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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Everything about me is broken or breaking. Just so much pain constantly and everywhere

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Heart in my throat. I wish it would choke me

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

I feel so close all of the time

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

I wonder what would make me give up

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

So sad, lost, and confused

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 29/10/2024

Maybe I should be alone anyway. I only seem to hurt people, lately. No matter my efforts. I refuse to be a bitter, sad person but these past months don't leave much to be happy about

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 29/10/2024

I don't think there is anyone who truly knows me for who I am. It may never be that way either

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 29/10/2024

The people who have known me the longest understand me the least

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 29/10/2024

There is nowhere to run, not that I even would if I could. I'll keep feverishly working away at what I can until it kills me. Just hoping that it pays off or buries me soon. I guess I have to accept the sudden surprises. Nothing but patience is all I confidently know these days

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 29/10/2024

Disconnected from almost everyone. Conflicting feelings in my closest relationships. A sense of undeservingness from people I want to get closer to. Growing debt. And, circumstances where I cannot create freely. Wow

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 29/10/2024

I'll be surprised if I actually recover from being inside of such a deep hole

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 25/09/2024

My timeline has become lonesome ..

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maia arson crimew 🏴 @crimew.gay · 18/09/2024

whenever u point out something is a deeply puritan belief online you get hundreds of people going like "im not a prude i just believe in Common Sense, Everyone thinks this is Weird and needs to be Hidden from the Public" with absolutely zero self reflection

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icchantika @pad.bsky.social · 20/09/2024

reading lolita at the bar and shaking my head to show i don't approve of that type of pretentious behavior

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 01/07/2024

Really? I have been missing out

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 13/06/2024

Wow this is some phenomenal art. What’s the name?

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 29/05/2024

hahaha oh man I shouldn’t have assumed w/ little info.. I’m imagining that being said in the most divorced context and am laughing a bit Always here for you if you need another person to bounce thoughts along with u_u Best wishes

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 29/05/2024

Everyday we fight the debilitating urge to fumble I hope you are feeling better now q _ q so easy to be swallowed by our fears and doubts

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 25/05/2024

I love many of you and hope we can become better friends soon .. wishing for your prosperity

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 21/05/2024

Has been an interesting series of developments — up and down, but I am ultimately working through the worst of it. The best of it is being now able to playfully call my SO my little sister in Chinese. So, I am grateful. Love you so much for checking in .. will make you proud. Wishing you well too!!!

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 21/05/2024

Praying the same… Delphi liberation arc has been long built up to

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 11/05/2024

Told her everything and she still loves me I feel liberated. Trust is repairing myself in real time. My life begins now

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 08/05/2024

I don’t think so but this is how the artbook ends Was unaware of that happening too.. our beautifully resourceful hero

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 08/05/2024

Almost had Chuggaconroy too.. maybe in another world

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 08/05/2024

Always good to have friends in high places

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 08/05/2024

Particularly it’s program my own devices, my last work was with custom wallpapers and I just constantly studied ww3 schools to get where I did

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 08/05/2024

All good, thank you— always have been interested in it and haven’t done too much work with it these days. Felt like my prior efforts were a little misdirected so I was definitely considering a spot to start fresh

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 08/05/2024

Are there learning resources that you recommend? And, what projects have you done so far

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Girutea @girutea.bsky.social · 06/05/2024

iori minase my beloved!! #idolmaster #imas

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 05/05/2024

Deeply resonating with this. Using what we have until it’s gone

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maven @foolishmaven.bsky.social · 04/05/2024

Woah, no pissing OR moaning? Lets not be too extreme

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