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Esoteric-Autumn

@esoteric-autumn.bsky.social
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nerdy, gamer, digital artist, skater | Poly wife/partner, mother of two| creating my own esoteric practices- finding how witchcraft, tarot, ect fit with my deconstructed christian beliefs

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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
With poly-husband's current schedule we barely get time for phone/video calls, much less seeing each other in person. It's been weeks and is really starting to get to me. Our anniversary was last week, and all we were able to do was meet up for lunch. It's not enough and I'm constantly missing him
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Luna Tomochi
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Check out what I got yesterday at a gaming and video resale store!! I love Gargoyles and Demona
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
I had a rough day at work today. Being super tired from not sleeping well was affecting my fine motor skills, so I kept dropping things and keeping the products I was stacking stable. I was hit in the head twice but boxes that fell when the stack was getting high. I'm so glad to to be home
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Please clap. I finally reached out to a therapist again about scheduling an appointment next week. After my second therapist in a year left my provider at the time, I just didn't have the bandwidth to start over again. But I need this.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
I always loved crop tops, but I can't remember the last time I actually wore one. Still working on embracing the body I have, not what it used to be, and I like the way this looks.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Yep. Lived most of my life in Northern Michigan
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
I finally have a new job that is in the town we live in!! I was offered the position at a Petsmart warehouse last week and tomorrow is my first day! No more commuting! It's also a 4/10 schedule with Fri-Sun off, and $4 more per hour than I've been making. It's such a relief mentally and financially
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
I spent almost the entire day today napping or feeling like my brain was mush because I was so worn out from work. It's well after 10pm, and I finally feel like I'm awake and can think clearly.
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selfcaregamer @selfcaregamer.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
I think everyone should have access to food, housing and healthcare, no matter who they vote for. I support basic human rights for all.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
I completely forgotten about this song by Thousand Foot Krutch and stumbled across it today when listening to bands that I haven't for awhile. "When in Doubt" meant so much to me when I was 17, and it still hits me so hard emotionally. youtu.be/OtUauxyL8vM?...
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When In Doubt
YouTube video by Thousand Foot Krutch - Topic
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 28/06/2026
@serendipme.bsky.social and I are playing this solo RP game at the same time and sharing how our stories are going with each other. She brought up the idea and I loved it, and I love Deify already after going through the first phase. I have missed roleplaying so much and it's such a great outlet.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 28/06/2026
Everything is so exhausting. I'm starting to feel so overwhelmed/ burnt out lately, and struggling to find a way to escape it. We've been unexpectedly busy and I haven't had much time to do anything spiritual, much less do the researching and learning I want to continue.
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Sleepy Tired Status
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
My eldest and I definitely feel this way from time to time. For me it usually manifests as wishing I could just sleep for days and not have to think about or handle anything. I do usually prioritize naps or just 'vegging out' with a show on during these times, and that does help some.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
Pridefest today! The kiddos and I had a great time! We moved here last Sept and I love that our house is only a couple of blocks from the park a lot of events are at, and near downtown but far enough away from the traffic
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
I'm working on making my own spell to do under the new moon on Monday. Planning it going well, I just need to start fine tuning it. I also made a sigil to go along with my intention for it, and which was like a meditation in it's own right and I'm happy with how it turned out.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
I've finished reading two beginner witch books that are very good, "Make Your Own Magic" and "The Rebel Witch". They both have prompts for things to try and good explanations of different options. Now that I've read through them, it's time to pick what to research/try first and build from there.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
Being short staffed at work is really starting to wear us all down. We have 6 people, it takes 10 to do everything effectively, and we should have 12-14 for a buffer Since most of us are really good workers we're (unfortunately) scraping by most days. Which means management thinks it's fine.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
While making dinner I wanted to listen to some music. I spent a good 2 minutes looking for my phone and wondering where I left it. ... it was right next to the stove, where I had been looking at the recipe. 🙃
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
Aaaahhhhhh!!! OMG!!!
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
Poly-husband bought me Subnautica 2, for us to play together. I haven't played the first one yet, but I like it a lot so far. This is probably the...4th? 5th? survival game he's wanted us to play together this year. He tends to lose interest in less than a month, so I never know how far we'll get
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
The kiddos and I went to see the last episode of the Amazing Digital Circus in the theater today and it was amazing(lol).
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Ragatha's Double Thumbs Up in TADC
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Shadacai here, it's name change day! I'm rebuilding my christian faith with other beliefs/practices that I've always been drawn to- witchcraft and other occult/esoteric interests. Autumn is my irl name, the season I've always connected to, and references exploring this a bit later in life
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Fortune Teller Tarot Cards
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Work was rough this week and it wore me out. I am so glad it's Friday and I don't have to work tomorrow. I was working 9hr days to make time for forklift driver training. Earlier hours will mean I can carpool with hubby, and that will save us money, as well as wear and tear on my car.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
I'm going through some life changes and it's going to be reflected here soon. Name change incoming when I settle on exactly what I want it to be. It's going to reflect how I am diving into learning about witchcraft, and other things as I rebuild my faith after deconstructing it over the years.
