iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 26/09/2026

if you play midwest emo while wearing an mcr shirt, they cancel each other out

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 04/09/2026

it turns out i sound like i'm from up way up nord minisoda, hey

a dialect heat map of the usa, showing my dialect is closest to northern minnesota (yes) and montana (what?)

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 17/07/2026

i think that if you're going to make a hypersexual game, you shouldn't half-ass it

LUST
The world is filled with horrible people who will sexualize you, and they'll kill you for it. The less you wear, the higher your LUST score. When an enemy lusts after you, add your LUST score to your armor class and attack roll, as well as their damage roll.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 17/07/2026

normally i like my job (delivery driver). today? not so much (don't worry, i was wearing an n95)

screenshot of the aid quality.
pm10: 920
pm2.5: 765
ozone: 22

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 16/07/2026

this took me way too long, but i finally did it

my chess dot com elo ratings
1407 rapid
1406 bullet
1400 blitz

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 13/07/2026

back on my bullshit the face + the fit

a screenshot of my elden ring character's face. she is hot

another screenshot of elden ring character face. you can see she had a big nose in this one. again, hot

a screenshot of my elden ring character in the game world, wearing the prisoner garb. once more she is hot, albeit in a different way

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 09/07/2026

what if i started taking selfies and posting them on the internet again

a selfie of me, a white trans woman with brown hair (pigtails), a choker, and big glasses. wearing a my chemical romance shirt with an angel on it

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 27/06/2026

recently started playing guitar again for the first time in 18 months

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 25/06/2026

why should online games get all the fog of war fun? gonna try out some digital dungeon crawling at my analog table tomorrow and see how my players like it

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 24/06/2026

from the vaults. grief-eater is the little freak i keep making over and over in my game drafts

THE GRIEF-EATER
You consume the grief of others, and in turn take power from it. What drew you to this profane profession? Choose one:
-You do it in lieu of confronting your own grief. Think not of the one(s) you lost, lest you become consumed by it yourself.
-You do it to ease the unbearable weight of loss in others. It may be fleeting, but it is a needed respite.
-You do it because of what it gives you. The power to wield strange magicks, to watch others' memories, to have others gaze upon you with awe.

Weapons (choose 1)
-A needle that sends a defenseless creature into a dreamless sleep until you prick them again. Tags: Intimate, poison.
-A cruel dagger that can only deepen an existing wound. Tags: close, enchanted.

When you slip through The Black Gates of Death, choose one:
-Funerals are held in Byrig, Adrift as its citizens become Woven and die—yours is the catalyst. In fact, rites spring up for the ending of more than just lives, as the great city realizes the way forward is through.
-Grief takes hold of Byrig, Adrift and refuses to let go. Lamentations echo through its dark streets forever more, as none who have lost can hold back the flood.
-Grief leaves with you. Byrig, Adrift becomes a cold place in its absence, its citizens numb to the tragedy and loss that permeates everyday life here.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 18/06/2026

get in loser, we're making dolmenwood characters

a selfie of me, a white lady with big glasses and pigtails, wearing a dolmenwood tshirt. dolmenwood is a tabletop roleplaying game

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 25/05/2026

it's the middle of the night and nobody can stop me from posting okdnguitae clips

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 06/03/2026

i can't believe they only made 9 video games and i've played them all (made with my9games.com)

a 3 by 3 grid of video games

chrono trigger
final fantasy x
stardew valley
final fantasy vi
elden ring
fallout new vegas
pokémon soul silver
caves of qud
baldur's gate 3

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 28/02/2026

i made a little bus house for mama murphy in fallout 4

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 21/01/2026

going through game idea notes on my phone is fun because stuff like what's quoted is usually preceded by me talking to myself

how do we determine which tier happens when the move occurs? we could roll dice about it. that's simple, a lot of games do that.

we could incentivise players. you get something for not always picking the top tier.

we could put up a barrier. you have to spend a resource to get the top tier. you gain the resource by picking the bottom tier. or maybe the GM gets a resource if you pick the top tier. maybe both??

