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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 3h

I am pansexual, attracted to all genders, do not care if others think I'm gay for it, and will absolutely be whoever I need to be on the fly if anyone ever needs a big strong man(bear) to serve as a ready safe space 👀🐻🔥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 4h

Playing the melodica badly has done more for my dopamine levels than any amount of alcohol ever did 👀🔥💨🎹

FuzzyBear1982 stares incredulously into the camera, a plastic intake tube for a melodica secured in his mouth.

Close-up of the Eastar air-powered melodica keyboard.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

The antidote to all nonconsensual manipulative suggestion is knowing, loving, and honoring thyself 👀🐻

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

As much as this (very lovely) car feels like a prison at times, I've obviously have grown even more attached to her in recent years. She even has a given name, Cammy, which I've also only ever known her as ❤️

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Been needing to do a solar charger swap to (hopefully) address an ongoing power issue I've been having, but I've been working too much to install it and relocate other components. I really wanna continue my SH Homecoming run and can't until it's done and resolved 😭

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

If "earning a living" is a requirement under the current system, what do we call bosses who dump former employees onto the street with zero safety nets? I've lost count of how many times I was socially murdered by former bosses tbh 😅🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

The whole "shaming ppl for living with their parents" thing begins to look like the capitalist propaganda it actually is when one, like me, has no familial support system. Being alone is all I've ever known, even in a room full of ppl 🤷‍♀️

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Now that gangster rap has been exposed as a CIA/Mossad op, I think it's funny that the places I tend to hear it most are in upper-middle class neighborhoods. Some kid bumping Eazy-E at The Village a couple months back being one example 😂😭

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

No lies there are those who would rather me be dead, so they can scapegoat me further to absolve their own soulless behavior. This is for them: I wish you no harm, and I will never kill myself. I choose life, which no longer requires your input 👀🐻

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

In 6th grade, our health teacher checked the class at large for laughing at a picture of a femme with armpit hair doing exercises in a studio, aka minding their own business.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Nudity is not inherently sexual nor consenting towards sexual contact. I feel that this disconnect lies at the root of the USA's misogyny and general apathy towards others outside of what said naked person(s) can/can't do for them bc apathetic ppl are wholly incapable of being present.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Seduction, as portrayed in popular media, typically flies over my head yet tends to have the exact opposite effect when I have to figure it out for myself. Please don't 😅👎

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

When older women call me "sweetie" 😍🫠

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Harassing/maiming/killing animals simply trying to exist is much too common a red flag for me to think of our installed societal order as anything other than ardently predatory. This whole room is laughing about chasing a coyote with a bulldozer. Burn it all tf down 🙃🔥🔥🔥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Yeah being forced to work days to "earn a living" sucks, but as an AuDHD who previously worked swings off/on for 5+ years, the latter would always completely ruin my day 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Growing up, dad used to take/force my brother and I to go to multiple classic car shows and swap meets each year. He made sure to tell us to "mind our Ps and Qs" bc literally all of the adults he hung out with hated children. I'm sure they're all much worse now 😅

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

It blows me away how many of us willingly choose to settle for mediocrity, but esp in our relationships. Vapidity is a shield against accountability, community, and self-determination, and it's killing us all 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

The same bosses who "joke" about shorting your actual work hours are the same ones who give themselves an aneurysm when you go five minutes over break. Fuck these ppl-shaped misanthropic monsters, the rot always goes so much deeper 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Yo my beard really digs coconut oil 👀🥥

A close-up of FuzzyBear1982's lower face, highlighting his lips, chin, and long gray-black beard.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

They turned off the canal, where tf are my ducky friends supposed to go? 😭

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

We should bring back Devil's Night for 2026, only this time it's oligarchs' houses 😍

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

A prominent member of a former community of mine was recently lost, and it reminded me too much of past enmeshment patterns to ignore. Here is what I lived/learned 👀🔥 medium.com/@fuzzybear19...

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I Look at Saviors Differently Now

(CW: guns, suicidal ideation, abuse. I am not suicidal nor do I have a plan as such.)

