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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 30/09/2026

I don't know why I expected anything less (also, omg, PlayOnline is one of the most rancid online services I've ever had the immense displeasure of dealing with LMAO)

Final Fantasy XI download process: Time remaining 02:48:44

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 25/09/2026

FINALLY got the Stormblood Jigsaw framed, completed it more than 2 years ago and it's just been sitting around taking up space lmao

Final Fantasy XIV Stormblood Jigsaw puzzle with artwork by Yoshitaka Amano. A woman in a flowing red dress stands overlooking an expanse, with a castle in the distance and airships in the skies overhead.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 25/09/2026

IM A MORON I FORGOT GUITAR HERO: AEROSMITH IT'S LITERALLY THE REASON I GOT A GUITAR 16 YEARS AGO IT'S THE ORIGIN OF MY LOVE OF MUSIC IT'S PROBABLY THE SINGLE MOST IMPACTFUL PIECE OF MEDIA ON MY LIFE WHEN VIEWED HOLISTICALLY

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 25/09/2026

I wasn't massively into anime as a kid, availability was kinda dog here, but Eva is the only thing here I didn't watch as a teenager or younger.

My 9 Anime: The 9 Anime that shaped Who I Am.
Neon Genesis Evangelion, Yu-Gi-Oh! GX, Digimon: Digital Monsters, Digimon Tamers, Naruto, Dragon Ball Z, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Death Note, Kill La Kill.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 22/09/2026

Watched Bilocation last night, and while it doesn't deliver visually on the promise of it's poster, it has a very compelling and satisfying emotional core that more than makes up for the slightly bloated script.

Poster for the film Bilocation (2013) by Mari Asato

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 19/09/2026

I adore her, she's everything I wish I could be, the gender envy is off the charts,,,,,,

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 12/09/2026

Okay, I REALLY like the tavern/guildkeeper in Wizardry Variants Daphne

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 07/09/2026

Only reasonable thing you've said all game, Chitose, you chud

Digimon Story: Cyber Sleuth - Hackers Memory screenshot. Chitose and Protagonist (Snorge) standing in Shibuya.
Chitose: "Don't go after a cop, no matter how cute she is." Remember this lesson for... future... generations...

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 06/09/2026

My contribution to the (silly) "iconic video game swords" discussion

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 06/09/2026

Finished Soul Blazer, kinda really awesome game? I love how it slowly builds up it's world and characters and how much ambition they had regarding the themes. Also just looks gorgeous at times. Looking forward to playing Illusion of Gaia and Terranigma next.

Picture of my CRT (B&O MX8000) displaying the ending of Soul Blazer.
"The World of Evil is a dark world that exists in the back of creatures' minds."

Picture of my CRT displaying the ending of Soul Blazer. A blond woman named Lisa is standing in front of a beautiful sunset.
"Lisa was standing all by herself."

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 12/08/2026

Basically what she/I/we look like in game as well :3 Made with: picrew.me/en/image_mak...

Fields of Mistria character made with picrew. She has messy purple hair and black rabbit ears, and is wearing a black long-sleeve crop top with a black pleated skirt

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 08/08/2026

Repo: The Genetic Opera was really bad. It sucks that a fun 6/10 musical and a gloriously camp ASH performance is irreparably marred by the incompetent hand of DLB. The entire movie looks like the poster for the movie May, it's unbearably ugly. However... Zydrate goes in a little glass vial.

Theatrical poster for the movie May (2002)

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 08/08/2026

Me: Hey, what was that bird we just drove past? My Jamaican buddy:

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 02/08/2026

gamedle dot wtf is right, they really just decide these arbitrarily, huh?

gamedle screenshot showing NieR, NieR: Replicant and NieR: Replicant ver. 1.2247..., all with different genres, themes and perspectives, despite being the same game.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 01/08/2026

Went to a small local pride with the GF today and then had some delicious (but VERY slow) sushi. *tired and happy Ellie noises*

Ellie wearing a flowery skirt, a black crop top and a red and black flannel shirt with her signature bucket hat at a pride parade

Ellie wearing a flowery skirt, a black crop top and a red and black flannel shirt with her signature bucket hat at a pride parade. She has her tongue out.

Ellie wearing a flowery skirt, a black crop top, and her signature bucket hat. She's cupping her face and looking lovingly at the photographer

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 31/07/2026

GOAT trans woman, ad-blocker, OLED role-playing game. I almost made a coherent sentence out of these lmao

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3D printed, ad blocker, ad server, alcopop, archaean, big data, bioprospect, bioterror, body-shaming, bracketology, burner phone, butthurt, cloud computing, cromulent, cyberattack, dragonfish, drill down, DVR, EDM, electronic dance music, embiggen, endostatin, face-palm, fist bump, gastropub, Gen Z, geotag, GOAT, hoasca, hundo, judgy, kiteboarding, kopiyka, lion's mane, live streaming, loctician, nakfa, NDA, 'nduja, near field communication, new variant Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease, OLED, phish, phisher, phishing, procedure mask, role-playing game, senior moment, smartphone, smartwatch, snowboardcross, trans man, transphobe, trans woman, turntablism, variant Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease, webisode, XML, yoctosecond

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 30/07/2026

"I hope this email finds you well" vs how your email actually finds me

Gazimon from Digimon Adventure relaxing in a sunchair under a parasol

Gazimon from Digimon Adventure being hit in the face by a soccer ball

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 23/07/2026

At mother-in-laws birthday, so of course I spend most of the time trying to take pictures of their pets :3

White dog looking up from under Ellie's chair

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 18/07/2026

A day late, but whatever, time zones are made up, and it's not like I watched all these during the week anyway