what about the middle tier? why pick it? maybe they get another resource. maybe that's how you advance?

and what are these resources anyway? they're express permissions to do something.

or maybe moves have tiers of success but they're a list of options. choose one/let the GM choose one etc. the advancement let's you unlock more options from the list. maybe both locally (playbook) and globally (basic moves)

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 14/01/2026

no matter how much i lose at chess, there's one elo they can't take from me

a black and white portrait picture of the members of Electric Light Orchestra in 1977

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 30/12/2025

i go on quests for either a wizard with seven eyes or a wizard with an eyeless face

you are now forced to have the same job as the main character in the last book you read. what is the job?

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 28/12/2025

post a perfect album from the 90s that isn't nirvana, pearl jam, soundgarden, or alice in chains

album art for "nightfall in middle-earth" by blind guardian. lúthien dances before morgoth as onlookers how.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 17/11/2025

what perfect album came out the year you turned 16?

the cover of the album "all the footprints you've ever left and the fear expecting ahead" by envy.

ia black and white photograph with a tall building in the foreground, and some smaller buildings in the background. the band and album name are in red bars framing the top and bottom of the photograph

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 24/10/2025

name an album with zero skips (as the roots undo by circle takes the square)

the album cover for "as the roots undo" by circle takes the square

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 04/09/2025

well look what wormed its way to my doorstep

a picture of the tabletop rpg His Majesty the Worm by Josh McCrowell

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 17/08/2025

rip fafhrd and the grey mouser, you would have loved trans rights

a picture of a page from from "the circle curse" by fritz leiber wherein the two main characters refer to someone by multiple pronouns

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 17/08/2025

the Calender has thrust upon us more holidays, that we may delight and despair

8. Menamaurnan. A time to honor and remember the twelve Moons that once graced Meridian’s night sky, before they were eaten by The Sun. The Last Moon always appears this night, to mourn her wives with the city.
9. Mithen. The festival of masks. Parades flood the streets, but beware when two meet. Assemblies of amorous congress and pugilism contests are at their highest on this day of anonymity.
10. Bilanx. Social order is reversed. Boss toils for laborers, the rich trade their finery for the rags of the poor, and princes hope they make it to the morrow lest they be replaced by their paupers.
11. Alyein. Also known as Wizards’ Day. A time for ingesting as many hallucinogens as one can. The phantasms become corporeal if enough people see the same one, which inevitably happens to the joy and/or terror of all.
12. Dyrstig. A Day to make The Sun think twice. 24-hour wars are fought, competitions of endurance and feats of strength performed, and crowds gather to scream their lungs out at the Orb Beyond the Sky. One day It will come, and Meridian will not go down without a fight.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 13/08/2025

what kind of odd-jobbers are bold enough to wander the city of endless marvels?

WHENCE YE CAME
1. Hatched from a Wizard's Dream-Egg. +1 Capacity. You were imagined as:
1. A spitting image. You're younger and sleeker than them. You have +2 Mind and know two Wonders of Daydream.
2. A bespoke design. There are none quite like you. You have +2 Luck and start with two Mutations.
3. A bodyguard. Even a Wizard needs some muscle. You have +2 Body and start with two Wonders of Conflict.
4. An answer to a challenge. They said it couldn't be done—how wrong they were. You start with +2 Skill, +1 Luck, and a Mutation.
2. Emerged from Myth, Fully Formed.
3. Sucked Through a Hungry Portal.
4. Engineered in a Laboratory.
5. Wrenched Sentience from Oblivion
6. Born of Loving Parents.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 02/08/2025

there were strange knocks coming from my mailbox when i got home from work today

a picture of issues 2 and 3 of KNOCK! (an old school rpg zine)

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 03/06/2025

while the bees' influence has waned in recent times, the legacy of their reign can be felt by all those who wish to traverse the city

Tessellated Neighborhoods, Plexiform Streets
Due to an ancient and far-reaching anthophilous influence, the neighborhoods of Meridian fall into a hexagonal pattern when viewed from above. One might think this would ease navigation, and they'd even be correct—if it wasn't for the streets.

