iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

The fun thing having a fellow aroace pervert sib w/ similar interests is that we freely thirst over fictional characters regardless of gender and lowkey need more friends like these

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

🔞seggs!!😱😱 spent too much time making it a mini game within procreate

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Earlier was my cousin's funeral but i purposely stayed up late so i can "avoid" attending virtually at 5am... not out of disrespect, i don't think I can handle seeing what she's now after what happened. even if I didn't attend im feeling the grief again

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Claude von riegan you are Inside Of Me .

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

not saying i need a brat tamer bf but getting my soul pounded thru the mattress and thru the soil back to where my ancestors bodies lay rest sounds about good rn

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I dont watch csm but angel is my ideal gender man

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Holding back the horny but good lawd that zzz femboy jane doe mod is making me feel things down below and I need more nasty fanart of him

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

i WILL bag that 30 something year old

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

why is my scraeibbles acc getting a 'not enough resources ' error LET ME IN!!!

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

Kind of annoying the only instances of online drama I'm somehow involved in is from that one niche mmo and I'm rather happy that a lot of people who left that game share the same sentiment of being toxic and has 818482 niche community dramas. I have never encountered petty stuff like that irl or /

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

Somehow I may have fixed whatever was wrong with my body post fever by taking one tablet of zinc supplements..... Okay good to know !

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Would love to snack on truffled brussel sprouts rn but I have neither truffle oil nor brussels... Dunno what veg I have in the fridge that I can roast that gives the same texture as the Brussels but I can probably try using olive oil instead

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

hmmm I think I developed an eating disorder during/after I got really sick a couple weeks ago :/ I'm in a constant hungry but no appetite state and find it very difficult to eat an adequate amount without feeling awful. Also noticed my arms feel cold easily if I don't wear long sleeves

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

So close on making another wahh wahh art until I ate But the meds making me feel nauseous tho. Thankfully it's the last day for this one. But also having low appetite directly affects my serotonin levels and been having crying spells

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

didn't really care about him before because I wasn't a fan of sui sibs lore at first so I never knew what he sounded like I genuinely did not expect him to sound like an old Chinese man. Every second he asks me why I still tend to war for solutions or that he made a thousand moves in one breath.

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

idk why i kept getting dupes of him but i might invest n get him gregnant in the future. hes cute too tho

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Social anxiety be damned you can't beat me despite being unmedicated for a month now *proceeds to postpone going to the nearest pharmacy once again*

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

yall ever get a big ick seeing someone's tacky ass oc design get glazed by their friends... yeah im a big hater of the nowadays average online artist, esp the annoying uwu mentally ill puppygirl/boy oc/sona gaaawwddd

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Been prepping myself mentally for 2 weeks now to walk to the nearest pharmacy and ask to have my prescription from the previous pharm transfered... Checked their hours and they're already closed and open again on Monday OTL

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

yesterday I dreamt I personally met my YouTuber crush at some sort of amphitheatre .. he was walking down the aisle greeting & giving first bumps to everyone (I think it was some some sort of creator event?) and when he saw me he's like "well hello there citizen!!" took my hand after the first bump/

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

bent down ass up jorkin my tenis god i wish someone else is doing it to me rn

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

A hole splitting pounding will fix me & my muscle strain from 4+ hr straight physical labour from work

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

🔞I like to think I can take on girthy ones irl but idk, never tried sex🤷‍♂️ early morning gooning doodle bc im single and selectively ready to mingle

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

ik im kinda relapsing due being off meds for a while now but man the anxiety sucks it makes me want to disintegrate all traces of my existence and can only be found as a concept of a person on yt or something

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Dad went to check the mailbox and saw my new legal name....... Neither of them said anything so I assume they're already aware yet still deadname + misgender me lol Need to grow online as fast as possible and achieve some of my goals.... Then it's forever bye bye to these hags

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

transitioned so hard I forget im trans and scrome when i saw my mangina

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Nvm turns out I underfed myself and been one short of meds. Well I do need to get a refill but it's too hot to go outside...

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

it's hard to feel hopeful or not believe the real me deep down is cursed and will never be loved... I think im doomed from the start either way because I don't think I even grew up loved by my own parents unless I achieved something that boosts their own image as "parents". Like dominoes, my own /

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

too depressed for anything since a couple days ago... only have energy to play games alone really

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wint @dril.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

And here we go. Already Ive been tricked into sending my penis to three of these so called "Group chats". I now have no choice but to shut down my alt where I pretend to be a 36 yr old Sex Worker from Brooklyn, offering my calloused, world weary perspective interspersed with moments of gentle warmth

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

And suddenly I'm not used to the 'peace' after the stress of moving I'm like forgetting important things Like...?? Oh right I should be "back" to my usual "schedule" . But also I had bad timing trying to contact the store manager of the PetSmart I'm potentially transferring to that I'm considering -

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

raei mewsona selfcest 🤔🤨🤪🫪

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

Sorry this acc gradually has more 18+ stuff now I won't take it personally if you unfollow this 😅 don't really have anywhere else safe enough to ramble about these things

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

Getting my shit rocked while bricked up ‼️‼️(drawing 🤪🤪🤪🥵🥵💦💦 of my oc while in the car)

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Pillow prince not by choice but because im asthmatic sorry babe I have 30s tops before my shoulders start hurting from trying to breathe so hard

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

So.. I eventually realized because of this doodle that I don't think I want my chest to look that masculine... I wanna be flat but retain my arms. I want to be small, compact, andro & slim while very capable of throwing a 6ft man over my shoulder during a fire emergency

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

🔞 this is what I've studied anatomy for!! Drawing me getting railed by a Big Guy!! (god when)

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

🔞 the youtuber's name is a placeholder but I've been writing down jokes to use on my future partner and I think I'd be a terrible bf

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

Noticed that the size L vinyl gloves I use at work fits now... And M is too small it just breaks 😭 My hands were size M pre-T

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

The evil has been defeated!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

everytime I'm reminded of past hurts, I always get angry that the person I hate still has many friends Peeked at their socials.. I think their circle has significantly shrunk atp since I noticed all their "main" accounts are deactivated and only the active one is the priv w/ 10 followers

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

Waiting for that tax refund to hit✈️💥da🤑🤑 bank 💲💲💲💰💰💰 Also covering extra shifts this and next week so I'm gonna be getting more 🤪

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

On today's being a freak episode: I bought a thicker adult toy and good lawdy lawd

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

When I want to be slim & androgynous but my T fueled genetics say "no, TWUNK" I'm already short and mostly hairless please I don't want to look very bulky 😔

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

ftm x mtf x cis mfm oc threesome..... need the twink obliterated

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

I suddenly feel nauseous after dinner today 😭 can't tell if I ate something bad or because I went on for 6+ hrs without eating at all after brunch

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wint @dril.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

why breed dogs with jaws large enough to tear through Flesh, when you could breed dogs with minds large enougj to tear through Fallacy.....

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

Ok well. Today was busy for me and I think I'll sneak in an extra 5 mins on my break cuz I'm overstimulated. What are they gonna do castrate me

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nut smashr🔞 @exraei.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

My miis are talking about finding the Frenulum Tickler in the island... I guarantee you you do NOT want the Frenulum Tickler in the island..

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