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Emi The Wolf

@emithewolf.bsky.social
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She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️ trans rights!!!, 1997, UK, ΘΔ/therian (wolf!), DID/plural, unfortunately UK-based -_- Fuck AI, capitalism!! 18+!!! Minors Do Not Interact (DNI) (block on sight)

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Mae Dean @maegodhavemercy.com · 06/10/2026
So like I said in the post earlier, I basically decided to take the framework I cobbled together in CSS using old code I’d used for an abandoned mastodon instance, and figure if I’m going to do it, I may as well do it WELL. Reworked aspects of just about everything, and I still have a lot to go.
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江川仮名子🔞🔰10月25日インテ @ekawakanako.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
昨日描いたこれと対になっているといえばなってる絵 bsky.app/profile/ekaw...
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江川仮名子🔞🔰10月25日インテ @ekawakanako.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
thrifting (W遊戯女体化/GenderbendAU/Puzzleshipping)
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nick (slut) .cash @nickca.sh · 24/09/2026
science is finally doing what it was always meant to do -- making catgirls real freedomofform.org/7606/septemb...
Demonstration of fur implant technology in live subjects

Figure 1: Synthetic fur implants were tested in 2 subjects. Left: Illustration of a fur implant as used in these experiments. Here, implants were placed in incisions angled at roughly 45 degrees in the skin
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No’eau Aitonui/Heiani Mareva Hoata @mudaship39.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
ISTFG
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
Sucks not to have any contact with my blood family, but better no contact than taking psychic damage every time I talk to them
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
Coming home, damnit
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
Fuck him for not being there for me when I needed him most. Go die in a fire, David.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
He can die alone and miserable for all I care. Fuck him for trying to blame my mental health issues on my transition. Fuck him for being physically abusive when I was a kid, and threatening violence when I was an adult. Fuck him and his goddamned AI "humans fuck yeah" shit stories.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
This is the man who's nearly hit me *multiple* times during my adult life. Was barely a part of my childhood either, participated in the divorced parent bidding the kids against the other parent shite. Fuck him. He wasn't there for me for fucking anything.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
Of *course* my father doesn't support me doing the hard thing, coming come, facing what I did & working to make things right. Fucking asshole...
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Police just called and confirmed the NFA and my bail being lifted. That's some good news.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
Solicitors tell me that they usually get informed the day before a bail meeting of what the police have decided, so I'll probably not know what's happening until the 29th. Just over two more weeks of waiting, ugh.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
I'd reach out and help calm her mind if I could, but my paws are tied.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
Safe for both of us too. I don't know if she'd suffer consequences. Seems to me like me and her are both victims of protocol right now. I've been told that the officer in charge of the case has to make the decision to lift my bail, and it seems they've not done that yet.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't considering reaching out to her regardless of what I've been told, but it's a huge risk and if I do it, against the advice of my solicitors, I may end up in a cell again - and my solicitor might not be able to defend me. So I won't, not until I know it's safe.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
I asked the solicitors if the court document I'd been forwarded would've been sufficient to clear me. They said no, they have to be told by the police. Officer at the station also told me that I'm still on bail until I'm told otherwise by the police, so they wouldn't have taken it either.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
Solicitors say it's pretty normal for there to be a considerable delay between CPS making a decision and the police doing anything; case of the left hand not knowing what the right one's doing. Ugh... I was hopeful that I'd be able to start making things right by the person I hurt. Not yet...
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
So back to waiting for the plod to tell me what I can and can't do, again... -_-
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
Plod couldn't tell me much of anything. Still on bail w/restrictions until the end of August, have to wait for a letter. Desk officer wasn't particularly happy about taking my temporary address to make sure I actually received the decision letter 🙄
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
No update from the solicitors, they've not been informed of anything by the police. Now gotta go to the local station and chase things up. Afaik, I'm still on bail and have no contact restrictions -_-
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
Seems that maybe the police have decided no further action. I'm being messaged and the person is clearly very anxious, but I can't reply until my solicitors have confirmed NFA, and I feel awful leaving them in the lurch. Hoping to hear something from solicitors today, maybe tomorrow.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
I don't know if you'll see this. I hope you do. I'm so, so sorry for what I did. I love you both, and I miss you.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Oli, Robyn, I'm so sorry I broke our promise, that I'd never leave again. I'm so, so sorry. I wish I could tell you in person 😭
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
From here: youtube.com/shorts/pT1L3...
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Great Nordic Candy #nordic #comedy #norway #sweden #iceland #finland #licorice #food
YouTube video by Ólafur Waage
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
There's construction outside my hotel room. I thought of the joke, "It's a box, with concrete inside" based off of the Nordic liquorice chocolate thing. Wish I could've shared that with her...
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