The arteries of the Boundless city are an ever-shifting network of avenues and alleyways that circumvent reason. Citizens of a timid demeanor may spend their whole lives in their sexenary community for fear of never finding their way home.

When attempting to leave a neighborhood, there is a 3-in-6 chance you will become lost. This chance is reduced by 1 if you have a Living Map of the vicinity. Likewise if you are well-acquainted with the neighborhood. You will never lose your way if you can convince an apiarist to guide you.

If you do become lost, roll 1d6. On a 1, you fail to leave the neighborhood and a random encounter occurs. On any other number, you wind up traveling to different hex than you intended. A result of 2 is the next hex clockwise and so on, with 6 being the next hex counter-clockwise.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 14/05/2025

it turns out you can beat the chromatic abbest at level 13 if you just never get hit

screenshot from clair obscur expedition 33. victory screen from the chromatic abbest fight. here are the relavent stats

highest damage: 9,999
damage dealt: 166,562
damage received: 0
time: 15:53
successful parries: 115
successful dodges: 0

70,876 xp gained, enough to level 2 of my characters to 18 and the third to 17

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 01/03/2025

i finally gathered up the stacks of ttrpg books strewn about and put them on my bookshelf

picture of a bookshelf.

bottom row, left to right: old school essentials referee screen, the incandescent grottoes, classic fantasy box set, advanced fantasy box set; forbidden lands box set; dragonbane box set; ultraviolet grasslands and the black city; dungeon crawl classics; edge of the empire; cypher system; the game master's book of traps, puzzles, and dungeons; the lazy dm's workbook & companion; 5e dungeon master screen; mcdm dungeon master screen; strongholds & followers; flee, mortals!; where evil lives; kingdoms & warfare; tasha's cauldron of everything; xanathar's guide to everything; 5e dungeon master's guide; 5e monster manual (x2); 5e player's handbook (x2)

second shelf, left to right: yazeba's bed & breakfast box set; the estate box set; mausritter box set; runecairn into the nine realms; runecairn bestiary; runecairn; perils & princesses; into the odd; primal; kingdoms; troika!; fronds of benevolence; very pretty paleozoic pals: permian nations; slow sleigh to plankton downs; acid death fantasy; goblin mail; academies of the arcane; fe borg; cy borg; dukk borg; heretic; feretory; mork borg (x2); mork borg gm screen; index card rpg; crown and skull; black hack booklet; the black hack; the black sword hack; whitehack; knave; summer's end; mazerats; errant; outcast silver raiders; fantastic medieval campaigns

third shelf, left to right: wanderhome; mothership box set; cloud empress; root core book; root travelers & outsiders; thirsty sword lesbians; monster of the week; neon city overdrive; blades in the dark; scum and villainy; band of blades

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 18/02/2025

this just in: it's still cold in northern minnesota

-20°F
-29°C

Humidity 77%
Wind Speed NW 10 mph
Barometer 30.63 in (1042.9 mb)
Dewpoint -25°F (-32°C)
Visibility 10.00 mi
Wind Chill -41°F (-41°C)
Last update 18 Feb 7:56 am CST

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 17/02/2025

a dungeon crawl pbta? that uses 3d6+stat? it's more likely than you think

save
when you attempt to avoid imminent peril, roll+cautious. on a 14+ you avoid it. on an 10-13, you suffer a lesser form of the consequences. on a miss, you take the full effect.

overcome
when you strive to do something beyond your ability, roll+intrepid. on a 14+, you manage to do it. on a 10-13, it costs you something (time, gear, positioning, effectiveness). on a miss, prepare for the worst.

the dark
when you are enveloped in darkness, roll+intrepid. on a 14+, you keep it together. on a 10-13, you are overwhelmed. on a miss, panic takes you, either flee or become incapacitated.

overwhelmed
when you are overwhelmed, you must overcome to do things normally within your faculty. if you would roll for a move, roll another set of dice and decide which is for overcome and which is for the other move.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 16/01/2025

yes the sun is trying to break through the sky to eat us, but what's the color out today?

