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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

We went out to eat this morning and there are ducks and all I am wondering is why aren't they thinking about Jak and Daxter? They are seriously missing out. Jak and Daxter is so cool. It makes my autism explode. Poor ducks.

Three ducks swimming in rippling blue water near a stone ledge, with a black post visible on the left.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Anhedonia has made it hard to feel connected to much lately, but today I finally picked up my guitar again. Taking it one step at a time and getting back to my passions.

A close-up, angled view of an acoustic guitar, showing its light natural wood body, soundhole, and fretboard against a dark background.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Ducks we saw when we went out for ice cream the other day. Life has been stressful, but quality time with my partner takes all of the stress away. I'm beyond grateful.

An adult mallard duck swimming in blue water with two small, fuzzy ducklings close ahead of it, creating gentle ripples on the surface.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Katie (my partner) and I went for a night walk and we saw a deer and a cute stray cat. The deer was definitely checking us out. We see a lot on our walks and I might share more of it here.

A white-tailed deer stands in a wooded, landscaped area behind green bushes, looking toward the camera.

A mostly grey and white cat stands on an asphalt parking lot next to the front bumper of a silver Toyota sedan.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Didn't stream today, but went out with bae and had a good time. Grateful.

A tall, curved glass filled with a frozen, blended pink beverage and a white straw sits on a wooden table.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Rai is my favorite because as a kitten we bonded in a special way. When I was struggling with depression she was always there to cuddle up on my chest. When she got too big for my chest she moved to my lap. She's assertive of her boundaries and extremely anxious. I love her.

A full shot of Rai who is a very fluffy, long-haired orange/beige tabby cat sitting on a textured beige carpet. Rai has dense fur that forms a thick ruff around her chest and neck. She has light green eyes, prominent white whiskers, and a slightly curious expression. The background features a cluttered indoor space with a gray plastic storage cart and a stack of papers. You can also see part of a squirrel cat toy on the right of the shot.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Xemnas is a thick AF cat and she is assertive and stubborn when she wants affection, and is a healthy mix of independent, respectful, and playful otherwise. She likes to play rough with Larxene and she is patient and understanding of Rai's boundaries. She's dope!

Xemnas is looking at the camera and is your typical mixture of gray, white, black, and brown tabby cat. She has medium-long fluffy hair and she is looking almost directly at the camera in this photo. You can see Poly's hand slightly petting Xemnas on the back of her neck. Xemnas is a large cat, but it can be difficult to determine that from the photo.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Larxene is a playful cat that is very intune with her play-predatory instincts. She loves to stalk and pounce the other cats (often pissing off Rai) and catch her prey (cat toys) and vocalize her triumphs. She's a cutie. She also likes to slap her fellow humans when they pet her.

Larxene is sitting down looking almost directly at the camera. Her eyes are looking a bit higher because I tried to get her attention with my hands. She is your typical gray, white, and brown tabby cat. She is much smaller than Rai and Xemnas. Larxene is in a sitting position (which she often is). The background is blurred and Larxene is the main focus of the image.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

My cat Rai is preventing me from getting up this afternoon haha. She doesn't always lay on me so I try to cherish these moments, but sometimes they last much longer than I'd like. She's my favorite cat (don't tell Xemnas and Larxene :P)

Poly's cat Rai is laying on her lap in bed. Poly is sitting cross legged and wearing a dark blue shirt and you can see only her shoulder in the photo. On Poly's lap is Rai who is an orange/beige cat with medium length fluffy hair. Rai is sleeping peacefully with her paw stretched slightly out and her eyes closed. They are both on a black bed and you can also see a gray headboard behind them.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

I'm now apart of the glasses 🤓 crew. What's up how are y'all doing? Life is much clearer now haha 😅. I'm so grateful for life lately. This is a new path on my adventure.

Poly is wearing black glasses, and holding onto the left side of them with her left hand. She has short coily hair and is wearing a gray shirt.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

This song is so beautiful and relatable. I love it so much. This holds a special place in my heart. open.spotify.com/track/1qIi9R...

These are some lyrics from Hayley Williams' "Hard" from her new album Ego Death at a Bachelorette Party:

Always ready for the pain to fall
Always ready to be left out in the cold
Armor's heavy, never suited me at all
But it's the devil I know

So hit me
I can't get soft
Cause I'm too hard
And my ribs are
Metal cages
To guard my heart
I'm too, I'm too hard

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

I am live now playing The Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night!! Come hang out! I am looking to grow a new audience of insightful, silly, and nerdy peeps!!!

A screenshot from The Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night. Spyro is standing on a wooden platform with a passageway through a tree, right behind him.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

Recently I've been playing Cyberpunk 2077 again. It has been great as a distraction and an avenue for self-reflection and emotional regulation. I have been experimenting with photo mode and wanted to share some of it: #Cyberpunk2077

Poly's V (character in Cyberpunk) with her mantis blades.

