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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

AND I liquid fasted today????? net of -488????? bruh we're so back

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

after how bad ive been doing im so fucking proud of this actually

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

thats so good!!! finding a good therapist feels so so good

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

res is aboutta get so easy lets goooooo

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

probably not veggie actually, i'll need to get my protein back up after fasting and the mono

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

gunna meal prep tomorrow while i do an apple mono that i was initially gonna do today. gonna batch make as much burrito bowl stuff as i can so i just don't have to worry about food for a while. can't decide if i want them to be vegetarian or not.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

I usually prep 8-10 400cal portions in bulk and freeze them. Microwave for 4 minutes and boom - instant ready meal.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

it can be bulked up volume wise with veggies, vegan or vegetarian, or you can use any kind of protein you want. shitton if seasoning is almost negligible in cals (comes out to 20ish)

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

if you use cauliflower rice instead of regular rice it's super low carb, and it won't really have sugar in it either unless you put sugar in it.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

i will recommend homemade burrito bowls all day every day. endlessly customizable, very high protein, super filling.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

i think im gonna liquid f4st today if i can get away w it actually

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

bellys already starting to pucker and its been 2 days. she's workingggggggh

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

sooooooo i can order 25 tins of the nic pouches i like for like 130$. bet your ass im ddashing extra this month to do that.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

uhhhhhh apple mono tmorrow cuz i got a shitton from the foodbank?

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kelz📍pinned❗️ @kisskgs.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

*sighs heavily*

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

that AND I want to be able to drink one at 1am and still sleep rip

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

those are so good 😭 for some reason the ultra paradise has inched its way up the list for me lately, I'd kill for a decaf of that

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

hard agree but for the original flavor zero. actually all of the zero flavors.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

turns out i was So Irritated because I hadn't done my hrt in like a month LOL meltdown over i feel better and im not crazy anymore

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 26/06/2026

ended yesterday around 3000c4l so I'm bumming. making up for it today that's for damn sure.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 26/06/2026

this is the third time he's come over and virtually ignored me I'm soooooooo irked

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 26/06/2026

(notmy)d4d's pissing me off. what do you MEAN you come over, make me eat, and then just fully pass out??? bruh come the fuck on

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 25/06/2026

no f00d today unless (notmy)d4d makes me. even then tho i have quest chips and protein bars so I'm not totally SOL.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 25/06/2026

woooosh ive been so dead since fiancé left. house is a mess. have felt like shit. barely managed. was 15min late to therapy yesterday because I was dissociating into the waiting screen. blegh.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 15/06/2026

i feel disgusting!!!! my space is disgusting!!!! i look disgusting!!!! i am going go scream!!!!

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 15/06/2026

plus again. i always felt my best when i was doing that. bleghhhh though. housework tomorrow. everything sucks. i am Very Sad but if I don't at least try to push through things are gonna get real bad real fast. 2k more steps. reading tonight. sleep. house stuff tomorrow. blegh.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 15/06/2026

gonna try to get like another 2k steps in tonight. I don't wanna go too hard because if I do I'll completely overdo it, and not be able to do shit for days. so shooting for like 6k after hitting mayyyyyyybe 800-1k lately is a good shot i think. i'd really like to work up to consistently getting 8k-

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 15/06/2026

god this slapped i needed real food so bad after weeks of junk

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L🌟🪽 @bpdbby.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Every day

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 14/06/2026

house needs cleaned now that fiancé is gone. i feel just so depleted and unmotivated, like what's the point

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 14/06/2026

walked for 20 minutes. doing spurts because of how sedentary we've been and i dont wanna trigger a chronic pain spike.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 14/06/2026

fiancé leaving has me super triggered. if i don't have them here i just don't deserve anything. i don't wanna exist. i don't wanna move. i don't wanna breathe.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 14/06/2026

d4d forced a chicken sandwich down my throat today but the rest of my cals are from vodka. im sad.

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