$The Shattered-Glass-Sky Each dawn, The Sun tries to break through the sky and the cracked firmament shifts under the pressure. Thus every day Meridian is bathed in a different color of refracted sunlight. Someday the sky will give way, and The Sun will swallow the city whole. But today is not that day. Rejoice! and roll on the following table to determine the hue. Mind the color-laws, and that dressing to match or clash with the sunlight has political implications. 1. Red. Duels are legal, refusal of one illegal. They say the blood fills the deepest cracks in the sky. Don't ask how it gets up there. 2. Orange. Collecting taxes, fines, fees, and rent is illegal. An Orange First of the Month is celebrated by nearly-all, and dreaded by those at the top of wretched hierarchy. 3. Yellow. Cats have the right-of-way. Many stay home to avoid crossing a feline, as they have long figured this out and love to torment friend and foe alike.$

4. Green. Eating plants is illegal, for today they can scream. Fast if you must, just don't disturb the peace. The sound will haunt you for weeks.
5. Blue. Any speech above a whisper is punishable by fine, determined by decibel level. Unsurprisingly, many libraries have adopted this policy as well.
6. Indigo. Exchanging money for goods is illegal. Be sure to hold on to some odds and ends to barter with, lest you go without.
7. Violet. Stealing is legal. Try not to get caught, as possession of stolen goods will likely be illegal on the morrow. Most shops close, and bar their doors and windows.
8. The same as the day before.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 12/01/2025

holidays in Boundless Meridian are as violent as they are joyous

3. Gebyrd. It is considered a lucky Year when this fertility celebration happens in Spring. It is customary to give flower wreaths to loved ones, decorate eggs with paint, and pelt your enemies with said eggs.
4. Perdonum. A time for forgiveness. It is fashionable to gift food to those who pelted you with eggs last Gebyrd. Debtors who capture their creditors on this Day are released from their obligation.
5. Steypa. The tea festival. The markets bustle on the most aromatic Day of the Year, but be wary of finding yourself between gangs of milk-befores and milk-afters with their weapons drawn.
6. Badan. This Day of bathing is often used as a time of quiet reflection and a reprieve from the hectic activities of other Holidays. Friends and loved ones of orthodox worshipers of Saint Badan especially rejoice on this Day.
7. Auctus. A time of feasts and merriment. None go hungry is the Law of the Day. Farmers jealously guard their crops, for ardent celebrants will harvest them regardless of their maturity.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 12/01/2025

today i've been daydreaming about a gonzo science-fantasy game. i started fleshing out the first thing that came to mind, a sentient calender

The Elusive Calendar
Whether peasant or king, all who call Boundless Meridian home answer to The Calender. None know its Mind, and any attempts to influence its Will are ruinous for the interloper.

At the end of a Year, roll 1d6+8 to determine how many Months are in the Year to come.

On the first of a Month, roll 2d6+20 to determine the number of Days to follow. Debts and taxes are collected on the first.

There is a 50% chance a Holiday occurs between the last and the first Day of every Month. Roll on the following table to determine the others as they occur.

1. Ardor. Whether it is a celebration of love or lust is highly contested between the allo- romantics and sexuals. One thing is for certain, the streets will run red with festivities and blood.
2. Theasthai. A day to honor playwrights and poets. Any Laws on public performance are lifted, though many arrests are made as aspiring artistes inevitably come to blows over turf.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 10/01/2025

unlike you, i get my news from a reliable source

mac from it's always sunny in philadelphia, leaning towards an elderly woman, holding a microphone in front of her face. he's looking smugly at the camera. screenshot from season 3 episode 8, "frank sets sweet dee on fire"

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 07/01/2025

and thus i return to bullet more quickly than anticipated

screenshot of my ratings on chess dot com.
blitz: 1400
rapid: 1407
bullet: 1301
daily: 932

