Reposted by FreddieKim Acuff Steiner @emberdione.bsky.social · 15/10/2026Rejection Sensitivity Disorder. I sure wish every job rejection didn't make me feel like dying because clearly I'm not worth anything. But here we are. 3251 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 15/10/2026And done with the culture fit/"soft skills" interviews. I think I did ok, but I'm also extremely bad at people so I guess we wait and see 🤷♂️ Trying not to get too invested in this even though the company feels like a unicorn in this climate - limited AI, works on something good for humans, etc. 130 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 15/10/2026No update from them yet as far as today being cancelled, I guess I didn't bomb out quite yet. It's the thrilling "culture fit"/"where do you want your career to go?" stuff today, only an hour but I hate that stuff 😓 110 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 14/10/2026Implementation session 2 maybe less good. Will see I guess, they said they'll let me know today if I flunked out so we're not wasting time on the other stuff tomorrow. I'm exhausted though, 3 hours of pretending to be a real human with video AND screen share is rough :( 230 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 14/10/2026System design and first implementation session went well I think? Not sure that I have much left to do in the second session but can flesh things out I guess 120 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 14/10/2026Have some interviews today, I sure do hate interviewing. Extremely tired of filtering through AI bullshit jobs to find the few that seem reasonable only to be rejected, so hopefully I don’t fuck this up 🫠🫠🫠 150 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 08/10/2026At least I picked up my med refills instead of waiting a week for FedEx to fuck it up, that's nice. And I got a passable chai latte from the hospital cafe. And some breakfast burritos + Mexican pastries from the Mexican grocery co-op on the way home (-ish). Still feel like an idiot though! 020 0
Reposted by FreddieRebecca McCarthy - Game Writing & Narrative🔜 MCM Comic Con @rebeccamwrites.bsky.social · 08/10/2026Dressmaker is a masterpiece. 11798252206 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 08/10/2026Obviously I am a functional adult and didn’t just show up to a doctors appointment TWO WEEKS EARLY 120 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 08/10/2026I dunno if "... well, we have 35 minutes left if you have any questions?" is a good thing or a bad thing when doing some sort of "can you write code?"/"can you design a basic system?" test. The prompt was pretty simple for both parts, and I passed all of the secret tests with basic defensive code 😓 000 0
Reposted by FreddieEniko Fox @enikofox.com · 29/09/2026To be clear for those of you not in the industry: a *lot* of indie devs, like the kind you've actually heard of, rely on outside investment to survive. Being in a position where you're not dependent on that is the very definition of a luxury position 2628 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 29/09/2026Fun. 2 cop cars showed up, wellness check next door? 3rd cop car showed up. Firetruck showed up. Firebulance showed up. Firepeople left. Cops started leaving. Last cop knocked on door to let us know neighbour is going to be in the hospital for a few days and could we look after his stuff/feed cats 🤷♂️ 010 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 17/09/2026It was the capacitor... replaced under warranty because it HASN'T BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE LAST TIME. Not sure how the not-even-10-year-old AC dies all the time but this is the 3rd capacitor, it tried to burn the house down by melting the cutoff box, and I don't remember what the other problem we had was. 000 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 16/09/2026Mr AC coming out to take a look some time this evening, bleh. It better not be the (horrifically expensive) capacitor again or the entire unit is getting yeeted over the fence. 210 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 16/09/2026Ah good the AC is not ACing again, and I definitely have the money to get someone out to look at it with no job and all 100 0