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Mo Molly Mahoneyllymahoney Says Cha Cha Cha Changes
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
My husband's mom passed away suddenly a week ago. Her health wasn't great, but how fast it happened to us all by surprise. It's been rough for everyone, and the cost of an unplanned trip to Michigan made it extra stressful. We're so glad that we were just up there for Mother's Day and saw her then.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
Me: listening too(belting out) "Brighter" from Hazbin Hotel for the millionth time and suddenly realizing I'm more than a little obsessed with Vox- he's definitely an animated crush "... there's something wrong with me.." (This is a common theme for me with problematic fictional men, lol.)
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Vox from Hazbin Hotel
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 26/04/2026
Allyn(15yr old) and I heard about the Little Nightmares: Altered Echoes vr game this morning, and instantly got it. He was so excited that I bought it right away, and was giggling and squeeeing with joy. I love how animated he gets about his interests. He's playing it now and having a great time.
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purr.in.ink @purrinink.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
A four-panel comic featuring a black fluffy cat with expressive eyes on a soft gradient background (blue to purple).
Panel 1: The cat looks slightly serious. Text reads, “I know some days ask everything from you.”
Panel 2: The cat looks forward calmly. Text reads, “And you show up to them anyway.”
Panel 3: The cat closes its eyes gently. Text reads, “That is enough for me.”
Panel 4: The cat has very large, shiny eyes and a small heart beside it. Text reads, “You are enough.”
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 22/04/2026
I'm so excited!! I can't wait to rewatch it multiple times!
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 19/04/2026
Winter(17yr old) is so excited to have the new Tamadachi Life game, and has been playing it so much since Thursday. She had played the previous game through an emulator and loved it, so she was counting down the days for this. I've played it quite a bit as well, and it's just silly fun.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 19/04/2026
So, the Mortuary Assistant movie was a huge disappointment. It completely missed that the suspense in the game was a big part of what made it so good. Adding in the more violent/slasher elements was completely unnecessary and changed the tone.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 24/03/2026
YESSSS!!! 😍
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 24/03/2026
Poly-husband recently got his official ADHD diagnosis and took his first dose of adderall while I was visiting this weekend. The difference it made was very apparent to both of us. He told me how his brain felt "calm". He was so present the entire time, and I felt more connected because of it.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 21/03/2026
At the roller skating rink with Winter and it feels so good to be on skates... It's been way to long
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 20/03/2026
I made the wrong choice on that first shift. o.O Starting my second shift because I'm invested now.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 20/03/2026
I started playing Mortuary Assistant yesterday and am playing more now... I am SCARED
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AndresPlays @andresplays.bsky.social · 16/03/2026
Good day to post this one
I want shorter games with worse graphics made by people who are paid more to work less and I'm not kidding meme
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
I finished RE Requiem last night and now I don't know what to do with myself 😭 The game was so good and I loved it.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 15/03/2026
Firefly animated series!! With the whole cast involved!! 😍😱.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
Fresh side shave and dyed my hair this morning. Chilling in the food court while Winter and a friend do their own thing.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 11/03/2026
Thankfully the storm shifted- we're downgraded to just the severe storm warning and that ends at 9pm now.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 11/03/2026
So far 4 tornados have touched down in the areas surrounding us here in Illinois. The tornado warning goes till 12am, so I'm going to be up late keeping an eye on everything.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
While kiddos are still sleeping, I'm finally watching M3GAN 2.0 now that it's on Netflix 😁
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
Took today off from work to rest and do absolutely nothing other than gaming and spending time with the kiddos.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
Coming out as non-binary today, I guess. Both my kiddos realized early on that they are non-binary, and that led me on my own journey of thinking about my gender. Today I chose 'non-binary' instead of 'female' for the first time on a form, because picking a gender didn't feel right anymore.
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Kayce 🏳️‍⚧️ @kaycemaeve.bsky.social · 02/03/2026
I remember the rule. I see, I repost.
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
It's finally time to start RE Requiem!!
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 21/02/2026
I've been binging through The Magicians and just finished season 4 (I'd watched the first three seasons as they can out but only watched a couple episodes of 4) That finale was so emotional, my eyes hurt from how much I cried and I am not okay. 😭😭
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Me: I think I'll go to bed early tonight One(or both) of my kiddos having trouble regulating their emotions -
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a man eating a sandwich with the words that 's not gonna happen
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Esoteric-Autumn @esoteric-autumn.bsky.social · 02/02/2026
After spending the night with poly-husband, I was so emotional today while leaving and cried for so long that I gave myself a headache and my eyes still hurt 7hrs later. Some days it's just not enough time and I don't want to go.
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