horizon, I am more of a concept than a corporeal being. Despair is your only option."

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

I'm reminded of a comic strip from an awful person who, nevertheless, came up with my favorite voicemail greeting of all time.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

"Sorry I didn't answer your text. My proclivity towards the melancholy rendered communication impossible. Not unlike an unmoored ship drifting out to sea, my grasp on reality has become increasingly untethered, but thank you so much for reaching out!" - @ryanciecwisz on TikTok.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

Genuinely, nothing I've ever tried has done as much to help my mental health as mushrooms. The experience of taking them has never been entirely pleasant for me, but the benefit I get is hard to put into words.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

Thankfully, it feels like it did a good job of rebooting my brain. Normally I wait until I'm well past due on a mental tune up, but since this was a MUCH less unpleasant experience, I think I'll be able to do this more regularly & possibly keep myself in a decent headspace more consistently. 🤞

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

Made psilocybin mushroom tea this weekend, and it was without a doubt my favorite mushroom preparation I've ever done. Mushrooms normally tear my stomach up & that really negatively affects my experience. The tea made me feel very, very full, but there was none of the stomach pain I normally get.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 23/05/2025

I saw "Sinners" this week and I have SO MANY THOUGHTS. Stunning barely begins to cover it. I've already written mini essays in conversations with friends talking about various aspects of it. There's so much going on, and it's all so beautifully done. If you appreciate stories, you need to see it.

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

It's a good corner to be in

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

Checking notifications today for exactly this reason. Thank you!

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Ryan @geekryan.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

I no longer keep any social apps on my phone, so I likely won't see notifications in a timely manner. Apologies.

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