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there's a water stain from an old leak, way before my time here, that's sitting in the ceiling panel directly above me. sometimes i feel like it's bearing down on me, like the ghost of a storm above my head, rotting through my skull and into my brain, dripping through me

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i think (know) i'm the type of person to never be satisfied with what i have and always yearn for a higher mountain to climb but man that must suck for the things i have right now, to feel like i'm never satisfied with them

what's the romance equivalent to casual sex? i need some quick deep and meaningful connection and love please, no strings attached though

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Zcythe @albazcythe.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

ive been having a lot more emotions overall since I've started vyvanse. some of it is probably just all the stressful things I've been dealing with this year, but some of it is definitely the fact that no matter how much it helps with focus, a stimulant is still a stimulant at the end of the day

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now I miss "that looks photoshopped"

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

factor please i need to to understand that there are vegetables other than sweet potatoes please factor you're going to make me start to hate sweet potatoes and who the fuck hates sweet potatoes

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

should i display the figurine of jax from tadc in a maid outfit that i keep permanently in a jar next to the handblown glass vase-bong i own

elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

9:12 am eastern btw, but yippy

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

steam boutta make itself a liar for sayin they were gonna send emails out on the 17th at this rate LOL i know literally *one* other person who hasn't gotten their goddamn email yet

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the Canada-eu associate membership thing that's getting floated by news media now kinda surprises me, i remember it being treated like a joke when the 51st state comments were in the headlines i honestly expected maybe Australia to be the first non-eu member, but ig china trade is hard to ignore

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you would NOT know i took my meds this morning, i am straight up passing out in the office i have a black decaf in the hopes that my mental association with coffee will wake me up even though it's not caffeinated 💀 i have to at least TRY

i received a confirmation call for an appointment on Friday morning and the company knows I've requested communications in English so their solution was to get a French TTS to read out English text in the most hilariously thick French accent I have ever heard. like somebody would use it as a JOKE

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i need, like, a month of leave

elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

does anyone else get a feeling like they're hiding something subversively every time they put something into their pocket? no? just me? okay then

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spark!!! @lil-spark.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

hey have i mentioned that i've been working on something that might eventually become interesting

the beginning stages of a chibi character mesh in blender, from front-right

the beginning stages of a chibi character mesh in blender, from behind-right

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

a plea for life 💔 I'm begging you to be emotionally manipulated into being scammed by thinking you're doing a charitable deed

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

owning my own home for a matter of days and already obsessed with swag hooks and collecting as many as possible so i can hang silly things everywhere NO LANDLORD CAN STOP ME

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

ok time to be in Montreal for a day for work unfortunately and going home the same day lol im dead

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

i don't have a photo of the floors at my old place and even if i did i would NOT be posting that on social media but my shedding is apparently far worse than any cat or dog i have ever seen

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

writing "shed" on the box of kink gear

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

putting this on my housewarming wishlist

screenshot of a store listing for a skeeball table at 621 Canadian dollars

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

officially down 34 lbs as of today, exactly 15 weeks after i started properly trying moving as much of my stuff over as possible tomorrow management company denied my end of lease notice but i haven't phoned them bc labor day, the company owner was open to negotiate when i spoke with him recently

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Jammy @jammyjarswah.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I love umbrellas :3 #furryart

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

it's finally fucking done. i own a home holy shit now i can be stressed as hell about the moving instead of the buying

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CRITTER 🍀🏝️ @fourleafisland.art · 31/08/2026

some laika poses i did during a body fat crittercisms stream!

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

if i get through all this stress with buying a house, when i move in, the only housewarming gift i want is a steam frame when it finally drops LOL

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

please note that when people talk about the water usage of agriculture, nobody is forgetting that everybody needs to eat and nobody needs ai, but fuck dude afaik the worst are feed crops (and animal agriculture), tree nuts (almonds), flooded crops (rice), and i only just found out today sugarcane?

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Sarah Taber @sarahtaber.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

The ag lobby really, really, really, really, really, really, really wants you to think AI is the reason reservoirs are going empty. It's not. It's agriculture.

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

feels about right my ass when multiple questions are about starting things and never finishing them and i look at my adhd like

Undertale soul test results. 78% bravery, 70% kindness, 63% integrity, less than 50% on the rest. The lowest is perseverence at 26% because I am super ADHD please help me

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

i dont really post any 3d work, i just do it casually on the side, so not too many people know i do it and i would never be looking to take comms but my real job is literally making contracts every day so ive been distracted thinking about how i would write my terms, just for the love of the game

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

oh yeah i forgot to mention as of yesterday i fully surpassed the 10KG milestone, my weight loss is going so well :')

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

also i don't know who remembers me saying i was going to camp feral this month, i don't know if i posted about it but i definitely TOLD people directly unfortunately i had to cancel and it's for the best i did given i've been deeply embroiled in housing stuff this month and might be moving soon @_@

elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

i was learning about ph in cocktails today because i just randomly got interested and i have learned that there's apparently an entire host of people who talk about some shit called an alkaline diet or whatever and the first recipe i actually looked at asked for the juice of an entire lime.

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

me have single shot ristretto latte because me think it's less caffeine and like. it is less caffeine don't get me wrong. but it isn't less ENOUGH woo vyvanse interaction anxiety hell 💀

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

half my job today has just been emailing one person "please clarify" fifty times in a single email over a glut of total nonsense requests and i feel all the more fiesty and powerful for it LOL

elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

god i want to comm all my friends so bad i stg please friends keep me in your minds towards the end of the year when all this money pain I'm about to go through settles out and i can save and spend money again...

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Mador @mador.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Sleepy roommate makes you breakfast

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

i feel like i have a far deeper understanding of what "first world problems" means now. being a first time home buyer as a single person is insane and it's objectively an exciting thing to buy a home and complaining would feel so tone-deaf when i have friends who e.g. struggle to make rent sometimes

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elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

I've been on vyvsnse since may and if there's one thing I've learned it's that improving one's executive function does not reduce the DEMANDS upon it If you have an insane scattered life, adding stimulants to the mix just makes you better at DOING stuff 💀 you'll still be a scattered mess apparently

elly @ellyb.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

the buyers of the place i really wanted originally went through with the sale, they did not in fact pull out so i placed an offer on my second pick (i was ready to place an offer before i got the phone call a week ago) it was accepted fuck