Johnny Silverhand (from Cyberpunk 2077) smiling at the camera after a rollercoaster ride.

Johnny Silverhand sitting in the passenger seat of a car relaxing.

Poly took this screenshot because a character in Cyberpunk 2077 (Claire) is openly trans and has the trans flag in her car. It was nice to see.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

I mentioned making this the next singleplayer game I move to after finishing Cyberpunk 2077 and The Outer Worlds in my Discord, just to be told that this isn't the Witcher game that everyone likes. Is the first one really that bad? Part of me wants to find out for myself haha 😆. #TheWitcher

The Witcher: Enhanced Edition screenshot and information from the open sourced game launcher Playnite. The game is already installed and ready to play.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Justin's album couldn't have come at a better time. I am at a place in my life where the values I hold have been strengthened by the trauma I have experienced, e.g., vulnerability, accountability, and an understanding of what it means to be human. This album speaks to that. 🫂🩵

This is the cover of Justin Bieber's latest album release, Swag. It has a black background with the word "Swag" in the center in gray.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 10/07/2025

5 years ago this girl wanted to finally be her true self online. She put her all into those around her and doing what she felt was right. She had no idea her hopes and dreams would be crushed by unexpected trauma and hardship. She was me. But now, she is never giving up. 🫂🩵💪🏽🧠

Poly from 5 years ago. She has goals on her white board and had no idea what was yet to come and how much it would impact her mentally, physically, and emotionally. She was genuinely happy and hopeful here and I she will always remember that.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 19/06/2025

Finally getting back into my workout routine 💪🏽. For the past few months I have been in the dark depths of depression. I couldn't get out of bed, I had no hope for the future, and past trauma taunted me in my dreams + my waking thoughts. But now, I'm here and fighting yet again. #strength

Poly is taking a selfie after her workout. She has a headband and a workout bra on. She is covering her chest with her right arm and resting her right hand on her left shoulder. Poly also has compression gloves on her hands.She is very sweaty after the workout, but smiling without showing her teeth.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

Completed Zombies 100% in #BlackOps6 #BO6 This was such a fulfilling grind. I am not a big fan of 100% grinds in most modern games, but I went for it here. I want to eventually play all of the Zombies games and learn and master them as much as I can. #zombies #codzombies

"Calling Card Spotlight

Career 100%
Hardened 100%
Prestige 100%

Zombies 100 Percenter 100%"

This is a screenshot showing the calling card spotlight with 100% completion for each Zombies calling card/challenge categories.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

I'm learning to love myself fully and completely. That means taking care of my skin and my health, managing my diet and exercising, and making it a habit to look at myself and embrace the beauty I see. Accepting myself for who I am, flaws and all. To love myself for my will to grow daily. #healing

Poly sitting in front of her green screen. She isn't smiling, but she is looking into the camera showing off her clear and moisturized skin after doing skincare. She is learning to love herself fully.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 04/04/2025

Support your friends. I am the kind of person that goes all out to support the people I care about and value in my life. I want to encourage others to do that as well! This is a book called Fields Gate by Aaron Lynch (MrHangman). We met from streaming, but I was always happy to support his work! 1/2

Poly is holding a book in her hands. The cover is a nice bluish green painting of a leviathan, a gate, a cloaked character, and a large field. The author's name is Aaron Lynch. The book and cover were both done by the author.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 04/04/2025

I had no idea where I belonged in my formative years. I wasn't popular and even the nerdier kids seemed to speak a different language than me. I always identified with the terms "nerd" and "geek", (Hence calling my supporters fellow nerdz), but socially I couldn't make friends. 1/5 #autistic #nerd

Poly is holding her old Geektionary book in her hands. The cover reads:

"From Anime to Zettabyte, An A to Z Guide to All Things Geek.

Geektionary

More than 1,000 words to understand Goobs, Gamers, Orkdorks, and Technofreaks"

Authors: Gregory Bergman and Josh Lambert

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

My face shape changed as I gained weight and I am finally starting to recognize myself again. I felt pressured to lift heavy for a good workout, but now I am focusing on form, breathing, and more reps. I feel good with my progress so far. We plateaued for a bit, but now I'm back on it! #workout

Poly took a selfie after her workout. She is wearing a black T-shirt and black bluetooth earbuds that are resting on her shoulders and go into her ears. She has coily coarse hair with a short cut on the sides, letting the curly small afro grow on top. She is looking into the camera without smiling. She is a bit sweaty from her workout.

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Poly #Autistic #TwitchStreamer #Learner #Writer @epistemicpolymath.bsky.social · 20/10/2024

My short review of #Spyro Enter The Dragonfly. This game has been so janky, but what an experience it was! I heard a Hero's Tail is way better. Looking forward to finding out for myself. #autisticstreamer #gaming

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