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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Thanks to the side effects of the chemotherapy, plus having two falls in two days (nothing broken, nothing bruised,) and now I’m basically bedridden… I’ve decided to discontinue any further treatments. It’s making my life worse and exponential ways and short periods of time. #FuckCancer

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

I’m too for another blood transfusion so that will help quite a bit.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Chemotherapy side effects. It lowers your red blood cell platelet count and then you get these horrible things on the side of your body. It’s really rough skin, doesn’t itch, but good to keep it moisturized. I’m just very aware of it all the time. #FuckCancer

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

He just got rid of Rumpelstiltskin so I’m pretty early in the book.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

Forgot to update again. Took me only 4 days to read Carrie. I loved the layout of the narrative. I've since moved onto @stephenking.bsky.social's Fairy Tale. I'm 36% in so far. #BookSky

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

So now I'm current. Kinda swung from one end to the other. Currently reading: @stephenfry.bsky.social - Carrie #BookSky

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

After finishing that book, I moved on to another I've read once before. This time it was a comfort read. It was Proof of Heaven by Dr. Eden Alexander. I read it in four days. It's a book that changed my life, and I don't just throw that phrase around lightly. #BookSky

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

I totally forgot to update my next book. I've already finished it, but I wanted to note it here. It was absolutely dismal and I wouldn't recommend it to anybody. It was Miss Austen by Gill Hornby. #BookSky

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Spending my Saturday afternoon writing my own obituary. How about you? #FuckCancer

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

Meanwhile, I’m sitting at home, I have to use a walker just to get to the bathroom or my bedroom, fight diarrhea every day, and a host of other bullshit things.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

To be technical, that was the 12 inch cover. Not the album. But I always liked that picture of him.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

While facing the last few weeks or months of my life, it’s hard not to sit around with a chip on my shoulder, looking at people that are still in shape, have their health, and are just out there, living their life with no worry of cancer whatsoever. #FuckCancer

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

You and me both, but this is definitely my last year here.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

Here we go again. The cancer is incurable but treatable. Two day short chemo, blood transfusion today, 28 days off, then immunotherapy. This beats the disease back to give me more time, considering I react well to it all.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

I have started chemo treatments as a precursor to immunotherapy. I had one yesterday and I’ll have one today. It’s a 28 day cycle. Fingers crossed. This is not curative. It is just treatment to push the disease back to lengthen my days. I feel OK for now. #FuckCancer

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

I probably will not make it through summer.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

10 years ago - certainly in better days.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

When the ink dries on our story What will history reveal Will we have been part of the problem or a part of how we heal? - Amy Grant

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

It almost sounds like spam, like last year when people were sending messages saying, "oops I accidentally reported your account." And then the person would actually get locked out of their account for a time. Block that number and reported a spam.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

I thought about you. I'd like to hear what kind of cancer you had, and what the lifelong treatments are, etc.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

Correction: it’s INCURABLE. Words matter and my nurse corrected me on it today.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

I don't know why but anytime I do something like this - NO ONE responds.🤷‍♂️

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

Opposed to just a little gay? How about not gay at all?

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

Agreed. It's just so lame and stupid anyway. But in these times - people can kick rocks with that mess.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

I may have accidentally taken 10 mg of oxycodone last night. I just know that I slept about 7 1/2 hours straight through. I also had a dream with a friend of mine who died last year. She was showing me around heaven. When I asked her who met her when she crossed over, I woke up. It's haunting me.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

At least you're not on the floor.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

After a visit to my oncologist yesterday, I don't know that my life will play out as I had hoped. Just some up in the air stuff, and some subtle messaging of "do things now in case you can't later." Nothing final. But it was a fuck of a visit.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

They just announced the cast for the live action Scooby-Doo. Nobody asked for that either.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

Yesterday was my birthday. My aunt in Oklahoma sent me a red velvet Nothing Bundt cake. I wasn’t very hungry for it last night. But I got up at 4 o’clock super hungry and had a small slice. Soooo good. I still stand by the fact that red velvet is a lie. It’s chocolate cake with red food coloring. 🙃🎂

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

I share a birthday with Sondheim, Andrew Lloyd Webber, Reese Witherspoon, and William Shatner.

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Ernest:2026 @ernestsewell.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

Boomer: You have no dignity. Me: It's pronounced no diggity.

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