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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞

@expectationemesis.net
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ren — any (no neos), 25 yrs — i am anti-censorship & anti-harassment — hobbyist digital artist + serial selfshipper && personal acc. (^^;) 🔞 (minors will be blocked) — anti-genAI 🌐 www.expectationemesis.net

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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 4h
had a very lovely nap. i;m so glad there's nothing crazy going on for like .. the next 2 weeks. i can chill out. yay yippee yay yay i'm gonna go draw now. that, or screw around in obsidian. i'm rlly enjoying that program, it's making organizing oc stuff much easier
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Nintendo of America [Twitter/X Parody] @nintendooamerica.bsky.social · 12h
Hey man, are we good? I saw you trying to skip my tutorial dialog. Wasn't even 4 words in and I saw you mashing the Start button. I'm just a little offended is all, y'know?
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 12h
Was already talking about Doctor Who with my bestie, then I saw prev. I must draw my fave dalek again. I miss him sm
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Snake. @snakedraws.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Cult of Skaro but they're all hybrids
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 16h
I'm so happy I could cry tbh. Finally. Finally something had gone right. All I gotta do is get my prescriptions, and I'll be set. Please God.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 16h
I GOT AN APPOINTMENTTTT!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 AHHHH I'M SO HAPPY
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 17h
Man, that office isn't even there anymore. Wtf. I had no idea, like????? Sigh. I don't wanna have to go to Bloomfield. Mrehhhh...
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 30/09/2026
i'm going to chalk up the reason i'm struggling to draw being the stress of tomorrow. sighhh. maybe everything will be ok. one can only hope. nighty night, folks
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 30/09/2026
sometimes i think my mother just messes with me for fun. sends me things she knows will upset me because it's fun. man i am just sitting here
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 30/09/2026
ahhh one of my fave youtubers uploaded. life is worth living for the next uhhh. 15-ish minutes. god bless
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 30/09/2026
got responded to about serious, imperative questions regarding treatment by some lazy nurse using AI. i'm at my limit. i am sick to absolute death of AI ruining everything, and making everyone somehow infinitely lazier. i'm sick of it. why can't people just do their jobs?
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 30/09/2026
straight up boutta end my shit. not literally, mind you, but my god, i am so tired.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 29/09/2026
sigh </3 anyway. gonna take a bath, then see about drawing .. wanna have today to jus relax and try not to stress about tomorrow u___u
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 29/09/2026
head in hands. i hate everything forever. why is it so hard to find a psychiatrist? i haven't had access to my meds in months. extremely worried social security is gonna cut me off for not being in treatment. it's not for a lack of trying, but good luck trying to explain that to the government
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 29/09/2026
okie dokie! time for a nap. -u- see u guys latrsssss. mwa mwa
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 29/09/2026
heyyy i did manage to finish 'em tonight ^^ / this morning... mwhateva... anyway! ceres, smiley, and felix. mah boisss. haven't drawn them in a hot minute, but i mwuv them a lot #digitalart #originalcharacter #demonoc #angeloc #chibi
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 29/09/2026
cheebs of ceres, smiley, and felix... idk if i'll work on it anymore tonight, cuz my head is rlly starting to hurt butttt... at least i've drawn at all .w. yay
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 29/09/2026
Awoken cuz I accidentally knocked a can over :( sniffle. Oh well. Guess I'll go make dinner.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 29/09/2026
Been in bed all day. Just haven't been feeling it. Hoping tomorrow is better somehow. .n. Might get up and draw later, buttt I wouldn't count on it ^^;
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ばたびる @bataabiiru.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
ひとまず先に思想正反対おじさんたちの過去絵を置かせてください
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 28/09/2026
i need to stop going to bed when it's morning. bad bad habit
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 28/09/2026
redrawing my old af don't starve oc and/or self-insert. his name is wendell. wilson's assistant. would *you* trust him with science? i wouldn't.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 28/09/2026
mutuals! beloved mutuals. i ,. have slept. my god, what a day. our regular roofer came this morning to basically put a bandaid on the gaping wound that is the roof. his previous repairs usually last a couple storms. i'm not mad at him, of course. i'm mad at our cheap-ass landlord.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 27/09/2026
ok, I sleep now. nighty night, moots. mmmmwah
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 27/09/2026
big bowl of mac n cheese for breakfast. i lost control of my life a long time ago
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videogame history @vghistory.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
durability of cd rom's and the destruction thereof, geocities domain, excerpts (circa 2001) web.archive.org/web/20010726...