Letterboxd Recent Activity
The Lost Boys 3 stars, like. eXistenZ 3½ stars, like. A Tale of Two Sisters 3½ stars, like, rewatch. The Hunger 2 stars.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 16/07/2026

Hopped on that new Digimon phone gacha that released, idk how much or how long I'll play it, it's a weird idle game, but the pixel art is really nice! If anyone wants to add me for some reason: 60SYECIQFU58FW2SGUL

Pixel art of a girl with purple hair and bangs, a black shirt with a skull and crossbones, a black skirt and black sneakers. From Digimon UP

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 13/07/2026

Watched The Lost Boys, insanely stylish, but so tonally inconsistent it ends up a bit messy. Haim is kinda awful, but Feldman hams it up so much it almost saves it. Longest lasting impact has to be this absolute queen from the opening credits tongue-kissing a rat tho, I hope she's doing amazing.

Young punk woman kissing a rat. Shot from the movie The Lost Boys.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 12/07/2026

Also, peep the fit I wore to GF's bday dinner cuz I think it's kinda cunt, even if my body can't quite do it justice :3

Ellie in light blue converse, a thigh-length black skirt, a black crop top and black dress shirt with a flower pattern, leaning against a railing overlooking a river. She has a tote back over one shoulder, and is wearing a necklace.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 28/06/2026

Started playing Pathfinder Kingmaker recently and, uhm, I love her???

A picture of a female barbarian from Pathfinder Kingmaker and a page containing her biography.
Amiri
Amiri is a barbarian from the Realm of the Mammoth Lords. She's blunt, a little crude, and doesn't talk much about her past - but her heart's in the right place. I wouldn't have anyone else at my side in battle.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 22/06/2026

Started ep. 2 earlier, just booted up the game to continue and omg, this outfit is just so so hot,,,,, Morgan,,,,.,...

of the Devil episode 2 main menu screen. Evangeline Morgan wearing gloves, shorts and an unzipped hoodie over a crop top, smoking a cigarette.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 21/06/2026

Not sure how to feel about this, but I don't think it's BAD?

The Amazing Digital Circus Test
Results: Ragatha 50%, Gangle 90%, Zooble 75%, Caine 30%, Jax 55%, Pomni 85%, Kinger 90%
You were tied between multiple people

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 20/06/2026

I FORGOT ABOUT FAUSTA! Also, have a Heurich aka fantasy Cloud Strife

Fausta from from The Adventures of Elliot The Millennium Tales

Fausta from The Adventures of Elliot The Millennium Tales smiling

Heurich from The Adventures of Elliot The Millennium Tales

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 20/06/2026

Adventures of Elliot is exactly the 2D Zelda I've been craving, it looks gorgeous, there's tons of depth and customizability to the combat, but most importantly, it's keeps introducing cute and gorgeous women at a frankly alarming pace.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 20/06/2026

An example of what I'm talking about, I absolutely adore the way the environment looks in this game

A doorway from The Adventures of Elliot The Millennium Tales

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 20/06/2026

Chat, I think my GF is turning her back on modern medicine, any tips on how to deal with this?

Three tweets from @boredcynic.bsky.social in posting order reading:
"Riddle me this liberal, if its so fuck damn hot outside, why do I still have a “cold”? Curious"
A picture of an almost full C: drive called "Oh fuck I'm so full"
"THAT'S IT, we're bringing back humorism"

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 18/06/2026

Thank you timeguessr for this wonderful sign, I'd love a "smart hat" made by designers and motherfuckers

Old sign reading: Designers and MFRS. of smart hats for smart ladies

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 18/06/2026

She yaps a lot and you hear the same voice lines over and over, but I gotta say, this lil lady is growing on me, she's very charming and cute (The game has a reduced chatter mode for the weak)

Faie from The Adventures of Elliot The Millennium Tales

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 17/06/2026

Oh hey, look what arrived a day earlier than it was probably supposed to!

A PS5 copy of The Adventures of Elliot: The Millennium Tales on a blue hoodie with pictures of bunnies on it.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 17/06/2026

You can tell when I started struggling to find "underappreciated" titles lmao, then again, it IS steam-exclusive, so no awesome PS1 games like Koudelka or Threads of Fate.

9 Steam games I want to spread:
Misericordé, House of Necrosis, of the Devil, Dungeon Encounters, Crow Country, I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream, Legend of Grimrock, Under a Killing Moon, Final Fantasy VII

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 11/06/2026

Yup, not gonna complain about that result in the slightest

Your FF Soul Type
Final Fantasy X
Yuna
Top 1%
97 Resonance Score

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 09/06/2026

Beat Twilight Princess, that's a great Zelda game! Definitely my favourite 3D Zelda (still missing SS), and the decomp + Linkle mod is absolutely fantastic, this was a joy to go through

Twilight Princess screenshot. Dutch angle shot of Ganondorf stabbed through the heart by the master sword.

Twilight Princess screenshot. Midna: "Am I so beautiful that you've no words left?"

Twilight Princess screenshot. Midna slowly turning to particles as she returns to the Twilight realm.

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Ellie Anhedonia (but spooky) 🐇🏳️‍⚧️🌸 @fuyusoft.neocities.org · 09/06/2026

Finished up City in the Sky, boss was really cool as a set-piece, but I gotta say, overall, these bosses have been REALLY easy and exceptionally gimmicky even by Zelda standards. Really enjoying this one tho, best 3D Zelda by a decent margin imo. Bonus Telma cuz 👀

You made it! How've you been, honey?! - Telma from Twilight Princess talking to Linkle

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