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 05/01/2025

you've been kidnapped. the characters in the last tv show you watched are trying to rescue you. it's a made-for-tv movie so im counting it. also jordy would spend the whole time trying to convince the others i was abducted by aliens

a picture of the soul skaters from 1998 disney channel original movie brink! from left to right: pete, gabby, brink, and jordy

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 03/01/2025

guess it's time to stop playing blitz

screenshot of my ratings on chess dot com.
blitz is 1400
rapid is 1340
bullet is 1301
dailt is 932, i never really play that

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 28/12/2024

this one answers the question on everyone's mind: what if robin hood was an anarchist and a masochist?

5.4 Briar-sworn Outlaw
What does an outlaw know of oaths? More than a noble, whose pretty words are nothing but tools of exploitation. You are the thorn that pricks the greedy hand of hierarchy. An outcast from those you pledged your service to, they thank you all the same when you come bearing the fruits of their labor. You don't need the briars dug into your skin to remind you of the oath you swore, but it is proof of your conviction.

Your ken...
Robbery
Defying authority
Spells of the woodlands
Archery
Rousing speeches

Your knack...
You can always find an escape route, even if it's only for yourself.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 26/12/2024

i think if you asked them, they'd say they were unburdened by reality

4.5 Bearer of Absurdity
Everything rhymes if you listen closely. There is no reason, only will. You have unraveled reality and now you bat at it like a kitten with a ball of yarn. Some call it magic, but you are simply reshaping a world that is as soft as dough. Why anyone would remain shackled to the possible is beyond you. You've tried to tell them, but they only laugh. Or maybe they're crying, for it is a hard truth to bear.

Your ken...
Spells of the unreal
Astral projection
Nonsensical speeches
Physics
Interpretive dance

Your knack...
You can always interact with an illusion as though it were real.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 26/12/2024

i'm having a lot of fun with the worldbuilding involved in writing these. i had no idea there was a cult of scribes that lived in the dark, only using light to ensure the accuracy of their work, until i did this one

5.1 Veiled Scribe
Curse the sun! Gone are the days when the brightest light you'd ever seen was at the end of a candle as you poured over hallowed texts. If you concentrate, you can still hear the whispers of your siblings, bask in the scent of the fragile parchment. Your eyes were never meant to gaze beyond the confines of the sanctuary. The veil protects your sacred sight, but will you be able to complete your task before the world poisons your mind?

Your ken...
Dead languages
History
Calligraphy
Knifework
Ancient spells

Your knack...
You can always find your way in darkness.

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 25/12/2024

skipping ahead of the queue because i had already written this one. re-reading it, i am horrified and delighted by how insufferable they sound. i would be tempted to play them as someone with ill-placed confidence in their talents

2.4 Opulent Songsmith
In a world of troubadours, you are an artiste, and it shows. The only thing more lavish than your praises are your clothes. Patrons clamor for your favor, lovers for your affection. Your golden voice they do savor, you comport yourself with circumspection. And though vanity is what your detractors accuse, you see the envy behind their clever ruse.

Your ken...
Composition
Angelic singing
Etiquitte
Alluring words
Condescension

Your knack...
You can always captivate a room, making yourself the center of attention

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saoirse @fallenconstellation.itch.io · 25/12/2024

i think i would have a lot of fun playing this one! (also i corrected the typo in the table)

6.5 Ascetic Virtuoso
What would one give for greatness? The sorcerer in their high tower, their time. The merchant in his mansion, his soul. The saint in her convent, her worldly possessions. You gave that all up, and more. More than they could ever dream. But no magic spell nor gold-filled coffer—not even divine intervention—could elicit emotion like you can. You could bring them to tears, to ecstacy, to ruin. You paid your price, now you paint with it.

Your ken...
Effusive works of art
Wilderness survival
Solicitation
Critique
Self-defense

Your knack...
You can always identify what work of art would evoke a specific response from someone after spending some time with them.

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