Reposted by FreddieAmy READ PINNED (cute) [weird] 🔞 @amyuncut.bsky.social · 14/09/2026transgender women with computer autism are going to be the only ones who can stop the superintelligent AI you have to support trans rights or you'll cause the end of the world 327273 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 15/09/2026I like that you went with "booklickers", that's definitely weirder than boots 110 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 15/09/2026No worries, Hiring Person, I'll just spiral for the rest of the day waiting to find out if this is good vague or bad vague 030 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 11/09/2026Interview 1 went ok, I think? I am a terrible judge of such things though 🤷♂️ 131 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 11/09/2026Interviews shortly, s t r e s s e d. Applied to many hundreds of jobs - 4 screening calls, 1 disastrous* set of interviews so far 🫠 * "I would do X but I'd have to look up the docs to refresh my memory" was the wrong answer, they wanted "I'd use AI!" and it was all downhill from there 100 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 04/09/2026Yesterday's interviews were an absolute fucking disaster, whee. Apparently "I know exactly what I need for this but would need to check the docs to refresh my memory on the details" is not the correct answer and it is in fact "just use AI" 😮💨 I've always loved writing code but this shit is bleak 030 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 03/09/2026Interviews today 😭 What if I forgot how to write code since yesterday? Maybe it’s just anxiety and the horrors of having to be perceived for the next few hours. Also likely to just make an UGH face if they ask me to use AI. 020 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 25/08/2026- Thousands of job listings looked at (filtering out "you're an AI slopmaster" roles is a job all by itself) - Hundreds of jobs applied for - THREE* screening calls - One moving to interviews at, of course, a huge pay cut * technically four but one was a referral and they noped out 010 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 25/08/2026Phew, scraping in on the last night. 285 resto shaman, fight took 12m40s 😅 330 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 02/08/2026I ran into one of those last week and was like ehhhhhhh no I will not be doing that 010 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 13/07/2026Nothing yet, going to update resume and start the shitty hunt this week. Severance gives me a reasonable runway at least but blehh. 010 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 10/07/2026Welp. Went to the store to get dog food, came back to my work laptop sitting at the new laptop setup screen. Today was my last day and all but ok I guess I've finished early? 🤷♂️ 130 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 23/06/2026Well, I'm glad I finally got around to updating my icon generation code to use FileDataIDs instead of relying on names 😅 000 0
Reposted by FreddieKim Acuff Steiner @emberdione.bsky.social · 07/06/2026Why do you think those "auteurs" can never pull off another success? (You know who I'm talking about.) Maybe it's because their TEAM was actually the reason the game was awesome? Oh but they fired the whole team and hired a cheaper one? 111215 0
Reposted by Freddie🇵🇸 Dean Tāne 🇵🇸 @dean-tane.bsky.social · 02/06/2026Repost the Leather Dachshund from Seattle Pride 1991 to be blessed this Pride Month! 257332841 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 03/06/2026The power of the sunnnnnnnn 🌞 Municipal power doing it's best to rival PG&E for price increases + rebates/etc made it an actually reasonable financial decision, whee. 020 0
Reposted by FreddieMarlamin @marlam.in · 12/02/2026media.tenor.comthe joker is wearing a purple jacket and a black shirtAlt: the joker going "and here we go" 2144 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 08/01/2026Ah health insurance. New owners don't offer Anthem, only worse plans via Cigna. Fine, set that up. First interaction with them? We're declining authorization for this med you've been on for years and will send you a letter about it. ... cost without insurance: $490/mo 😓 000 0
Reposted by FreddieGhoulsha 👻🎃 @gneisha.bsky.social · 18/12/2025I feel like I'm spamming y'all but I know that's how these things get more eyes. My Jenga girl has put me through it this year but she remains bright eyed and happy 💜 Donations and shares are deeply appreciated, love you all #gfm #mutualaid #vetbills #helpsky #anythinghelps gofund.me/096c689cdgofund.meDonate to Save Jenga's Knees (and my sanity), organized by Gneisha FeleishaA lot of folks know me online as Gneisha, and probably more people know Jenga. Jen… Gneisha Feleisha needs your support for Save Jenga's Knees (and my sanity) 1917 0
Reposted by FreddieGhoulsha 👻🎃 @gneisha.bsky.social · 17/12/2025It's Bailey's birthday!! I can't believe this little gremlin is FIVE already 😭 161 0
Freddie @freddie.wtf · 05/10/2025media.tenor.coma close up of a young man 's face with the words potatoes written below himAlt: a close up of a young man 's face with the words potatoes written below him 000 0