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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

I really don't want to come on here just to vent and complain but... god, it really feels like everything sucks now. every social platform feels awful, everything feels like a commodity, it just like... what do you even do at this point

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

I've always kinda been a discord hater but esp. in light of recent discord news: putting entire knowledge bases for a community/interest on a discord server is and always has been immensely unserious behavior and anyone who does it should not be trusted to maintain any information ever

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

I love watching videos covering weird disturbing books and I always get the feeling that I could write something like that tbh. like, I've been wanting to write more for years and I feel like I could write some quality freak shit

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

I sent my therapist the guide to mod her 3ds and I feel like I'm doing the lord's work

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

today in therapy I had a moment where I realized just how... upsetting some of what I went through as a teen was. like, to spell out how textbook of a case of grooming I went through, is...it hurts. and I feel so bad for that younger me who had no idea what they were going through

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

I know a lot of stories about the "dark web" are just scaremongering but like even the stuff people might reasonably do on there just feels so corny. like ohhhh my god you bought drugs and talked about edgy shit anonymously? should we tell everyone? should we throw a party? should we invite 4chan

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

I've been playing too much tony hawk pro skater lately and have become convinced that this should be my personal style irl

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

hello if you're a mutual that I met on here I want you to know that I hope you're doing well and I greatly miss talking with you lovely people

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

I beat Portal on my Switch and I think it's exactly what I needed to remind me why I love video games also it's almost 20 years old jesus christ

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

on telegram @ hellodober and on signal @ amp.2468 just to throw it out there

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

should I start pushing for people to use Signal again or should I just go back to bed

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

one day I will own the $800 49 disk Criterion 40th anniversary box set, mark my words

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

"slop" as a descriptor has gotten way too out of hand. I don't even mean for AI shit, people are way too comfortable describing the most mundane shit as fucking *slop*, it's like a thought terminating cliche

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

the only thing I have to say about the Epstein files is what the fuck did you people expect did you think trump would be like well ya got me here you go, here's All Of My Crimes

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 14/12/2025

been almost a year since this time in my life and I can firmly say: who the fuck is this. I think I was maybe just Posting Through It because I was having a very difficult time then and things haven't gotten better

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 11/12/2025

alright I've had a million false starts with books this year but I'm gonna finish this one, this one is important

audiobook of The Politics of Trauma by Staci K. Haines

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

I am trying to play older games for inspiration but unfortunately I have ipad baby brain and 98% of games made before 1990 feel like video game homework

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

I have assembled my game backlog for 2026 and I will be starting my manifesting and affirmations now because I have beaten one (1) game in 2025 and the total time to beat it was one (1) hour

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 23/11/2025

been feeling very lost in terms of community. feels like every platform is either Yell Into the Void or Small Private Secret Room of 10-50 People. it's hard to know where to go to like... talk to people and share things

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 23/11/2025

hello I hope anyone still following this account is doing well trying to post anything meaningful and that doesn't appeal to lib brain rot has felt very futile but I'm grateful for the people I met here

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 14/09/2025

I have a long flight tomorrow, please throw movies/books/games/music at me

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 11/09/2025

I'll check metacritic from time to time but at this point it just feels like we're being fed an endless parade of slop. I've lost so much interest in knowing about basically any movies or shows coming out

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 10/09/2025

this ex also repeatedly argued that Elden Ring is, categorically, a 3d platformer

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 10/09/2025

one time an ex tried to argue that Satisfactory would never reach version 1.0 because of some meta joke about capitalism and production. when I told him that made no sense from a game dev production standpoint he did not care. this was the rigor that he approached most topics with

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 09/09/2025

finally visiting home after about 4 months away and I'm... having a lot of conflicting emotions. everything is fine but almost immediately after getting to the house I was just overwhelmed with the feeling that I don't really think I want to come back here again

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 07/09/2025

if I don't win the lottery tonight it's a government conspiracy against me. if I do win the lottery then god has ordained me to defeat capitalism from within. these are the two outcomes

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 06/09/2025

also thinking about how I feel like I kinda have autism imposter syndrome where I doubt if I'm autistic or don't feel like I'm "autistic enough" for people to care but then I imagined the look my therapist would give me if I told her that and I have been cured of my imposter syndrome