this is the compact disc for internet explorer after it has been through the microwave. it looks incredibly flaky.this is the compact disc for internet explorer after it has been in the oven. it looks incredibly warped with little wrinkles.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 27/09/2026
bad news, boys. my uncle's still with us. the mere presence of him in our house has brought down my mood significantly, and left me feeling panicky. debating on watching dumb shit on yt until i calm down while trying to draw, OR just go to bed cuz it's late. hhgdfghdisu =_=
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 27/09/2026
back in the day (2019-ish) all my titles on dA used to be in all caps, random funny lines and quotes i'd hear online or irl. i wanna do that again. maybe i'll reuse the already used ones, as all the old deviations are on my old acc's storage. no harm in reusing them, since repuploading isn't a thing
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 27/09/2026
i wanna bring back this incredibly niche ship that i don't think ppl cared about even when i was first posting about it in ,. uh *checks date* 2019. ppl shall care even less, i think. all the more reason to draw them imo
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 27/09/2026
anyway i jus rambled abt this on dA but i changed keyboards cuz my laptop's are kinda .. gummy feeling? randomly? more than usual. so i dug out my old mechanical keyboard, and typing on this bad boy feels so weird. sounds incredible, but the feeling is SO massively different. o_o
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 27/09/2026
fuck i forgot i'm supposed to post here sometimes. uh. woe, self-indulgent terraria fanart be upon ye. kk bye #digitalart #fanart #terraria #lunaticcultist
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 27/09/2026
some annoying kid commented some wild request on my dA profile so i had to make a big ol' sign saying that i don't do requests. already had that in my ID, but i guess kids don't know how to read. .-. then again, was one of those newy sonic.exe fans, so... ya know. >_>
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 27/09/2026
I will draw a character experiencing horrible things. I have yet decide which character or what fate shall befall them. But, I know I will. Today, much like last night, was just plain awful. And so, I must draw.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 26/09/2026
Auughghau. That is the post, I fear
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 26/09/2026
they should make a life that doesn't have you be everything for everybody and very little for yourself. that would be really cool and awesome
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 26/09/2026
head in my hands. i will NOT run screaming out into the night, but i am always so tempted
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 26/09/2026
Silly, but I liked when Coke was doing stickers for the World Cup. I collected most of them, I think. I don't even care about soccer or w/e, I just liked getting stickers </3 and Coke. Yummy drink. I wish they'd do more stickers.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 25/09/2026
Ughhh. Only got four hrs of sleep, and mother wants me to do shit in the backyard. Man it's only 8 :(
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 25/09/2026
sighhhh... i am sleepy .^. i'd rather not be, but!! such is life. nighty night, folks
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 25/09/2026
i think i'm gonna play a video game... might be minecraft. might be some other game. who knows .w.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 25/09/2026
FINALLY organized all of the OCs i could find in my art folder. i know there's others out there i'm still missing, but ahhh... i really don't have it in me to look for them right now. either way! current count, from 2009 to 2026, is 384 characters. my god. that .. is a few
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 25/09/2026
i wish my mother would stop commenting on my weight. i'm so tired, man
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 24/09/2026
Feeling kinda bleh today. Back's still sore, probably going to be for a couple weeks. Mother's not feeling well either. Shame, it's a beautiful day outside
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 24/09/2026
auguhghhgdfhjkgls =_= i am getting way too agitated by stuffs. family won't leave me be. love my kitties, but they won't chill out either. i'm going to bed. too many things goin on. mreh.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 24/09/2026
the improvement between these two pics is still so crazy to me. first one was drawn in 2012, second one was 2023. i rlly should do more with my old fursonas, they sucked so bad, but i loved them a lot
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 24/09/2026
ANYWAY i think i'm gonna take the time to organize the rest of my OCs. i desperately need them to have their own folders again </3 i can't take them being scattered through my art folder
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 24/09/2026
wip, no hair on this one to show her markings/how the fur sits. so i'm thinking this design will be like a "dream" vers of raziel, while raz's old evil side will be a "nightmare" vers. i'll have to redesign that one. anyway, like to slap her bald head. share to slap her bald head.
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 24/09/2026
another one of my guilty pleasures, tho much more innocent, are slime videos. i've loved those things since they started making them in 2016-17-ish. my fave are glitterbomb slimes, but i haven't seen anymore make a proper one of those since the early days on insta
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 24/09/2026
this is gonna sound deranged, but i miss when garbage content was, like. those weird elsa videos with spiderman and kinder surprise eggs and slime. like don't get me wrong, they were awful, but at least they were made by actual people instead of AI, y'know? :/ the AI slop is infinitely worse
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💫💤 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 @expectationemesis.net · 23/09/2026
making a new sona(?) that's like .. a combination of miss sparkle of horse show fame, and raziel. i like her a lot. i am very sleepy, also
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