I miss her smile. I miss her thoughtful insights on media. I miss sharing things together. I miss sharing the in-jokes we developed. I want to go home...
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Being on new meds is helping stabilise me. I'm trying my hardest to be cognisant of the mental disorders I suffer from. I just want the chance to fix things... not end up in a cell...
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
The only thing I want to do is make things right; I don't know exactly what that entails but I'll do anything to make things better for the person I hurt. Nothing else matters to me
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Amazing what being on the right meds, or at least not the *wrong* meds, does for you
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Least not an anger one, depression & anxiety be kicking my ass tho...
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Haven't had an episode for 3 weeks, which is progress.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
I... Wow. This sums up SO MUCH of what's been wrong with me the last few years. I'm currently getting a BPD/EUPD diagnosis but this one video has me feeling so seen in a way that I haven't felt before. It gives me a lot of perspective on how and WHY I've acted the way I have. youtu.be/6TS4d-zqRFA
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Dr. K Explains: Borderline Personality Disorder
YouTube video by HealthyGamerGG
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Alice Ruppert 🐴🎮 @malicedafirenze.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
Over the past six months or so, I have lost my mind and heart to Vintage Story and the horses are really far from the main reason for it but they *are* what inspired me to pick the game up for review purposes. And then somehow, 300h of playtime.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
This hit home and has made me think about how I've seen & reacted to a lot of things over the last few years. Suffice to say, change is needed. www.reddit.com/r/BPD/commen...
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From the BPD community on Reddit
Explore this post and more from the BPD community
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Tasty. Reminds me of happy times. Reminds me of someone.
A photo of a can of pre-mixed strawberry daiquiri cocktail
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
I failed to appreciate so much of what she did for me, sacrificed for me. I wish I could tell her I'm sorry I didn't notice, didn't appreciate, all she did for me. Her efforts shouldn't have gone unseen and unappreciated
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QueerAF @wearequeeraf.com · 28/07/2026
For many trans people, t4t relationships offer a form of mutual understanding that can be difficult to find elsewhere.
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Just like me – How t4t love is helping trans people heal what the world keeps breaking
Our landmark scheme for underrepresented or emerging creatives to share their perspective and get journalism and strategic communication skills sessions. This week, from queer and trans Italian screenwriter, Mycah.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
And keep up on regular doses of my anti-anxiety medication too. The more I can do to keep myself in a good headspace, the less likely I'll be to have an episode, or at least minimize the severity of one of I do - I hope, at least.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
I'm learning that my anxiety is a lot more sneaky & subtle than I thought it was; pervasive yet hard to notice. I think that the anxiety has definitely contributed to my episodes, or at the least put me in a place mentally where I'm more prone to episodes. Gonna work to get a handle on it.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
Very much hoping that this is setting a good foundation for recovery and making right my wrongs. Also hoping the wait for therapy isn't too long. Hopefully this means I can fix and put right what harm I did, because those I hurt deserve things to be better and to have things made up to them.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
Finally got my ADHD meds too. Very much realising the combination of being on the right antidepressants and having my ADHD meds, plus getting proper sleep, is helping a lot with my emotional stability.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
Needed a break from social media. On some new meds, early days yet but I'm feeling calmer generally, less prone to anger. Had two CMHT appointments, one more in a few weeks. Most likely diagnosis is EUPD / BPD. Then referrals for therapy.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
Thinking about the person I hurt and the (sys) kids. How are they all coping? Are they ok? What long-lasting harm did I do to them? How much trauma have I inflicted on them all? I'm thinking of them all every day, and hoping they're managing. I want nothing but to put right the harms I did.
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lottie @lottievixen.xyz · 05/07/2026
well that's rockstar, uber and nvidia on the fuck no list source www.bbc.com/news/technol...
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Lapsus$: GTA 6 hacker handed indefinite hospital order
Judge says hacker remains a high risk through his skills and motivation to carry out cyber-crime.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
Be better to them, to never hurt them again, to be safe to be around, to work on fixing everything I did wrong, all first and foremost. Its the right thing to do by them, I think, and I don't want to run or hide from any of what I did.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
If it wasn't for being out on bail, with an active investigation, I'd say so much more. I've wanted to, every day.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
In short, though, domestic violence and abuse. I did that to someone who's been nothing but wonderful.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
The police have already had my phone. I don't know if they've gone through it and got this account tied to me. Until I know what's happening, I can't own up to the exact, specific actions. I want to desperately. My solicitor has advised me not to until after the investigation ends. So I can't.
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Emi The Wolf @emithewolf.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
I've said little on what actually happened because of an active police investigation and if they tie this account to me irl, then it'll be used as evidence. I want to say in detail everything I did, I want to own up to it publicly, but I can't until this investigation ends.
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