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

kpop doesn't really capture my interest enough for me to be super into it, which is a shame because sometimes you get shit like this with an absolutely banger sample

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

Powerball is currently $1.7 billion. I hate capitalism and the lottery is a scam on entire classes of people but god damn it would it be nice to win

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

I'm still proud of voidfolly.io/stories but I have even more than that, with their own photos too. man I really need to do more with my personal site, I just don't know what

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

I have literally hundreds of playlists I wish I could share but trying to force music on people feels like one of the most cringe things in existence

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

it feels kinda corny to say but Tyler the Creator's song Darling, I made me feel so seen. hearing an artist actually talk about struggling with monogamy, with "forever", and feeling okay with living with that, made me feel genuinely validated

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

god damn why is playing games so hard. I installed a bunch but every time I think of playing one it's like I get paralyzed by the fear of Committing Any Time to Anything Ever maybe I should start playing spooky games now so at least I have a theme

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

y'know, I enjoy taking photos and I've really struggled to know whether they're any good, but I think I've reached a point where I feel content in finding my own work pretty. like idk I've found a style that makes me feel stuff and that feels significant

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

update: we did 5 haunted houses and I was scared once because I literally couldn't see where I was going and then the Terrifier one genuinely got a little jump out of me. otherwise I am apparently impervious to haunted houses also I am the most easily startled person alive in all other contexts

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

we are at Universal's Halloween Horror Nights, time to find out if I can still feel fear

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 29/08/2025

I was watching Lindsay Ellis's newest video and kinda broke down crying a bit at the state of the world. seeing children be exposed to the absolute most horrific experiences imaginable just kinda broke a stoicism I didn't even realize I had been holding onto

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 28/08/2025

I have decided that the only backlog system that will work is playing by smallest file size to largest. I will be playing Animal Well now and Baldur's Gate 3 in approximately 2043

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 28/08/2025

you know big things are happening in therapy when the Gender Homework begins

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

my new game playing strategy is no Steam, only desktop shortcuts. it will not work but at least it's a good selection of games

1000xRESIST
Baldur's Gate 3
Capcom Arcade Stadium
Control Ultimate Edition
Deus Ex Mankind Divided™
Dungeons of Hinterberg
First Person Hooper
Ghostrunner
Hardspace Shipbreaker
Katana ZERO
Lovely Planet 2 April Skies
Nobody Saves the World
Pathologic 2
Riders Republic
Salamander County Public Television
Slime Rancher
STASIS BONE TOTEM
The Elder Scrolls V Skyrim Special Edition
Tomb Raider I-III Remastered Starring Lara Croft
Venineth
Yellow Taxi Goes Vroom

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

one of my partners has an autistic NB teen and he clearly doesn't... understand them. it makes me kinda sad, because even though I've never met the kid I feel like I understand them well from descriptions/stories I've heard, and it makes me kinda sad to think how misunderstood they must feel

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 23/08/2025

something that I think is becoming clear to me is that many people seem to conceptualize atrocities of the past as like, fantasy thought experiments in inhumanity, nearly indistinguishable from fiction and not like real things that real people and systems committed not that long ago

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

I had my first session with a new therapist and holy shit not only is it night and day from my last therapist but it's wild how much more hopeful I feel. she's AuDHD and trans and finally feeling seen on neurodivergence and queerness is such a fucking relief, truly

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

I love my partner but sometimes I remember that his favorite song is Thunder by Imagine Dragons and it deals me a type of pain that I don't think science has terminology for

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

damn Judith got hands this shit is dense as hell but fascinating! Butler argues that gender and sex are linked paradoxically, wherein sex is used as a supposedly immutable anchor for the basis of gender— but that our understanding of sex is already built upon gendered cultural presumptions

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folly (mirror mode) @follyvoid.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

I've been trying to figure out what I was feeling when I first made this account, and I think it's that I need to return to my commitment to being absolutely belligerently annoying to most people. yes I do want to watch the 7 hour film Sátántangó and read queer theory. fuck you

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