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Built a DIY water filter before the tap turns off, and so should you 👀💧

A 2-liter bottle of RC has been modified into a water filter. The cotton medium is an old undershirt, follows by layers of fine sand, coarse sand, and river rocks.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

The taught/systemically enforced inability to speak our truth while also being robbed of our right to self-determination is how we all continue to suffer in silence. Ultimately, the only ones surprised by loss are the ones who weren't paying attention, willfully or otherwise.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

The flashlight on my phone is that same pleasing yellow hue of 90s kitchen hood lights, I use it to check my BP and journal 😍

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

We don't defeat systemic narcissism by taking down individual agents, but rather by dismantling the very system that allows them to abuse with impunity 👀😊🔥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Proud of myself for adapting new habits into my routine, daily yoga and journaling perhaps being the hugest. All this without meds, I even passed the DMV eye exam and got the restriction removed. Feels like leveling up to me 👀🐻🔥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Def getting better at tying my keffiyeh 👀🇵🇸

FuzzyBear1982 smiles into the camera, a black-and-white keffiyeh wrapped around the top of his head.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

In spite of my weariness, I have also been doing what I can to level up my social skills across the board. Tho none are esp close, knowing that I've had a positive impact on most of the ppl I deal with on a daily basis makes me feel esp Daddy Bear 😊❤️🐻

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CODEPINK @codepink.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Today, Israeli settlers backed by the military: - tried to abduct a child - set car on fire in Hebron - stormed 2 homes - raided towns, closing roads, forced shops to shut near Jenin - abducted many Palestinians All with U.S. backing.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

The surgical precision with which fate always seems to abruptly remove those who genuinely try to befriend me feels intentional and cruel. After nearly 44 years, I'm tired 😥

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Whoever says men aren't dramatic is absolutely lying to themselves bc men are absolutely some of the cattiest bitches currently breathing.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

An unintended side effect of being atheist is discovering how many malignant misanthropes cynically use religion as an instrument of control, and it's always been unsettling to witness/experience 🙃

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I'm the type of AuDHD that can detect the high-frequency ringing sound that all noise machines produce, and will actively seek out/silence said machine if within my power and/or will to do so 😅

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Yo check the date on my oldest save file for Silent Hill Homecoming on PS3. #retrogaming amirite? 👀😅

Save file for Silent Hill Homecoming on Playstation 3. The text reads "Underground 2/17/2013 6:04PM 592 KB Lair Difficulty: Normal"

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

After all this time, Super Meat Boy still hits those high giggly dopamine receptors 😅😍

Hundreds of Commander Video sprites fill the replay screen in Super Meat Boy for Nintendo Switch.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I like to think that every time I visibly scare an old white person simply by existing, the now former child they used to terrorize feels cozily vindicated 😊❤️🐻

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Sometimes i think I'm panda-coded cuz I'll do shit like eat a 1 lb. meatloaf in one sitting, hating life for the next 12 hours, then considering it again at some point in the future when hunger strikes again 😅🐼🐻

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Yemen is showing the world how to resist tyranny, we should pay attention 👀🐻

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

lol gas jumped up .20/gal after 4-5 weeks holding steady at $4.59, it truly is the beginning of the end 😅

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I always feel most ursine right after I paint my nails 👀🐻

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Old white ppl are def getting more aggressive towards anyone outside the white cishet binary, esp indigenous ppls. We must acknowledge the capitalist system that generates this behavior, then dismantle it with immediate and extreme prejudice 👀🔥 thewalrus.ca/why-is-anti-...

thewalrus.ca

Why Is Anti-Indigenous Racism on the Rise? | The Walrus

The new “Indian problem”

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Got my keffiyeh in, solidarity with all my fellow occupied/oppressed Indigenous ppls worldwide. Together, we will destroy capitalism and it's endless destruction of all that makes life on this planet beautiful 👀🔥

FuzzyBear1982 smiles into the camera, a Palestinian keffiyeh wrapped around his head.

FuzzyBear1982 looks solemnly into the camera, holding up two fingers to signify "victory" over capitalism's endless greed and consumption.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

With times as wild as they've been, I have decided to keep an offline journal as well as a collection of essays I'm working on wrt my observations as a car dweller who has officially fallen thru the cracks of our decaying society. Writing this here as a matter of record, not currently in dsnger ❤️

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Nathan Graves should get the Shawn Michaels Award for his damage knockback game 😭

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Perhaps one day soon, ppl the world over will regard US and Israeli military life with the same gut-wrenching disdain that is currently shown towards Nazi shit 👀🙏

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Personalizing insects and arachnids as I encounter them has been highly effective at combating the reflexive urge to scream/slap 👀🌈

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The More You Know Shooting Star Meme

Alt: The More You Know Shooting Star Meme

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I really do believe that consummate predatory types sustain themselves off of suffering, which is why the most evil among us seem to live forever while the good die young.

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FuzzyBear1982 @fuzzybear1982.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I really do believe that consummate predatory types sustain themselves off of suffering, which is why the most evil among us seem to live forever while the good die young.

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