iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

i’m just so disassociated and completely burnt out that everything feels like so much effort and the days keep passing and i do nothing but betrot

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

i wonder if i should set down my ps portal and actually use my damn console for once. maybe it’ll help me feel better and more like a real person. maybe it’ll fix my disinterest in it.

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K.Isterich🍊 @k-isterich.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

#pseudotober2026 #naruto #hidan #nagatouzumaki #kisame #orochimaru #zetsu #konan #sasori It’s something like Inktober—will keep drawing until quit I use words i like as themes

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

my allergist was like 😃 can you come in Today when i sent in the pics and i was like FUCK!!!! since it went away it’s the mcas but she was very concerned

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

also lol jokes on me, my mcas facial flushing presents the same way as the lupus butterfly rash does soooooo. it’s not lupus, obviously 🙄

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

idk i think that epidural is messing w/ me. my body feels like it has some energy and some drive but my brain is so dj dead and BEYOND drained that my two systems are clashing. i’m restless and ready to move but brain says it can’t come out to play

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

spent all night thinking abt how i’ll go through my things and post more shit to sell so i can make some extra $$$ and i can’t move. i took my meds today. i had my stimulants. i physically cannot get up.

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

i love that my brain is so delusional that i can intimately plan out every minute of every day so i can Get Things Done, hype myself up for it, and then that morning remain a useless corpse while thinking abt how i should totally go do those things but jk i won’t!!

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

hidden cats in ‘x area’ here i fucking come

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

the feminine urge to spend any and all remaining money in my bank acc on cat hidden picture games 🫩

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Juju @bidisasters.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

aitsf is $3.99 again everyone pls play it and change ur lives

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

wtffff is she doing 😭😭😭💀

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

& this is why we’re in therapy with an autistic provider so that i can unlearn all my masking and try and ease myself out of my burnout 🫩

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

this weekend of work has been another exercise in why i hate being autistic and having different perceptions. drives me insane.

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Oblivion Loading Screens @oblivionloading.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Lucien Lachance: "You sleep rather soundly for a gooner." #TheElderScrolls #Oblivion

A screenshot of The Elder Scrolls 4: Oblivion, of the player talking with an Imperial man in black robes and a hood, by torchlight, in a dark fort.

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

oh my god bro. woke up with cramps and bleeding i shouldn’t be having (we skip my period with the bcp) and i can’t even take any meds for it since i get another inj this thursday and you can’t take certain meds before that. what is GOING ON.

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

whatever i guess. it’s just the way this country functions, it wants everyone to just wither up and die. and im two seconds away from that right now. this is what winning looks like

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i have no idea what to do anymore. i’m constantly in the negative every week after each paycheck. i can’t keep up. and i have no marketable skills!!!! nothing to offer in trade or commission!!!!!! everything im trying to sell online is flopping and no one bites!!!!!! i fucking hate it here man

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i have one job that i can barely work. i can’t get a traditional job during the week because of my fucking spinal injury making it impossible for me to function like a normal fucking person. and i can’t get an online job bc i live in ny and every listing is a ghost listing for data collection!!!!!

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

sorry for venting yet again but i’m so fucking tired of existing. i’m about to lose my car insurance, i can’t afford mason’s necessary ursodiol, can’t afford my own prescriptions and have been off my psychiatric meds for over a week, and i can’t afford any of my medical bills and the fucking copays

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

not to mention i’m having these feverish hot flashes!!!! disgusting.

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

it’s day four of this shit and my spine won’t stop spasming and my si area bilaterally is so stiff and painful and has minor rom & i still can’t eat. lovely.

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

man. even on my venlafaxine i’m dangerously depressed and every day is just Something Else yk? finding it hard to care about anything ngl. i haven’t been this bad off in a very long time, 2026 you’ve been fantastic ty

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

apparently i’m super allergic to meal replacement drinks now and this is some bs what am i supposed to CONSUME.

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ribbon @ribbonroad.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

need to figure out how to write as an adhd haver that isnt "just do it"

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Mel 💛 @potatocrisp.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

My feelings on Leon’s re9 design summarized

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

every single time a provider that works with my mom hears that i have hEDS their reaction is always, verbatim, “she’s fucked” and i didn’t used to feel so bad abt that but i do now

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

my entire body hurts. i can’t keep anything food inside. migraine city. allergic reaction central. brain fog so bad. i wonder how much of this is because i haven’t had my venlafaxine in like 8 days lol.

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

i’m so tired of being tired and being chronically ill. god. i slept almost a full 24hrs and i’m just. busted. so fucking busted.

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ao3 tags 🔞 @ao3gonewrong.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

enemies to even greater enemies

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thragslime @concrete-wizard.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

you promise?

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ribbon @ribbonroad.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

aaaaaaAAAAAaaaaaAAAAAAaaaAAAAaaaAAAAAA

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

this sounds so disgustingly privileged. im lucky to have a laptop and a desktop. (i successfully had two jobs and a sexy income when i bought that desktop 🤪)

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

fuck me the comments are out of order. i don’t care anymore dude im so worn down. i honestly don’t know how i keep waking up every day and pushing through.

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

– negative every paycheck & can’t keep up. all my cards are maxed out and the ones that aren’t are set aside for shit like replacing my brake pads which will be $600+ & my medical bills (bc i have a copay every visit now!!! that adds up!!!!!) and care for my animals. shit is bleak ngl

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

– had it for two yrs now!!!! i’m legit paycheck to paycheck and i can’t afford a new macbook i don’t even want a brand new one. i’ll take the neo. i just want to be able to write and be online comfortably and maybe work if im fucking lucky when i’m recovering. but im paid weekly and going into the –

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

– put my money into an expensive mac desktop (i’ve never had one before i was so excited!!!!) thinking i’d get a remote gig and wfh and use it all the time … surprise my bitch ass can’t even sit in the chair bc of my hips so i’ve used it for a maximum of like 20hrs and spent $1.2k on it & –

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

if i’m going to be bedbound and housebound i desperately need to get a new laptop so i don’t go insane. mine is like a 2016 macbook (it may be older idc) that overheats the second it opens a program, crashes everything, lags, and has to constantly be plugged in to work. my idiocy and ambition –

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🎠 @mmhberry.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

fandaniel, snapping fingers in front of zenos' eyes: LIEGE! LIEGE! LIEGE! LIEGE! LIEGE! LIEGE! FINAL DAYS! GOING! NOW!

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

can i also just ask my phone in what world kh and wesker go together. cursed.

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

maybe w/ my depression getting worse & my physical situation failing to improve i’ll somehow be inspired to go back to my kh fanfic. or at least rewrite all the chapters and not abandon it halfway thru again

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🌱rare pair pervert @queernoctis.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

one thing i will stand firm on is i don't want to see a single glimpse of safer sephi until im playing the game. i want to experience her in her full glory after 80+ hours of gameplay as is tradition

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eoghainy.bsky.social @eoghainy.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

i’m not fucking stupid i work in vetmed and i’m heavily involved in human med. i know what a poor prognosis is. i know what the diagnosis of aml leukemia does to an elderly person in their eighties.

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