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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 9h

I am pansexual, attracted to all genders, do not care if others think I'm gay for it, and will absolutely be whoever I need to be on the fly if anyone ever needs a big strong man(bear) to serve as a ready safe space 👀🐻🔥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 11h

Playing the melodica badly has done more for my dopamine levels than any amount of alcohol ever did 👀🔥💨🎹

FuzzyBear1982 stares incredulously into the camera, a plastic intake tube for a melodica secured in his mouth.

Close-up of the Eastar air-powered melodica keyboard.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

The antidote to all nonconsensual manipulative suggestion is knowing, loving, and honoring thyself 👀🐻

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

As much as this (very lovely) car feels like a prison at times, I've obviously have grown even more attached to her in recent years. She even has a given name, Cammy, which I've also only ever known her as ❤️

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I have been playing other games tho, kind of a weird (enjoyable) mix: 1) Dragon Quest IV 2) Legend of Zelda ALTTP 3) Binding of Isaac Rebirth (3DS) Also been considering returning to finish my now 5+ yo EarthBound run, I really don't wanna restart that one ngl 😅

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Been needing to do a solar charger swap to (hopefully) address an ongoing power issue I've been having, but I've been working too much to install it and relocate other components. I really wanna continue my SH Homecoming run and can't until it's done and resolved 😭

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

If "earning a living" is a requirement under the current system, what do we call bosses who dump former employees onto the street with zero safety nets? I've lost count of how many times I was socially murdered by former bosses tbh 😅🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

The whole "shaming ppl for living with their parents" thing begins to look like the capitalist propaganda it actually is when one, like me, has no familial support system. Being alone is all I've ever known, even in a room full of ppl 🤷‍♀️

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Now that gangster rap has been exposed as a CIA/Mossad op, I think it's funny that the places I tend to hear it most are in upper-middle class neighborhoods. Some kid bumping Eazy-E at The Village a couple months back being one example 😂😭

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I still have two former bosses who flip me off as they drive by, and a former coworker danced with apparent joy in front of another when they heard I was about to be fired. None of this shit is normal, never will be, and must be vigorously stamped out 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

No lies there are those who would rather me be dead, so they can scapegoat me further to absolve their own soulless behavior. This is for them: I wish you no harm, and I will never kill myself. I choose life, which no longer requires your input 👀🐻

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

This country's indoctrination towards what is ultimately pedophilic body standards is relentless, and still one of the more prolific unexamined areas of the Western mind, and it really needs to be shamed out of existence for humanity's sake 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

In 6th grade, our health teacher checked the class at large for laughing at a picture of a femme with armpit hair doing exercises in a studio, aka minding their own business.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

We should make this attitude too ruinous to invoke 👀🔥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Nudity is not inherently sexual nor consenting towards sexual contact. I feel that this disconnect lies at the root of the USA's misogyny and general apathy towards others outside of what said naked person(s) can/can't do for them bc apathetic ppl are wholly incapable of being present.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Seduction, as portrayed in popular media, typically flies over my head yet tends to have the exact opposite effect when I have to figure it out for myself. Please don't 😅👎

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

When older women call me "sweetie" 😍🫠

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Harassing/maiming/killing animals simply trying to exist is much too common a red flag for me to think of our installed societal order as anything other than ardently predatory. This whole room is laughing about chasing a coyote with a bulldozer. Burn it all tf down 🙃🔥🔥🔥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Yeah being forced to work days to "earn a living" sucks, but as an AuDHD who previously worked swings off/on for 5+ years, the latter would always completely ruin my day 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Growing up, dad used to take/force my brother and I to go to multiple classic car shows and swap meets each year. He made sure to tell us to "mind our Ps and Qs" bc literally all of the adults he hung out with hated children. I'm sure they're all much worse now 😅

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

It blows me away how many of us willingly choose to settle for mediocrity, but esp in our relationships. Vapidity is a shield against accountability, community, and self-determination, and it's killing us all 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

The same bosses who "joke" about shorting your actual work hours are the same ones who give themselves an aneurysm when you go five minutes over break. Fuck these ppl-shaped misanthropic monsters, the rot always goes so much deeper 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Yo my beard really digs coconut oil 👀🥥

A close-up of FuzzyBear1982's lower face, highlighting his lips, chin, and long gray-black beard.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

They turned off the canal, where tf are my ducky friends supposed to go? 😭

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

We should bring back Devil's Night for 2026, only this time it's oligarchs' houses 😍

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

A prominent member of a former community of mine was recently lost, and it reminded me too much of past enmeshment patterns to ignore. Here is what I lived/learned 👀🔥 medium.com/@fuzzybear19...

medium.com

I Look at Saviors Differently Now

(CW: guns, suicidal ideation, abuse. I am not suicidal nor do I have a plan as such.)

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Built a DIY water filter before the tap turns off, and so should you 👀💧

A 2-liter bottle of RC has been modified into a water filter. The cotton medium is an old undershirt, follows by layers of fine sand, coarse sand, and river rocks.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

May capitalism and the concept of social hierarchy, the predatory systems that enforce this silence, crumble then forever be cautioned against 🐻

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

The taught/systemically enforced inability to speak our truth while also being robbed of our right to self-determination is how we all continue to suffer in silence. Ultimately, the only ones surprised by loss are the ones who weren't paying attention, willfully or otherwise.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

The flashlight on my phone is that same pleasing yellow hue of 90s kitchen hood lights, I use it to check my BP and journal 😍

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

We don't defeat systemic narcissism by taking down individual agents, but rather by dismantling the very system that allows them to abuse with impunity 👀😊🔥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Proud of myself for adapting new habits into my routine, daily yoga and journaling perhaps being the hugest. All this without meds, I even passed the DMV eye exam and got the restriction removed. Feels like leveling up to me 👀🐻🔥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Def getting better at tying my keffiyeh 👀🇵🇸

FuzzyBear1982 smiles into the camera, a black-and-white keffiyeh wrapped around the top of his head.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

In spite of my weariness, I have also been doing what I can to level up my social skills across the board. Tho none are esp close, knowing that I've had a positive impact on most of the ppl I deal with on a daily basis makes me feel esp Daddy Bear 😊❤️🐻

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CODEPINK @codepink.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Today, Israeli settlers backed by the military: - tried to abduct a child - set car on fire in Hebron - stormed 2 homes - raided towns, closing roads, forced shops to shut near Jenin - abducted many Palestinians All with U.S. backing.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

The surgical precision with which fate always seems to abruptly remove those who genuinely try to befriend me feels intentional and cruel. After nearly 44 years, I'm tired 😥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

My world is already noisy enough. Stfu and get to it, killer 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I know bc I'm almost always the one their insecure ass is (figuratively) shitting on, and some days I just wanna run up, all eyes in their grill, begging them to leave me tf alone then go manifest this shit for themselves bc I too once was unbearably (lol) messy.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Whoever says men aren't dramatic is absolutely lying to themselves bc men are absolutely some of the cattiest bitches currently breathing.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

An unintended side effect of being atheist is discovering how many malignant misanthropes cynically use religion as an instrument of control, and it's always been unsettling to witness/experience 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

There's this one corner I would drive by for a previous job that made a high-pitched electric sound, which I still haven't found the direct source. Loud enough to give me a headache every time, on top of lots of foot traffic, I hated it 😅😭

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

My whole body unclenches once the noise stops, I'm a progressively overstimulated mess until then, it's def real and it's a lot at times 😅

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I'm the type of AuDHD that can detect the high-frequency ringing sound that all noise machines produce, and will actively seek out/silence said machine if within my power and/or will to do so 😅

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

lol whoa 👀 I love how timestamps became a thing in video game saves, like visiting a previous era 😍

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Def feels like deleting it at this point would be akin to burning down a historic library 😅

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Yo check the date on my oldest save file for Silent Hill Homecoming on PS3. #retrogaming amirite? 👀😅

Save file for Silent Hill Homecoming on Playstation 3. The text reads "Underground 2/17/2013 6:04PM 592 KB Lair Difficulty: Normal"

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I read the Nintendo Power Final Fantasy guide multiple times over the 2-3 years before I actually played it, which made the experience that much richer when it finally happened 😍

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I believe that a more equitable world is struggling to be born, and identifying then condemning the above-stated behavior is how we can help usher it into existence.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I've watched grown-ass ppl go on weeks-long crashouts bc they were not allowed access to terrorize me, and my hope is to create a world where enthusiastically chudtastic losers do not get free reign to destroy another person's life, whether they're a coworker, boss, HOA, doctor, or otherwise.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

When they see me, they see that same young "easy target" version of me that draws them into a bloodyhirsty frenzy, only this time they gotta get thru my much wiser near 44-year old ass, and. They. HATE. That. Shit.

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